Suzie and I had been best friends since the third grade. We grew up in the same neighborhood and she lived just down the street from my home. We were the same age now (18) but still had shared interests and were constantly at each other's homes. She was a tomboy of sorts until just before the second semester of our senior year when I started to see the changes.
Almost overnight it seemed that Suzie traded in the bulky shirts/sweaters and baggy jeans for more form fitting clothing. Her demeanor changed too as she was a bit more flirtatious/girly and less rough and tumble. I was definitely liking the changes. Suzie was maybe a little over 5 1/2 feet tall and thin in build. She had a bubble butt and jet black hair and a fantastic smile (her very best feature).
I was an average (albeit naive and sheltered) male with sandy blond hair and a swimmers build (swim team then). I was around 5 ft 9 or 10 inches and I shaved my chest and legs (what little hair I had) since all the other guys on the team did the same.
Suzie asked if she could drop by my house to visit after class on Friday. This was otherwise routine and completely normal. My parents wouldn't be home before 7 and we could catch up on stuff. We had just finished the first week of the final semester and had only one shared class together so we had a lot to talk about.
She was wearing athletic shorts that were shorter than I expected and her butt looked so delectable. It took all of my will not to stare too very much. She was also wearing a shirt that showed off her tight stomach. I had never seen her wear that kind of shirt before. I wasn't sure where to look for fear of seeming like a perv.
After we caught up a bit, Suzie moved over so our knees were practically touching and she asked me if I had any girls I was interested in at school. Dumb boy that I was I immediately responded with a "no." I asked her the same question expecting a no reply, of course, and she surprisingly responded with a "yes." She said that the boy she liked was really cute and funny and a little on the shy side...and she was "definitely interested."
My heart sank as I was completely blindsided by her response. I was spiraling fast and just went for broke. I blurted out that I had feelings for Suzie beyond the friend realm but I was just too much of a coward to say anything. I told her how beautiful I thought she was and how much I thought about her all the time (day and night). I don't even remember everything I confessed to because it just rolled out of me and I couldn't stop running at the mouth. I felt so ashamed and I couldn't even look her in the face. I was staring at her bare stomach, lol. I felt despondent because I was sure that I missed an opportunity for something more and possibly wrecked a friendship.
Suzie then held my hands and asked me to look up at her. I was screwed and I knew it. Here comes the, "I like you as a friend speech" or maybe worse. I looked up and she immediately leaned in and kissed me. It was just a quick peck on the lips like she was testing me maybe. Without question my face registered shock at this new development. Her face turned bright red because now she thought maybe she went a little too far.
Now she looked down and started to fidget. She then proceeded to tell me that she loved me and more than just a friend kind of love. She said she had felt that way for awhile and then tears started to fall down her cheeks. She was burning with shame and she started to apologize. I felt ashamed too but only because I had lacked the guts to tell her what she had so bravely expressed to me.
I gently placed my hand on her chin and lifted her face up just a bit so I could kiss her back. It was a little more than a peck but it was still a pretty chaste kiss. "Suzie, I love you too." And the funny thing was that I absolutely meant what I said. I had this sudden realization that she really was my best friend and I wanted to know more about her in a boyfriend/girlfriend kind of way. I just hid my feelings because it made me feel so vulnerable.
I'll never forget how she looked at me. She wiped her tears and had that same fantastic smile I loved. She also had a mischievous look in her eyes. "Mark, I guess we're officially girlfriend and boyfriend now, right?" Being the suave 12th grader that I was I said, "Sure, if that's okay with you?" Suzie rolled her eyes and then said something to the effect that we had about two hours to "explore" this new found relationship before my parents got home.
Suzie suggested we kiss again and the kissing definitely got better after the initial fumbling stage. At some point I lightly inserted my tongue (just as a test) and that broke the dam as Suzie enthusiastically tongued me back. We probably kissed non-stop like this for the better part of thirty minutes or more. Our lips were swollen...a lower part of me was definitely swollen (6.5 inches - thank you very much). I was wearing shorts but my shirt had my very hard friend well hidden.
Suzie and I were gasping for breath and we were taking a quick break from kissing. Suzie observed that I had one hand pulling my shirt down so it was fairly obvious to anyone with half a brain what was "up." I thought I was so smart, lol. Suzie asked me what I was doing with my shirt and I said something stupid like I was hot so I was just trying to cool off a little.
She teased, "If you're so hot, then just take off your shirt." Okay, now my feeble male brain started to churn. I replied that I couldn't remove my shirt because I was embarrassed to show her my bare chest. Again, I'm on the swim team and had been a lifeguard. Suzie knew all this and had seen my bare chest on a hundred different occasions. She just looked back at me incredulously. Frankly, I was just afraid she would get upset by seeing the expansion in my shorts. I guess I thought I was the only "horny" one in the room.
Susie exclaimed, "I'll take off my shirt if you will Mark!" Suzie's face immediately turned a darker shade of red than I had ever seen before. Still, her eyes never lost focus on mine. I wanted her shirt off in the worst possible way but still I resisted.
"Fuck, the reason I can't take off my shirt is because I'm hard ya know...I...I just can't help it Suzie. I'm really sorry."
Suzie smiled and said she already knew I was pitching a tent. "We're in a relationship now, Mark, so that sort of thing is natural okay." She asked me to stand up and then she proceeded to pull my shirt off while her eyes were glued to my crotch. She lifted up her arms and said, "Now me please."
She didn't have to ask me twice. I was dumbstruck looking at her bra (32 B cup - being the curious sort I checked later). Suzie even showed me how to clasp and unclasp the front and then asked me to give it a shot. I was surprised and oddly proud that I unclasped it on the first try. Seeing Suzie's bare breasts for the first time had my jaw hit the floor. I'm surprised my eyes didn't fly out of my head.
I shyly said, "Suzie, may I touch them please?" She nodded affirmatively and I immediately started to manhandle her breasts being so damn eager. She asked me to be a bit more gentle and she guided my hands the way she liked to be touched. She was audibly enjoying my caresses now. I got a little braver and started to kiss her breasts and licked her hardened nubs. She absolutely loved it when I lightly started to suckle on her nipples and her areolas began to wrinkle up around her nips. She was really moaning and groaning now and was running her hands through the hair on my head. I was intrigued by how the color of her nipples turned darker and her chest flushed. She would shudder here and there. I also detected a musky scent but (clueless as I was) I just thought it was sweat.