Hanna
We rolled to a stop in front of my room. "Why don't you run in, get your dirty clothes, and we'll get them washed," Rand suggested as he killed the engine.
"I only have one dirty set," I replied as I stepped of his bike.
"Two," he corrected as he leaned the bike over and then dismounted. "If you don't get those wet things washed and dried, they're going to smell."
"I can dry them in my room."
"Uh-huh," he grunted.
"I can!"
"Just go get your clothes," he said as he walked to the door and paused, clearly waiting for me to open it.
I unlocked the door. "You've done so much for me already, you're not washing my clothes," I said firmly.
His lips quirked into a sideways grin. "You're right, I'm not. I don't have a washer or dryer... but I know some place that does."
Our gazes remained locked for a moment. "Okay, but I'm paying for it."
He looked away and gripped the doorknob, clearly indicating he was done discussing it, but I caught the flicker of his smile before he did.
"Whatever," he said with a dismissive wave.
Clothes in hand, I followed him out, dumped my dirty clothes into the saddlebag with my wets, and we set off again. Ten minutes later we pulled to a stop in front of WtF Shirt Laundry. I snickered to myself when I saw the fine print that claimed WtF stood for Wash then Fold.
"How're you doing, Maye?" he asked as we entered, speaking to the matronly woman standing behind the counter.
"Been better, been worse. How about you?"
He grinned. "The same. Just a small load today," he said as he plopped my clothes on the counter.
The woman quickly sorted through the pile. "Looks like someone got caught in the rain."
"Nah... she's a mermaid I found washed up on the beach."
Maye snickered. "These should be ready tomorrow."
"Good enough," he said as he placed his hand in my back and nudged me toward the door.
We returned to the motel and I led us into my room. "Do you mind if I shower before we go to the meeting? I feel kind of grungy after being all wet."
"No. Go ahead."
I entered the small, simple bathroom and started the water warming as I stripped out of my clothes. By the time I was done, the water was warm, and I stepped into the tub. I'd warmed up enough to give Rand his jacket back when we stopped at that motorcycle shop, ironically the same one I'd stopped at when looking for the Riders, but I still had the feeling of a deep, bone chilling cold inside me that the steaming water finally leached out.
I quickly showered, using the complementary shampoo and soap, before I stood under the water a moment, luxating in
finally
feeling warm. I'd recovered from my breakdown in the bathroom at McDonalds and no longer felt weepy, and I wondered if it was because I'd been so miserable that his kindness caused me to lose it like I had. Now, having seen Carl, knowing he was here, and having the Riders helping me, my spirits were higher than they'd been since I was riding back from Eugene with Dad after the charges had been dropped.
Then there was Rand. He was such a dear. He was everything Carl wasn't.
Why couldn't I have met him instead of Carl?
I wondered as water poured over my head.
Why had I fallen for such an asshole when I could have had someone like Rand? Because I thought I wanted a bad boy? They're called bad boys for a reason.
I smiled. Rand tickled the part of me that liked bad boys with the way he looked in his leather and sunglasses as he sat on his bike, but he was living proof that looking like a bad boy, and being one, were two different things. He was a good man, and after Carl, that's what I wanted. I smiled as I slapped the water off. I liked that he'd invited me back to see the sights after we found Garrett. Once I got my life put back together, maybe I'd take him up on the invitation if it was still open.
I stepped out of the tub and began drying myself. "How're you holding up?" he called from the bedroom.
"Okay. I don't know if I'm relieved Garrett wasn't with him or upset. Relieved that Carl wasn't riding him on the motorcycle, but it would be just like him to leave Garrett alone in a motel room somewhere."
"Don't worry, Hanna, we'll find him."
I struggled into the clothes he bought me after my soaking. "I hope so. I believe you'll try. I just feel like... I don't know... no matter what I do, nothing ever works out."
"Now you have the Riders helping. You don't have to do it all on your own anymore."
I stepped out of the steamy bathroom and tugged on my shirt to adjust its fit. "I'm not sure how that even works. I've been having to do it all on my own since I moved out and got married."
"How it works is, you do what you can, then let someone else help with what you can't."
"Is that what you do?"
He smiled. "The Riders and Patrick are my family, and when I need something, they're there for me."