This is a work of fiction and does not relate to actual events. Any mention of a person, place or thing is coincidental and should not be taken as an accurate portrayal of that person, place or thing. No one under 18 engages in sex.
In February 2024, I removed all my stories from Literotica and have been resubmitting some of them. This story originally ran under the title of "Please Don't Leave."
Because of the extensive revisions, I've retitled the story too and switched to multiple viewpoints because of the many people involved. Because of it's overall nature, I decided to put it in the romance category although there is a threesome at the end
If the reader is a Native American, and specifically, a member of the Navajo Nation, I apologize in advance if anything is misstated or misrepresented. I respect the Native Americans in our county and would never knowingly cause them harm.
Faye Dalton
I paused while eating my high-protein brunch-fast to gaze out the window in the buffet of the W Resort near Grapevine Lake in northern Dallas. Last night I served as sommelier for a private international industry party with over 200 people. I drank too much wine. I skipped the hashbrowns and loaded up on black coffee.
One of the executives at the party challenged each of my pairings. I had to test his as well as mine and explain why my choice was better.
Robert figured that as an older man who ran the company's wine division he discerned pairings better than me. He didn't. I got a $5,000 bonus from the chairman of the board after the party ended.
It's nearly noon and I only have seven hours to work with my staff on the weekend's events. Some sort of bash is being held in each of our six venues tonight and tomorrow night. I'll need to check that everything is going okay before we leave.
As people walked along the sidewalks outside, I wondered about their families and their history. I survived a mystery accident slightly more than seven years ago that left me with retrograde amnesia and wiped out all my memories prior to August 16, 2012.
According to all the reports I've been able to find, only skid marks and a few vehicle body parts remained at the accident site. No vehicles, no bodies, no other traces that anything happened. The lack of clues only added to the mystery of my life prior to 2012. Best guestimates put my age at 30.
I'm using the surname of the people who found me beside a county road in Northern Texas. I picked the first name when one of the nurses who did my first X-rays called another nurse Faye. That triggered a reaction in my clouded brain and I began using it.
The couple who found me, Orville and Peggy Dalton, and I still keep in touch. They paid for all my medical costs and for an attorney to provide me a new name and identity. They refused to accept repayment, so I've been donating what I can to various charities in the area.
As I ate, I automatically critiqued the food. How I gained my cooking and wine skills is another mystery.
The bacon lacked crispness, and the sourdough toast drooped as I ate. I would talk to the shift supervisor after I finished. Part of my job is quality control for the seven places at W Resort that serve food regularly.
I do know that I am half Native American because of my skin color, my broader face than many other people and the DNA test I took. The doctor who took the test said it wasn't conclusive as to which tribe or nation I came from.
When the doctors did my exams, they told me I previously had a child. I often wonder where the child is, if it survived, and what my husband or lover looked like. My soul and spirit sometimes crave them, despite my lack of knowledge.
That craving is the main reason I haven't gotten married. Somehow, a part of me believes they are still alive and yearning for me the way I do for them.
So many unanswered questions. So few answers.
Despite searching extensively, I've found nothing of my life prior to my accident. I even drove to the reservations in Oklahoma searching for my ancestors.
I'm still astounded at the lack of evidence that I existed before August 2012. With DNA and all the databases that hold the tiny details of a person's life, some trace should show up.
The counseling I went through helped but at times like Christmas all those mysteries press upon me more than any other time of the year. For some reason, I want to cook Romanian food at Christmas. That urge puzzles me the most.
There is a Romanian community in Dallas. I've visited some of them and they are as mystified as I am at my skills.
Other than knowing that many other people suffer from holiday depression, I don't have a clue why Christmas affects me so much. Wondering about who I was before the accident sends me into depression.
Dismissing all the gloom as best I can, I gaze at my lover across from me. That is another mystery. If I had a child, and presumably a husband, why do I prefer women over men?
Carly Tucker and I met about a year after the accident. I had recently started at the same restaurant where she sang two nights a week during her last year in college. During the break, she wandered back to the kitchen area looking for a snack.
Our attraction was like a piece of metal to a magnet. She followed me to my apartment because it was closer and we had mind-blowing sex that night. We've been nearly inseparable since.
It wasn't that we didn't like men. I couldn't remember being with anyone before seven years ago. She had an abysmal track record with men.
We preferred each other when it came to sex, but sometimes we wanted the sensation of a real cock inside us. As a performer around the Dallas-Fort Worth area for the past ten years, she was acquainted with many honorable men. We would invite three or four for the night and have a blast.
When she suggested we go skiing for the first time, I wasn't sure. Losing my memory is like walking in the dark all the time without lights.
She took me to Sugarloaf where her younger brother is a ski instructor. Without any prompting, I properly prepared to ski. My first run was a green circle (beginners) which I navigated with ease.
(The doctors said this might happen. Motor skills survive amnesia, but victims don't understand how or why they have that skill.)
I moved to the Blue Square (intermediate) runs and still had no struggles. On the last run of the day, I went on a Black Diamond run where I almost lost control.
Before we left a week later, Ryan (Carly's brother) and I skied with ease down a Double Black Diamond (professional and dangerous) slope. "I don't know how you gained all these skills," he said. "But you are good enough to race if you want."
Why I ski so well and flopped badly at snowboarding proved another mystery. Just like how I cook without a recipe and burned cookies when I tried baking.
"Do we need to travel so far? We've only got five days off this time," I asked Carly.
W Resort only keeps a skeleton staff over Christmas Day. Today is December 20, 2019. We would fly out tonight, back Christmas night, and immediately finalize plans for New Year's Eve.
The six parties held at the resort are booked a year in advance. Carly helps plan the entertainment. Me and my staff of five are in charge of all the wines and pairings.
"That's the whole point. We've gone to Vail and other places in Colorado, Montana, and Idaho already." She generally stays away from the Northeast because of her family.
Her wealthy banker father is a constant philanderer. Her mother belongs to a bi-sexual polycule of seven people, four men and three women.
Or is it seven men and five women. The number of people changes each time she talks to her mom, which isn't often.
"Besides, I want to introduce you to Gus Schmidt. He's a great guy who helped Ryan immensely." I rolled my eyes. He's married, retired from professional skiing and has two kids, according to Carly. For all her trauma and drama in her family, at least she has one. I've been alone for seven years and four months.
Four years ago, we viewed her brother, Ryan and Gus compete at the U.S. Nationals at Sugarloaf. Both men earned a spot on the U.S. team and competed at the Winter Olympics in Rio de Janeiro. Gus earned a gold and a silver medal and Ryan won a bronze and silver medal in downhill, shalom and super G.
Carly stayed longer than me and got a chance to visit with her brother who introduced her to Gus. I needed to return to Dallas. The head sommelier at the restaurant where I worked was taken to the hospital with a burst appendix. Since the restaurant picked up the tab for my entire trip if I returned, the choice was clear.
I moved to W Resort three years ago. Last year, a local newspaper named me the best sommelier in Dallas-Fort Worth. The award is comforting, but I'd trade it in a minute to find my family.
A resort bus took us to the airport shortly after seven and our plane left at nine-thirty. Around a quarter to midnight (Pacific Time), we disembarked, picked up our four-wheel drive SUV Carly reserved, and made the forty-five-minute drive to Palisades Resort without problems.
My roommate had booked us a small chalet with a kitchenette. As we drove through the area surrounding the resort, I noticed a closed grocery store.
"As soon as I'm up, I'll shop there and buy us some fresh foods for salads and charcuterie. Maybe pick up a souvenir cutting board like we did in the other places."
"Sounds good. Resort food is okay, but I prefer helping you fix nicer dishes," Carly said.