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Cherri finally released me the next morning. Not that I particularly wanted to go, but we had a company call at 11:00 to continue working through
Macbeth
. As I stood in the tiny shower cubicle in my apartment, I had a disturbing thought. The past--what?--thirty some hours had been as happy as any I could remember, not to mention potentially life-changing. I'd fallen in love, or maybe just fallen deeper in love, with Cherri. My head felt like I was popping popcorn in it: idea after idea flying this way and that. Did she love me too? If so, what to do next. If not...didn't want to go there. Was this even right? What did we really know about each other? Sex had been great. Sex had been better than great! Sex had been...yeah, but what if that's all it was? Nah! She'd said...and on and on and on.
All well and good, but I had a fucking play to rehearse. I had lines I'd neglected, and business to refine and polish, not to mention fights to drill. What if I wasn't interested anymore? What if I just wanted to spend the rest of my life in bed with Cherri? What if...fuck it. Get out of the damn shower, get dressed, and go earn what passes for your salary.
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At least the lack of interest part of the popcorn turned out not to be a problem. Back in rehearsal, Cherri and I, by what seemed like a mutual tacit understanding, treated each other with the affectionate professionalism we'd developed during the first week. And we both threw ourselves back into the work with energy and enthusiasm. Maybe people would have no idea we'd hooked up.
Fat chance.
There are very few secrets in a rehearsal room, and fewer still in a regional rehearsal room, where two thirds of the company comes from out of town, and is sometimes housed--as we all were--in a single building. By the end of Tuesday's rehearsal it was clear that most of the cast knew, that some of them approved, and more didn't care one way or the other. Most actors are tolerant of showmances, which is what everybody assumed this was, because they've had them themselves, or hope to. As long as nothing unpleasant makes its way into the rehearsal room, the usual practice is to acknowledge what's going on, gossip a bit about it, if you enjoy that sort of thing, and get on with your day.
At dinner in my apartment that night--supermarket baked chicken, salad from a bag, and baked sweet potatoes, because I may not know much about cooking, but I know how to bake a fucking sweet potato--Cherri warned me that I'd better treat her right.
"Sam said all I had to do was say the word and he'd happily beat the shit out of you for me."
"That's aggressive. I thought Sam" (Sam Cabrerra, 6'3" and 240 pounds of Banquo/Siward) "and I got along pretty well."
Cherri grinned. "I think he may still have a little crush on me. We did
Tooth of Crime
together maybe five years ago, and he sort of hit on me, but I was with somebody else at the time, so..."
"Okay, now I am jealous. I've never done any Shepard."
"Really? There's all kinds of good stuff for you. Anyway, you just better be good to me, or Banquo might murder Macbeth first."
"Can I be good to you again tonight?"
She giggled. "I was hoping you'd ask. In fact, I'm thinking about modifying my conditions for our agreement."
"What conditions? For that matter, what agreement? We were supposed to keep our hands off each other--mostly--until Valentine's Day."
"I know, but you just couldn't resist my feminine allure."
"I couldn't...? You know, premature senility is a terrible thing. You're the one who..."
"ANYWAY!" she was grinning, "I don't think you'll find the modified condition too hard to deal with. Or maybe, hopefully, you will."
"Will what?"
"Find it, um, hard to deal with. I've decided we should both be naked when you give me my goodnight kiss. And preferably in my bed, under the covers. Think you can work with that?"
"Not in my bed?"
"I'm willing to be flexible."
"I know you are."
"You're a beast, and I'm sure I don't know what you're talking about. But seriously, are you using the sheets that come with this place?"
I grinned ruefully. "Guilty."
She pretended to consider. "Well...if we happen to be here, for dinner, say. And you find yourself unable to resist" she gave her voice the high-pitched innocence of the heroine in a melodrama, "hurling me onto your bed and having your wicked, wicked way with me, I suppose we can make an exception. But wouldn't you rather..."
"Say no more, my Lady. Much more comfortable outraging you on the bamboo. And I reluctantly..." speeding my voice up, and going for a kind of human Golden Retriever vibe, "agree totally and completely to your condition so can we go up right now, huh, can we, huh, can we can we can we?"
She laughed. "You're a goof!"
"And you're a naughty little temptress!"
"Ooh, naughty am I? Does that mean I'm going to get that spanking you promised me the other day?"
"Maybe. But I have to Venmo Regina first." Regina was our first Witch/Lady Macduff. She was also Beatrice in
Much Ado
, and she had the apartment next to Cherri's.
"Regina? Why?"
"At lunch today, she said that if I planned on spending any more nights at your place, I had to buy her a pair of earplugs."
Cherri's cheeks turned pink.
"Oops. Oh boy! Well...maybe you should take that as a compliment."
I didn't comment on that. But I grinned.
Cherri rolled her eyes. She said: "Bastard."
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