It was late. Lauren was not sure how late. She dared not look at the clock in the corner of the computer. She had been working for hours. That seemed like days β an eternity. Brent had come and gone a couple of times, checking on her. Jill and Simone had brought lunch and more cake. Megan had delivered dinner. That remained pretty much untouched on the tray next to her.
Try as hard as she might; she could not get the simulation to run with anything more than fifty-fifty accuracy. Fifty-fifty! How could they possibly warn people and save lives if they could not say with any more certainty than that? "The world, as we know it, may be coming to an end...or maybe not," she sighed under the weight of the responsibility.
Strong hands gripped her shoulders, began to massage the tight muscles there. Brent bent and kissed the top of her head, "That bad, darlin'?"
She nodded as she turned to look up at him. She felt the tears burning her eyes, "I can't get the simulation to work. Well, not with the accuracy that we need to go public with your theory."
He nodded, "What we do know is bad enough, though. If Daniel's friend Zane can't make our colleagues in Washington see that, then I'm going ahead and authorizing Monique to talk to her friends in the media. I'll keep your name out of this," he smiled. "One of us ought to have a career left if I'm wrong."
She shook her head, "It's not that, Brent. I don't give a damn about my professional reputation. Not when it is stacked against human lives like," she could not bring herself to even think about it, let alone say Naples.
He nodded as he drew her to her feet, "I know, sweetheart. I did not mean it like that. I guess my attempts at humor are a bit off the mark right now."
She soothed the deep creases around his mouth, "I understand, Brent. You have a lot on you right now. How is everything else going? I was so busy working on the model that I have not been paying attention to much else, I'm afraid."
"Katie's plane landed in D.C. a few hours ago. Zane Rogers is going over your earlier data as we speak. Of course, what still worries me is La Palma. Even if he convinces FEMA and USGS about the severity of the effects of these eruptions on the environment, that still won't prepare anyone for what could happen."
"I know," she murmured. "And that's the problem: what to tell whom and when. What is the latest with Vesuvius? I mean, all I have are numbers. A VEI 5 and approaching a 6?"
He nodded, "Yes, even if Benito had had more time, the officials there were only prepared for a four. They would have only called for the evacuation of the Zona Rosa, which would not have made a damned bit of difference."
"Science and politics have never mixed well," she admitted reluctantly.
"I heard from Monique a while ago. They had a bit of trouble with the plane on the way."
"What? Are they okay? Jason was flying her, wasn't he?"
"Yeah, I switched planes and pilots at the last moment when I knew you were not going. Good thing too. From what he tells me, any other pilot might not have been able to handle it."
Lauren saw the tension strumming through his body. She knew there was something he was not telling her. And she did not need the 'sight' for that one. She had known this man long enough to know. "It could not be an ash cloud, and I take it from that look, it was not lightening. So, what is up, Brent? What happened that has you so upset?"
"Engine failure."
She shrugged, "I know Jason is thorough, but these things do happen, Brent."
"No, sweetheart. This was meant for you. Someone sabotaged that plane. Jason inspected it himself the moment they made the emergency landing in Denver. Like I said, if it had been any other pilot, they would both probably be dead, right now." She saw his tan skin blanch as he ran his hands through his hair, "You could be dead if you were on that plane."
She stood up and went to him, she wrapped her arms about his shoulders, pressed her body as tightly as she could against his, got as close to him as she could with layers of clothes between them, "I'm fine, Brent. I'm right here. In your arms." She stood on tiptoes and brushed a soft kiss across his lips, "And I'm not going anywhere, sweetheart."
He nodded and wrapped his arms about her waist, burying his face in the side of her neck, "I need you, babygirl."
She chuckled as she moved her hands between them and began unbuttoning his shirt, "Any time, any place, Dr. Jacobs."
He shook his head, and his hand covered hers, stilling its movement. He lifted it slowly to his lips and pressed a tender kiss to the center of her palm, "No, Lauren, not like that. Well, not just like that anyway."
"I need so much more than just that beautiful body of yours; I need my partner back. We always were the best volcanologist team out there. You don't know the number of times in the past few years; I've turned to ask you a question, seek your opinion."
"I need to fall asleep holding you every night for the rest of my life and wake up next to you in the morning. I need to argue with you and love with you. I want to raise our girls together. Truly be a family again."
Lauren's heart stopped as he dropped to one knee on the floor in front of her. She could barely see through the tears that streamed down her cheek, but what she did see choked all words from her. Between Brent's fingers was the golden wedding band that he had given her over fifteen years before on the slopes of Kilauea.
"Remember what I told you last time, sweetheart. That gold was only purified when it was tested in fire. These past seven years have been worse than any hell that I could imagine. Missing you. Loving you. Needing you."
"I've been tested in those fires, Lauren. My love for you has only grown stronger and purer. Will you wear my ring again, babygirl? Be my wife. My partner. My lover. My best friend. Forever and ever this time," the tears were streaming down his cheeks too as he spoke.
All she could manage was a simple nod of her head as he slipped her wedding band back onto her finger. Once it was entirely in place, he bent and placed a kiss on it. Then he turned her hand over and put something in her palm. She smiled as she recognized the more substantial, matching circle.
She nodded her head as she drew Brent back to a standing position. She knew what she wanted to do. How she wanted to cement this bargain, but she was not sure she had the courage. She inhaled deeply, looking around, even though she knew there was no one else about. She had to double-check as she began to unbutton her silk blouse. Her jacket had been discarded hours ago.
Her fingers fumbled as they unzipped her trousers as well. She let them all cascade to the floor until she stood clad only in her knickers and matching bra. She loved the way that Brent loudly sucked air deep into his lungs. But she adored the twinkle in his eyes and that sexy smile even more. They gave her courage for the rest.
She reached behind and fiddled with the hooks on her bra. It was even harder and slower going since she still held his wedding band in one hand. But she finally managed the task. She held his gaze as she slipped her fingers beneath the lacy wisp that passed for her underwear. She pushed those down her legs.