Colin watched Emily sleep. The petite dark haired girl lay on her side facing away from him. She had come to him late in the night looking for refuge and as usual he gave it her. She trusted him and in his heart he couldn't betray her even though he had wanted her more than life itself. Yet, he remained her friend, not because he wanted to, but because what she needed was his protection more than anything else. Life hadn't been easy for her. Barely eighteen she had lost both parents and struggled to come to grips with the ordeal. Her hopes had been dashed of a normal life one filled with birthday parties, Christmas celebrations and being walked down the aisle at her wedding. Now she had to devise a way to make her life work and it wasn't easy. Colin wanted to help, but Emily had to heal her pain on her own and no one else could do it for her. Instead, he offered a safe place to be when the monsters of her life hid under her bed and came out to haunt her at night. It wasn't the first time she had lain in his bed, fully clothed, in a fetal position and he would hold her until the trembling stopped. She would then fall into a fitful sleep mumbling and crying softly into the pillow. This was one of those nights so he thought when the doorbell rang past midnight and she fell into his arms once again. He then led her to his bed just to hold her.
He drew Emily into him spooning her in a perfect fit against his firm lean body. He draped his arm around her waist and slid his hand over her flat belly settling in for the night. Yet, as he lay quietly inhaling the scent of her freshly washed hair that smelled of strawberries she stirred and gently slid her hand over his guiding it to the clasp of her jeans. He went to speak to ask her what she was doing, but stopped quickly allowing her to move at her own pace with anything she wanted. She unbutton her jeans then led his hand down to the soft mound of curls that entangled in his fingers. Colin took a deep breath as the curls softly brushed against his hand. He didn't want betray Emily and take advantage of her, but the touch of her skin against the palm of his hand was stirring him to want more.
"You don't have to," he whispered in her ear.
Emily said nothing as she pushed his hand further into the warmth of her folds. She shuttered as his fingers parted her swollen lips and rubbed against the nub of her clit causing an electrical current of desire to go through her. Colin took a deep breath as the bulge in his shorts grew hard and firm and instinctively he rubbed it against the small of Emily's back. She pushed his hand further inside and her swollen pussy lips greedily sucked in his fingers. Colin bit his lip as her hips began to gyrate and buried his head into her hair gulping for air.
"I can't keep doing this without..." he whispered again.