My name is Gordon, I am 42 years old, five foot nine inches, 175 pounds, use my in-home gym to stay in shape, consider myself to be reasonably fit, like to dance, enjoy good music, the opera, concert, some jazz, good conversation, avoid politics with friends, am God fearing, but honestly haven't been to church in years (my mother would be upset – I was raised in the church), like holding hands, shopping with that special someone, am fiercely loyal, am sensitive to the touch and very sensuous when touched by a woman.
I was raised by two women so consequently I find that I am more in tune with a woman's feelings, her thoughts, her needs and what makes her tick. Now, any man that thinks he knows all about woman is a fool so don't get me wrong, but I am probably more closely in thoughts with my special someone than the average guy.
I like to think I am a good listener, considerate of the needs of others, can be accommodating for good friends in need and am careful to not let people take advantage of my good nature.
Business wise, I have a degree in Communications, have business traveled extensively through Europe, have been socially active with many key business leaders and politico's with reference to their industry, my clients and future joint planning. Representing firms in the USA and Canada abroad has given me a good look at the world, the industries, business in general, social structures, politics and a good common sense knowledge about life and events around the world.
First, know that I had been married for several years, my wife and I both had good corporate jobs and I had finally resigned and started my own consulting firm which, inevitably, found me traveling all over the USA, Canada and occasionally Central and South America. We had decided to wait for children until she became a VP with her firm, which was immanent, and sadly she was taken from me in a car accident, while attending a conference a few states away. I was in Europe and by the time I found out, her family had taken care of everything and I arrived home just in time for her interment. I was, and probably still am, devastated. Did I cry – yes, for six months I couldn't go a day without breaking down once or twice and had to hide so I wouldn't be seen. Frankly, I didn't want to live without her. Two years went by before I could go on a date and actually enjoy myself and the, I kept my emotional distance, still loyal to my love.
Well that's me, Mr. quiet, observant, friendly and accountable when needed. Still bashful, not insecure or with a low self esteem, just not ready to go out and be a somebody. I take on clients that need me for re-structure of their Company, their staff, their marketing plan and have the potential for expansion and sales around the USA and abroad. If there is a need for capital and/or investors I work with an investment banker and an attorney. Why? Two reasons, I get to get away from home, meet other people, try to get on with my life and the challenge is stimulating. Part of my activities include setting up, exhibiting/participating and or just perusing the competition at Trade Shows, a good opportunity to make new contacts and that is where I met...Jessica!
Right from the start, the moment I first laid eyes on her, she had an aura about her, carried herself with class, distinguished as a business person and had a friendly unassuming nature about her. I stopped cold in my tracks; I'm sure my mouth open while I watched the beautiful creature mix with the patrons seeking information about her company and the promotional material she was supplying them with. I had to turn and walk away, regain my composure; I didn't want to come across as some kind of a trade show groupie or stalker that was there just to ogle to models and woman execs. I knew I wanted to meet her and I knew just the sound of her voice would be soft, sweet and just music to my ears.
My God, what was happening, I was stuttering in my thoughts and knew I would be a stammering fool if I just walked up and...oh...what would I say...good grief, I was in awe of this woman. Don't get me wrong, I am not one of those men who have something clever to say to woman (usually nonsense), not given to good old boy talk with the guys at the bar, this woman had something about her that demanded respect. I had to think, regain my composure and not be a fool, the village idiot, there were enough of them around already.
It's amazing how the simplest things escape you when you are suddenly caught up with an exciting and possibly wonderful experience that is beyond your normal reach...what to do. Hello, I was there perusing exhibitors for product comparison, ideas, possible customers and ideas that I could use. Right, just go and ask a few intelligent questions...that is, as soon as I could calm down enough to think straight. I would hate myself forever if I blow this. Okay, calm down ...whew – think, I haven't been this absorbed or taken by a woman since I was in college. Okay.
Needless, to say, I did regain my composure and approached her booth. She was busy talking to a customer so I quietly looked over some of the material she had to offer and yes, her voice was so sensual (to me) and I almost allowed my mind to wander. Eventually, she finished with the other gentleman, smiled at me ( I damn near lost myself, knees shaking) and asked if there were any questions that she could answer for me. I told her that I would like to take the material with me to study later, we exchanged business cards and with that I was off. Did I feel like an idiot in hiding – yes.
As luck would have it, I went for a swim after the show and a Jacuzzi and you guessed it...she came to the hotel pool in her two piece suit, swam a few laps and then approached the Jacuzzi. She noticed I was already there and for a brief moment I sensed that she wasn't sure if she should come in. My suspicion was that she was married and unsure of what to do but she did get in. We exchanged friendly smiles, no words came forward and eventually we both left to our rooms.
Fate. The Hotel had a large lounge, comfortably and dimly lit. A pleasant atmosphere with soft music and a band scheduled to play for those who wished to dance. I sat at the bar and was enjoying a drink when in she walked. How could I miss her in her burgundy dress that came maybe four inches above her knees. She seemed a little unsure of herself but decided on a seat at the bar as opposed to a booth and I noticed that there were seats on either side of her but, I was still too nervous (I really wanted to know her and was still jittery) so I decided to just enjoy the music and maybe tomorrow I would visit her at her display booth and go for an introduction and conversation there.
As the evening wore on, she had a few drinks, accepted from men who asked her to dance. She danced with them and then, as the evening wore on, some of the guys began to get a little forward and suggestive with her. Nothing to the point of her needing my assistance but close and then she made eye contact with me. I think she recognized me but whatever, her look was that of what do I do, I just want to enjoy myself. I nodded my understanding and shrugged my shoulder a touch but with a look of – if you need help? She watched me for a moment and then sort of looked at the vacant chair next to her and nodded, raised her eyebrow, not suggestively but inviting me to consider sitting next to her. I didn't even think, I gave her a knowing smile, nodded and proceeded to sit next to her.
She was so stunning, so beautiful, my nerves threatened to make a fool of me but I had had two drinks and what is the old saying...a little courage...well, I didn't fall down. We introduced ourselves and started to converse about the trade show, her life, my life, the travel and then the hotel, the pool, the music and then it seemed only natural, we danced.
