Rand
I heard the cell phone ringing in my pocket, but I ignored it. I had a wrecked Hyundai in the jaws of the loader as the snarling yellow beast lumbered its way to the crusher. I eased up to the car crusher and dropped the car inside, backup up slightly before lowering the jaws and pushing the car to straighten it. I paused, eyeing the clearance between the car and the top crusher plate, and decided if I found something low, something like a Civic or a Miata, I could probably fit a third car into the space.
The big diesel engine behind me snorted with a puff of black smoke as I backed away and searched the yard, looking for my quarry. Finding a first-generation Miata that had seen better days, I used the claw to move a rolled Chevy S10 pickup and a mangled Ford Escort out of the way, before swinging the grapple back and forth as I moved in for the Miata to batter a couple more cars aside to give me some room. I gripped the Miata by the nose and backed out, dragging the hulk with me. Once I had it out in the open, I use the grapple to push it around until I had it turned so I could pick it up.
The Mazda in the machine's grip, I returned to the crusher. It took a little knocking, banging, and shoving to wedge the car into the opening, but the metal on the Hyundai and Mazda folded and tore like paper under the might of the big Caterpillar loader. The Mazda finally in place, I backed up and then left the Cat idling as I jumped from the machine. I pressed the big red button on the crusher to start the compacting process, watching a moment as the heavy steel doors began to close to make sure the machine wasn't going to fault. As soon as the big crusher ram began to squeeze, I pulled the phone from my pocket and returned to the relative quiet of the Cat's cab.
The screen said I had a voice mail, so I swiped and tapped, putting the phone on speaker.
You have one new voice message
the phone began. Before the woman that lived in my phone could complete her instructions on how to listen to my voice mails, I pressed one.
First voice message, received today, at 11:36 am.
"Rand, this is Vicki," the voice said. I pursed my lips. It had been ten days since Stu crashed, and the hurt was still fresh, for all of us, and I could hear the crushing sadness in Vicki's voice. "The police called and said I could pick up... pick up Stu's motorcycle..." She coughed out a sob. "That I could pick it up any time," she continued, clearly struggling with her grief. "You said you wanted to see it, so..." She sobbed again. "Yeah... so anyway... if you want to go it get..." She paused for a long moment. "So... that's it. Thanks."
The message ended and I pressed the button to deleted it, my lips pressed firmly together. I hadn't seen Vicki since the day after Stu's crash. I'd stopped by and tried to comfort her the night of the crash, and then tried again the next day. She'd been so grief stricken she hadn't wanted to see me the first time, and I'd left to go home without speaking to her. Normally I didn't drink much, not wanting to follow in my father's footsteps, but that night had been the exception. Before I tumbled into bed, I'd emptied the last quarter of the bottle of the Jameson whiskey Patrick had given me with I turned twenty-one.
The next day, after I'd mostly recovered from my hangover, I'd tried to pay Vicki another visit. She'd raged at me, blaming me for Stu's death. I'd stood there and took it as she screamed, hurled curses at me, and pounded her fists against my chest before the rest of the wives could calm her down. I'd murmured my apologies and left.
My brothers had started calling almost immediately as word spread over Vicki's actions, assuring me she didn't mean them and everyone, even Vicki, knew it wasn't may fault. Three days later, Vicki had called and apologized, but her words had cut deep because I wondered if I deserved them. That's when I asked her to let me have Stu's motorcycle. When she found out I'd asked for the bike because I wanted to try to find the cause of the crash, she'd readily agreed, apologized again, thanked me, and asked, no, begged me to find out what happened. I'd decided then I'd find the cause of the crash if I had to examine every millimeter of the bike with a magnifying glass.
I stared through the windshield of the loader, watching the crusher cycle. After the doors opened, I reached into the machine with the loader and gripped the flattened cars. The three cars that I'd loaded into the bay had been reduced to less than the height of one, but that didn't make them weigh any less, and the loader snarled as it hefted the tightly compressed cars. Backing out, the loader rocking like a ship with the heavy load, I carried the cars to the pile of already crushed cars. Tomorrow a flatbed would arrive for me to load with the remains of the cars before they were taken away to be melted down and made into something else.
I eyed the pile I'd accumulated. The semi would carry between ten and twelve cars, in two stacks of six so long as the load wasn't too tall. I licked my lips. I had ten cars crushed. Most of the cars had been compacts and had compressed nicely, and I thought one more set of cars through the crusher would complete the load. I drummed my fingers on the steering wheel before making up my mind. I'd do that later. Now I needed to get the rollback and go get Stu's bike.
I backed away, flooring the throttle on the loader as it whined and rocked its way to the office. The Cat was faster than walking, but not by much. I braked the big Cat to a stop beside the machine shop, where it stayed when it wasn't in use, killed the engine, and crawled down from the cab. I walked to the office located in what had been the living room of a house.
"I'm taking the rollback to pick up Stu's bike," I said to the man inside as I entered.
Patrick glanced up from the desk. "The police said you could have it?"
I nodded. "Vicki just called and said they'd called her and said she could pick it up any time."
He nodded slowly. "Are you sure you want to do this?" he asked softly.
He didn't have to explain what he meant. He was afraid if I discovered it was my fault, I'd never forgive myself. He had a lot of experience with that and knew what he was talking about. "I have to. I have to know."
He nodded again. "I understand."
"I should be back in an hour or so. I'll finish the load of cars when I get back."
"Take your time and do what you have to."
I smiled slightly in gratitude before turning on my toe and hurrying to the big white International roll back with
O'Neill Auto Recycling
painted on the doors. I hefted myself into the seat and started the engine.
I stopped first at Vicki's and had her sign the form that allowed the police to release the motorcycle to me. My next stop was the Bayport police department where I filled out another form that released the bike from police custody. This wasn't the first time I'd done this, and Nancy, one of the women that served as the dispatcher, clerk, and secretary knew me on sight.
"Where is it?" I asked as I signed the form and slid the paper back to her so she could sign.
Bayport contracted its towing, so the wrecked or abandoned vehicles were kept at whatever garage provide the towing service.
"Triple A."
"Got it," I said, forcing a smile as I pulled my two copies of the form back to me.
"You doing okay?" Nancy asked. Everyone knew Stu and I were close.
"As well as can be expected, I guess."