Smile for Me

I giggled as my back bounced on the mattress. Kevin climbed on top of me, his crooked smile making my heart flutter. It had been weeks since we last had a night together. We were newlyweds for goodness sake! We should be able to have more than one night a month to show each other just how much we loved and missed them.

"I've missed you." I smiled at him as I started to unbutton his white shirt. It was our night, and no one – not even the stupid fire department –could take this away from me.

Kevin chuckled and started to rub my arm. "Impatient, aren't we?" He asked.

"It's been a month." I growled at him, unbuttoning the last button, revealing his hairless snow white chest. He was the only man I knew that had a hairless chest without shaving or waxing. He also can't grow a beard, trust me, he's tried.

"Oh my goodness." I laughed my hand rubbing across his almost hairless chest. "You really do have a chest hair."

Kevin's smile grew into a grin. "I told you!" He was europhic.

"I can take care of that for you." I smiled, grabbing onto his one strand of hair.

"No," He turned his body to the side. "It took me twenty-five years to get this chest hair. You're not taking it away from me."

I clamped my hands over my mouth so I could muffle it. I was afraid that I would ruin the mood by laughing at the fact, it was a fact, that he got his first chest hair after twenty five years of trying.

"Don't laugh at me." Kevin laughed.

"I can't help it." I choked out through fits of laughter. "I'm just so proud of you." I lied, which sent me over into another round of laughter.

Kevin growled at me playfully. His hands grabbed onto my wrist and lifted them over my head. I stopped laughing and tried to be serious as he held my hands over my head. It was hard to be serious around Kevin, especially when we were sharing such an intimate moment.

"If you tear this dress, I'll have to hurt you." I warned him when he smiled at me, mischievously.

"I like this dress." Kevin mused, his free hand sliding under it and rubbing on my thighs.

"I do too and I would like to wear it more than once." I growled at him when his hand found my waist and started to pull at the elastic of my thong (I didn't usually wear thongs but Alice, Kevin's sister, had bought me a pair so I could wear it for Kevin tonight.

"You got to wear it tonight." He started to pull my thong down away from my womanhood as he continued to talk about my dress. ¬

"I didn't get to wear it anywhere." I frowned at him. "You're the one that wanted to stay in and cook me dinner tonight."

"True," Kevin agreed. "But I couldn't possibly let my wife out of the house without any underwear on, could I?" He was holding up the thong I was once wearing.

My mouth dropped and I looked down to see if I could figure out how he had managed to remove my thong without me knowing but the dress was in the way. I looked back up at him. He was balling up the thong in his hand and leaning over to set it on the dresser next to his pager.

"I should really send that to Mike Newton in the mail." Kevin said to himself. "I wonder what he would think about finding my wife's dirty thong in his mailbox."

I rolled my eyes. Mike was an old friend of mine that had a crush on me and had made many attempts after my heart, even when I was dating Kevin. He didn't get the idea that I wasn't interested in him until I was married.

"I wish you wouldn't." I mumbled. "It's not fair to him. He just broke up with his girlfriend."

Kevin shrugged. He didn't seem to really care, which I didn't blame him. Mike wasn't one of his favorite people. In fact, he wasn't really my favorite person either. But he was tolerable and I wasn't that cruel.

"Now where were we?" Kevin asked. His green eyes shined brightly at me.

"I don't remember." I lied. I knew exactly where we were.

Kevin frowned at me. "Really?" He raised an eyebrow. "You have no idea what we were doing before I took off your thong with one hand."

I knew he was bragging about being able to take off my thong without me realizing it, let alone with only one hand. But I had gotten use to Kevin's ability to surprise me over the years.

"I don't remember." I continued with my lie.

Kevin smiled at me. "You were always a bad liar." He laughed letting go of my hands.

"You didn't say that last time we had sex." I bit my lip so I wouldn't laugh.

Kevin had to think about it for a second. His face went through three different emotions. The first, confusion. The second, shock. The third, anger.

I swallowed audibly when the angry smile formed across his face.

"You're going to pay for that." He smiled at me, his voice broke with anger (or maybe he was trying not to laugh). "You're so going to pay for that." He repeated. It was like he was a broken record.

I screamed and tried to crawl from underneath him, but his hands grabbed onto my waist and his face hovered above mine. "You're so going to pay for that."

"I'm sorry." I laughed trying to pull myself from his grip. "I was lying. I didn't fake an orgasm...last time we had sex." I added the last part under my breath.

"You're going to pay for that to." Kevin told me.

I didn't get a chance to take my words back. His lips quickly found mine and we started what would be, because I was going to make it, the hottest night of our marriage – next our honeymoon of course.

My hands wrapped around his neck and my fingers tangled into his hair so I could push him closer to me. My tongue poked out of my mouth and started to trace his bottom lip, or at least tried. Kevin opened his mouth soon after I opened my mouth so he could deepen our kiss. His hands were pulling at my dress. I had never been more grateful for a strapless dress before.

His mouth left mine as soon as my breasts were exposed. A loud moan escaped my lips when his mouth clamped onto one of my nipples. I stared up at the ceiling, trying not to let my eyes roll into the back of my head.

"You're playing dirty." I groaned when he switched breasts. A shiver ran down my body when the cold air hit my now damp nipple.

"How?" Kevin asked, his voice vibrating against my chest. My back arched and my eyes widened.

"You know what this does to me." I growled at him.

Kevin lifted his head from my chest. "Oh I know." He smiled at me. "I also know what will happen if I do this."

My eyes widened when I felt a cold finger trace the lips to my womanhood. My eyes bugged out and my hands gripped at our bed sheets. I didn't look at Kevin as his fingers decided to enter me. It was a very welcome visitor.

I grabbed the back of his head and pushed his mouth onto mine. I didn't care how pathetic I looked. I wanted him more than I wanted anything else in the world. I wanted him inside of me. I wanted to make him moan out my name, as I screamed out his name. I wanted to let him know that he was the only person that could make me feel this way.

I rolled us over so I was on top of him. His fingers didn't leave me.

"You're amazing." I told him. "You're the most beautiful creature in the world and if you don't get your fingers out of me, I'm going to shove them where the sun doesn't shine." I growled at him.

"I think I already have." Kevin smiled at me.

I hissed at him.

He laughed but reluctantly removed his fingers. I could feel my body react to the warmth and the pleasure he was taking away. It didn't like it.

I leaned forward and continued the kiss that I had broken. His hands started to roll the dress over my stomach so he could pull it over my head. I pulled away from the kiss and lifted my hands in the air so we could get the dress off of me.

"I like it when you're on top." Kevin told me, tossing the dress to the side.

I smiled at him. "Really?" I asked.

He nodded. "It's easier to do this." He grabbed onto my breast and started to massage them together.

I closed my eyes and ran my hands over his almost hairless chest. I was looking for the chest hair he was bragging about earlier. I wanted to play with it so I could boost Kevin's ego. But I couldn't find it. I think it might have been pulled out when Kevin pulled his chest to the side when I threatened to pull it out. I kind of felt sorry for him.

Instead of rubbing his chest, I decided to make use of my hands by unbuttoning his pants. I could already feel his manhood as I zipped down his zipper, revealing my favorite pair of his boxers.

I laughed as I leaned forward and gave Kevin a kiss on the cheek, my hands wrapping around his neck so I could hug him. "I love you." I kissed his cheek again.

"I thought it you would like it." He laughed along with me.

"I love it." I gave him gave him a peck on the cheek before I went back to removing the rest of his clothing.

I had to crawl off him, so he could lift his hips in the air. I made sure to get his pants off first, just a normal pair of black slacks, before I grabbed onto his Spiderman boxers and pulled them off.

"I'm saving these for later." I smiled at him, crumbling up his boxers and putting it next to my thong and his pager on the dresser.

Kevin laughed. "You're such a bad girl, Maddie."

I mocked gasped and put my hand over my mouth. "Me? Bad?" I asked. "How dare you?" I smiled at him.

Kevin put his hands over the back of his head and smiled at me. He was enjoying this too much.

I rolled my eyes and crawled on top of him so I was hovering over his manhood. He quickly pulled his hands from the back of his head and held onto my hips. My nails dug into his chest as we (he was helping me) lowered me onto him.

"Oh God." We gasped out together. It had been a month since we last shared a moment together. And we didn't have the patience for anymore foreplay. ¬

He was careful not to hurt himself when he pulled his back off the bed so he was sitting instead of lying down. He scooted himself so his back was against the headboard of our bed.

When he was finally situated, I was panting heavily into his chest with his my hands pulling on his hair. The way he was moving was hitting things that had never been touched before. It felt amazing.

"Did that feel good?" Kevin asked, rubbing my back.

I nodded. I wasn't even able to moan.

His hands grabbed onto my waist again and helped me start a pace that we could both enjoy.

I had forgotten just how well we fitted together. It was as if our bodies were made just for each other. It was like we could do no wrong when it came to sex between us. We were meant for each other and by doing this, we were only showing each other more just how much we belonged together.

I started to kiss him, as my hands wrapped tighter around his neck. My body was starting to tighten around him, earning a very loud growl from Kevin. I pulled my lips away from him and licked his earlobe.

"You're doing this to me Kevin." I encouraged him. "You're making me tighten around you. You're the only man that has ever been inside of me and you're the only man that will ever be inside of me." I took his earlobe into my mouth and started to grind it between my teeth, earning a low hiss from Kevin.

He started to thrust his hips forward so he could meet me. My grip tightened around his neck and my head leaned back, my eyes finally rolling into the back of my head. Kevin took this a cue to start to suckle on my neck.

"I'm about to come." I warned Kevin.

He just groaned and bit gently on my neck.

I gasped and my body started to shake. My grip tightened around Kevin and I slammed my head into his shoulder. Groaning, loudly, as my nails dug into the back of his neck.

He hissed before following after me. His body shaking just as violently as mine was.

It was hard to let him pull out of me. I let out an audible whimper as I rolled off of him and laid in bliss next to him. I rubbed my hand against his hairless chest, attempting to find that strand of hair again.

Kevin grabbed my hand and brought it to his lips. "That wasn't very long." He whispered before giving me a light kiss on my wrist.

I giggled. "We haven't had sex in a month sweetie." I scooted closer to him and rested my head on his shoulder. "Besides, I could go another round..."

It didn't take long for Kevin to roll over so he was hovering on top of me. His hands were on either side of my head and he was smiling at me. I giggled and rolled my eyes. Of course he would be ready for another round. He was Kevin.

"That didn't take long." I smiled at him.

"You said sex." Kevin grinned back at me and lowered his head so he could kiss my lips.

I was about to wrap my arms around him and try to get him hard enough so we could go another round when undeniable sound of a pager vibrating against the dresser caught our attention.

My head fell back onto the pillow and I fought back the tears that were building up. It was my night. Not there's.

Kevin frowned and reached across the bed for the pager. He read it quickly and rolled himself off of me, grimacing as he did so. "There's been another-"

"Fire." I finished his sentence.

"Hey Maddie." Kevin frowned pulling out a drawer so he could get another pair of boxers. "Don't be like that. You know this is just as hard for me as it is for you."

"This was supposed to be our night Kevin." I growled at him, the tears that were welding in the corner of my eyes falling down my cheeks. "You promised that I had you all to myself tonight."

"I know I did." Kevin frowned. "But I can't change what has already happen. You knew this before we got married –"

"It's fine." I lied rolling over and grabbing onto the blanket. I didn't even bother to get dressed. I was sleeping alone tonight anyways. "You have fun." I closed my eyes so the rest of the tears wouldn't fall out.

"Maddie," Kevin's voice was closer than I wanted it to be. His hand grabbed onto my shoulder and he leaned down to kiss my cheek.

I looked up at him. He was frowning at me.

"I promise that as soon as I get home. You're going to have the best morning of your life." He kissed the top of my head. "Now smile for me."

My lip twitched and I couldn't help but to smile at him. It was the only thing that anyone could say that could guarantee a smile to crawl across my face. I smiled through the rest of my tears and leaned up so I could give him a kiss goodbye.

It wasn't fair for me to blame Kevin for his job. He was right. I did know what I was getting myself into when I married a fireman. But it didn't change the pain that stabbed my heart and the fear that twisted my stomach every time he was called into work. I had seen movies and TV shows where the fireman didn't come home and I knew that one day Kevin wouldn't come home and it scared me senseless.

The sound of Kevin starting his car made my heart jump start and I squeezed onto my pillow and buried my head into it. It was going to be another night that I cried myself to sleep.

--

The phone was ringing. It took me a minute to realize that I wasn't dreaming this and it was really ringing. My heart jumped into my throat and I jumped across the bed so I could get my cell phone off the dresser. My breath caught in my throat and I couldn't say hello when I finally flipped it open.

"Mrs. Cullen?" Chief Swan asked when I didn't answer.

My legs gave out from out of me and I fell to the floor. My fingers gripped loosely to the phone as I held it against my ear. My body was trembling and I let out a whimper. Tears were falling down my cheeks.

"There's been an accident." Chief Swan continued.

He was saying more but I didn't get to hear him. My body was trembling so hard that the phone had dropped to the floor. I was hyperventilating and my sobbing at the same time. I was starting to fear that I would pass out if I didn't get enough air into my lungs. But then again, I didn't care if I died.

There was only one reason that the chief of the fire department would call me. If there was an accident and if Kevin had been –

I couldn't get myself to think about it. It would hurt too much. I closed my eyes and tried to focus on breathing normally.

"Mrs. Cullen?" Chief Swan asked again when I was quiet for a long time.

I reached hesitantly for the phone. "I'm here." I whispered, bringing it to my ear.

"There's someone that wants to talk to you. Would you like to talk to him?" He asked.

I nodded but then realized that he couldn't see me. "Yes." I finally choked out.

"Maddie," It was still Chief Swan. "It's going to be ok."

His voice was annoyingly hopeful. I didn't say anything back. I just nodded and wait for him to bring the person onto the phone. It was hard not to catch the low murmurs coming from the people on the other end of the phone. I closed my eyes and let gripped tightly to the phone as I waited for someone to speak.

"Hey Maddie." The voice was hoarse. My eyes widened. "Smile for me..." ¬

A small, slightly hysteric, smile crawled across my face.