Alanna Ch 09
"Swallow! Swallow!" ordered Mirjalla impatiently, pushing Alanna's head down. Choking as her throat was forced over the hard, greased leather dildo, Alanna's grip clamped on the wrists holding her, thumbs pressing hard into the pulse points. Instantly, Mirjalla yanked her hands backwards with a shriek, wailing something accusatory. Alanna was already on her feet, eyes flashing at possibly the most stupid of her new gentlewomen, and felt satisfaction unfurl deep inside as the rest of them scattered before her wrath.
Only Bethesda remained unmoved, a faint look of amusement on her face. "You were warned not to force the Tahl-maia in this, Mirjalla," the Mistress of the Chamber cautioned reprovingly. Alanna's interpreter translated in response to her raised eyebrow: despite two months of daily lessons, yet her vocabulary was still rudimentary. Or so she encouraged them to think.
A deep chuckle sounded from the doorway, and Alanna's cheeks reddened as she glanced fleetingly at the muscled back of one of her personal guards. Two months ago, when unbelievably she had
resurfaced
from the aconite coma, she had found herself attended by eight new guards. At all times. There were always at least two guarding the doorways and windows in her suite, and four would encircle her whenever she left, even on the short walk to her bathing chamber. Despite her initial, furious tirade, they had refused to leave her even there, although neither did they look towards her at any point, always alert for an approaching, external threat. She had grown accustomed. And more than accustomed to the ubiquitous phrase, "It is the will of the Tahl."
End of story.
Well, it would be until he returned and she could present her views to him at least. Much of the vocabulary she recited diligently was to that purpose, but it only drew the occasional amused look.
A second, wary glance at her guard, but he wasn't moving, and she relaxed. They had occasionally turned around; it was
not
the will of the Tahl that the Tahl-maia manhandle any of the well-born young ladies set to serve her. Or his Mistress of the Chamber. Her chief bodyguard, Limaq, had made the Tahl's will quite clear when she had become indescribably angry at some of the things Bethesda insisted she learn. Faced with the implacable, gentle skill of the men who had restrained her, Alanna had soon realised the futility of protest, both verbal and physical, and they had reached a polite agreement: none of her guards would so much as look at her as she practiced these most humiliating will-of-the-Tahl skills, and she would not use her own martial skills on her tutors.
Apparently, though, she was allowed to stop her idiot gentlewomen from choking her on a replica of his erection.
Despite not having seen Xanir Tahl for nearing eighty days since their wedding, her entire life was bounded by learning to please him. The more innocuous lessons in how to prepare his favourite tea, walk, bow, or offer him a dish were interspersed with scaldingly explicit hours learning to shimmy her hips and twirl her naked, tasselled breasts in intricate dance patterns, to stretch and hold her legs in unnaturally wide splits and squats, or deep-throat that disgusting model. The last she was worst at, rebelling that her throat was just not
made
to do that.
Alanna sighed and stood quietly while one of her women wiped around her mouth before carefully re-touching her make-up and lip-gloss. Her maids were being meticulous about keeping her well-groomed every minute today. Before first light, she had been awoken abruptly, tugged from her bed, washed, scented and swiftly adorned by her breathlessly excited women while the interpreter, Mia, had explained that the Tahl would arrive home with the dawn and had sent word ahead that his bride be prepared for him.
She had stood motionless while they had fluttered, despising and trying to quell the rush of excitement rising in her blood.
Last time had only been that exciting because it had been the first time
, she told herself adamantly
. She knew better now, what to expect, would control herself
.
Even more infuriating had been the stab of disappointment when just as the women were adding the finishing touches a rap on the door had heralded a deep voice calling though the panels to Limaq. She had had to fight not to droop and reveal her understanding before her interpreter had turned and repeated that she was not yet required as the Tahl had to work: a convocation of the lords were awaiting his return, something urgent, as ever. While the other women had gloomily stripped off her bracelets and cleaned her fingers ready for breakfast, Mia had added disconsolately, "Probably last all day."
Once recovered slightly from her anger at both her own despondency at the delay, and the reinforced recognition that she was a toy to be picked up at will when he was not busy, Alanna had noted, slightly puzzled, the keen disappointment in all of her attendants, the listlessness in them lingering until Bethesda had appeared to supervise the day's lessons.
Her cheeks reddened as she noticed the Mistress of the Chamber now advancing toward her with a pair of scarlet nipple tassels and her indescribably revealing coin belt. Must be time for her dancing lesson. They both stilled at the sound of running footsteps approaching the door, eyes meeting, and a voice called, "The Tahl-maia is commanded to bring tea to the Tahl in the
something
chamber."
Less than five minutes later she was breathing fast, the tray on her head trembling slightly as she crossed a ornately mosaicked room where five corridors met between tall, beautifully-tiled window embrasures. The windows facing the sun were shuttered. Those on the cool side of the building framed bright sunlight, a glimpse of a fountain and a distant, tall tower. Wide-eyed, Alanna drank it in, her light pattering steps slowing as she pretended to adjust this tight, deceptively simple sheath of bright blue silk with one hand. Her guards had never allowed her to even approach this point before, the corridor leading to this star chamber seemed to the limit of the wing of the palace in which she was allowed to roam. Now she wanted to look at the beautiful frescoes.