Rand
"You doing okay?" I asked as we undressed for bed. Hanna had been subdued all night, her worries and frustration weighing her down.
"I guess. I feel like I let Garrett down."
"Don't! Don't even go there! You haven't let anyone down. You've been in there scratching and biting for him the entire way. I don't think he could ask for a better mom."
She snorted. "Some mom."
"You need to stop!" I barked. "I know you're worried. Hell, I'm worried and he's not even my kid, but feeling sorry for yourself accomplishes nothing. Nothing! You need to believe you're going to get him back because before this is over, there may be a time when you have to believe in yourself."
"I do!"
"Do you? Do you really?"
"I'd do anything to get him back!"
"That's not what I asked. I asked do you believe in yourself?"
"What do you want from me!" she cried, throwing her shirt into the floor.
"I want you to believe in yourself, believe that you'll see Garrett again, and soon." I paused as I tried to figure out how to reach her. "Look, when I race, I believe I'm the fastest man there and I'm the guy everyone else has to beat, so when I get on the track, I race with confidence. No hesitation, no holding back, no second-guessing. As far as I'm concerned, so long as I run my race, I'll win. I don't care what everyone else is doing." I paused, looking into her eyes, trying to make her understand. "This isn't a race, but it's the same thing. I need you to believe you're going to get your son back so when the opportunity arises, you can do what you have to with no hesitation and no second-guessing. I need you to believe it because I believe it."
She held my gaze for a long moment. "I do," she whispered.
"Are you sure?"
She again held my gaze for a long moment. "Yes. I'm sure." I pulled her close and kissed her on the forehead. "Will you just hold me tonight?" she murmured into my chest.
"It'd be my pleasure."
As we settled onto the bed, she snuggled in close, and I kissed her on the forehead again. Neither of us said anything for a long time.
"Do you really think I'll see Garrett again?" she whispered into the darkness.
"Yes."
"How can you be so sure?"
"Because I'm not leaving that little boy with that bastard."
"But if he bolts..."
I shook my head. "He won't."
"How can you be sure?"
"Because he hasn't gotten what he wants yet." She nodded slowly. "He doesn't know you're here, and he doesn't think we know anything about who he is or that he has Garrett. He's going to be looking for us to come at him from the right, and I'm going to sneak in from the left... and when I do, I'm going to kick his fucking ass."
She was quiet for another long moment. "There are four of them."
"Yeah, and there are thirty-two... thirty-one of us."
There was another long pause. "Promise me that you won't do anything to get Garrett hurt."
"I promise you this," I said slowly, "I'll treat him like he's my own son. You have my word."
I didn't think she was crying, but she sniffed. "Thank you."
I kissed her on the head again and waited for sleep to take me.
-oOo-
The buzzing of my phone slowly pulled me from sleep. Trying not to wake Hanna, I slid my phone to me from the shelf over the bed and glanced at the time and the caller. Nothing good was going to come from Doug calling me at 3:12 in the morning. I took a deep breath and wiped my face.
"Hello?" I mumbled into the phone.
"Rand, Doug. OSB has been torched."
I slowly slipped my arm out from under Hanna and moved quietly to the front of the trailer. "When?" I whispered.
"They're putting out the last of the flames now. No way this is a coincidence."
"No. What do you want me to do?"
"I want you to ride out there with me. Bryan is pissed. I don't blame him, but we don't have the manpower to cover every possible situation. He respects you more than any of us, and I can use the backup."
"Gee, thanks. Okay, give me thirty minutes and I'll meet you there."
"Thanks, Rand. I owe you."
-oOo-
"You told me you could protect us!" Bryan snarled, the red strobes of the firetrucks making him appear even angrier than he already did.
Doug nodded. "Bryan, I'm sorry about OSB, I really am, but I had to make some choices. There was a man at your house tonight, and he'll be there every night, to protect your family. Would you rather me have put the man on OSB and have something happen to Donna or your kids? The building can be replaced, your family can't."
"I put my life into this business," Bryan growled. "I'll be down for months, not to mention missing out on the special event in a few weeks."
"Bryan," I said softly. "I understand you're upset, but did you expect this? We sure as hell didn't. Why would they burn you out if they wanted to buy a stake? And why so soon? They were here just yesterday. They didn't give you much time to think about it, did they?"
"No," Bryan admitted, deflating slightly.
"This is pure terror tactics," I continued. "They didn't like you trying to set them up, and they did this to send a message. I predict they'll be talking to Bill and Greg in the next day or so, and I'll bet good money they'll back after your doors open again to make you another offer... with the expectation you might be a little less defiant the next time. What we have to do is protect what's important, and that's your family."
Bryan glanced between Doug and me. "You're right, but it still pisses me off. I've got insurance, and I can probably find some warehouse space somewhere, but this is a real kick in the balls. Some of my people are going to have a lot of extra time on their hands for the next few weeks. If you can use them to catch these bastards, they're yours."
"Thanks, Bryan. That's what I want to hear," Doug said. "We need to rally the town to shut these fucks down."
Bryan nodded again. "You can count on me. I'll start spreading the word on what happened. The Chief told me there's no way this place could have gone up as fast as it did unless an accelerant was used."
Doug nodded. "Go home, Bryan. Help Chisholm keep your family safe."