Copyright @ calibeachgirl
All rights reserved, 2012
Thanks to estragon and deepblue...
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Chapter 18
As erotic as last night had been, Georgia vowed that it would be the last time she slept with Jack without making love with him. Walking back to their room took longer than she thought, her mind rushing along like a river, splashing over rocks and changing direction at each new thought.
It wouldn't be the first time they made love but it would be the first time that he publicly acknowledged how he felt about her. What was to come of it, though, she had no idea, only that they were breaking the law in almost every state in the country.
Miscegenation was illegal in California... was it still against the law if there were no children as a result? Or was the very act of cohabitation enough to send them to jail?
She didn't know but determined to find out, one way or the other... or, would it just lead to trouble, bringing more attention to what they were doing? She didn't know and at the moment, she didn't care. She just knew she wanted him, needed him.
They arrived back at the inn's room after a curiously silent walk. Strolling up to the building, Jack saw many things he hadn't noticed before... how her curls framed her face just so, how her full lips captured her smile, how her dark eyes seemed as deep pools of love that he wanted to drown himself in.
He thought he understood the meaning of love more than any time he had ever been with one of his lovers in years past. No wonder he treasured her. She was one-of-a-kind, tangible proof that even he would be able to find true love.
For a while, he thought he was only borrowing a few precious moments in her life and then she would be gone, never to return, but with each day it became more and more obvious that he wanted her for his own, regardless of the peril. It was selfish, he knew, to endanger her in such a way but he saw no other outcome. He had to have her, and damn the consequences!
If he couldn't love her completely, he wasn't going to pursue her and here he was... here they were, publicly stating their intentions.
Georgia glanced at Jack, realizing he was lost in his thoughts. He had been silent ever since they headed back to the inn's room. "You look so far away," she remarked, wondering as she looked into his eyes.
"I am," he replied in a hollow voice. "At least two feet too far."
She expected him to move then, to take her into his arms and make the sensual magic that she craved. A succession of emotions flashed across her face.
And then, he took her into his arms and pulled her close, kissing her full lips like they were cool water to a dying man.
Georgia wet her shaky lips with the tip of her tongue, her fingers splayed across his shirt. "Maybe," she whispered, "we should go inside."
He was feeling only his most basic instincts as he held her closely. This was about desire and it was incredibly arousing because she there was more between them than just... sex. Even saying the word was erotic. It was a word that she just had never said.
"Love me," she whispered in an aching velvet voice.
"I do." Jack had never said that to a woman, not once in all the years that he had had lovers. He didn't know if she realized he was speaking from his heart. He swore he could feel the earth move beneath his feet. "I do love you, Georgia."
They entered their room and her eyes softened. The fireplace was ready to be lit and the bed had been turned down. She was going to say something, but Jack didn't give her a chance. His mouth moved over hers, drinking deeply from her lips that had tempted him all evening. He forced himself to forget everything else except the woman before him and what they were going to do that night.
Georgia kicked off her shoes, still kissing him. Being almost as tall had been nice but she would hate to fall and spend the night with a broken ankle instead of in the bed with the man she loved. She put kisses everywhere on his lips, his face. In the back of her mind she recognized the sound of a button flying off from his shirt.
"I'm sorry." She dipped her head and gave him a look from her dark eyes, pressing her lips against his skin, her darker flesh absorbing the heat there.
He wanted her physically, emotionally, completely, and knew that this night would be the point of no return for them.
Georgia clung to Jack's shoulders, shuddering as she felt his palms slide beneath her dress, pushing it to her thighs. The combination of silk stockings, warm skin and hungry fingers made her dizzy with wanting, with need.
She loved him, she knew it.
His mind was full of emotion and desire. He didn't pause; he barely gave himself time to breathe. His mouth was raining kisses on her mouth, her hair, her eyelids. He wanted to love her everywhere.
In her eyes, he saw clear, pure emotion. She hid nothing; he knew it would never occur to her to be anything but truthful with him. His craving for possession was insatiable. Since the first time he had seen her, he had wanted her, whether he knew it or not.
They kissed in lost, fierce ways, their lips barely breaking contact while they said quiet endearments and staggered toward the bed. In the room, lit with only the dance of the fireplace, two hearts had come together.
She had been so careful her entire life, with her time, with her heart, with her hope for love. Now, caution was only a vague memory, a burden she was relieved to abandon. Breathless, she sank down to the bed, her dress pushed high and her silk-clad legs tangling around Jack's. She felt as if hot, sweet honey was seeping deep within her.
He leaned against Georgia; her erotic weight against him was all he could feel and then they were on the floor in front of the fireplace's warmth. He kissed her sweetly, like a man who would kiss an earthbound angel; he kissed her hard and long, like a man would kiss a wanton temptress.
Her stockings disappeared and Jack felt a hard shock when he realized she had been wearing absolutely nothing beneath her dress. He stared down at her face, flushed with excitement.
Her shaky fingers framed his face, while an even shakier smile trembled from her kiss-swollen lips. "Take me," she whispered. "I want to be there with you, everywhere you go. Anywhere."
Jack was speechless. Their hands and lips made magic together. Now damp, with little limber motions, they explored each other.
"Say it," he said, softly. "Tell me you love me."
Georgia's passion-filled eyes looked at him. "I love you."
Her heat burned his face. He swallowed painfully, resting his forehead against hers, deliberately prolonging the union of their bodies and then, he moved, drinking in deeply the sweetness of her lips. Whatever clothes remained disappeared and then he could think no longer.