This is a complete rewrite of a story I posted to Literotica several years ago titled "Donnie's Mom." All characters and events are fictional.
Another Saturday morning. I stood in my robe at the kitchen sink and stared out the window. I noted and ignored the lawn's need to be cut. My head throbbed, a left over from indulging my grief the previous night. A whole year had passed since Rachel died. A whole year now I'd wallowed in self-pity. Self-recrimination...
My best friend, Mike, followed through on his threat to set me up on a blind date. I was supposed to meet him, his girl, and her friend Saturday night. At eight. Who goes to dinner at eight? By then, I'd be ready to chew off my own arm.
Mike was being an asshole. Butting in where he didn't have any business. I liked to swim in my misery. I didn't have to shave or shower or anything else. Hell, I didn't even have to put on pants unless I was going to go out front for some reason. Mrs. Parker, the crabby old widow next door, didn't care what I smelled like as long as I cut her grass for her.
I swallowed my first gulp of coffee. Mike's girlfriend, Shelly, was always nice to me. Especially over the last year. Any friend of hers was likely to be nice as well. I just wasn't ready for moving on yet. It'd only been a year. How long does the grieving process go on? I had no clue. I only knew my life was empty and pointless without Rachel in it.
I allowed a longing sigh. We'd had dreams. Vacations in exotic Mediterranean locales, dancing in the moonlight, and of course, kids. Gone now. All of it. Gone because some dip-shit was okay to drive himself home from the bar. Of course, the asshole survived. But he took everything from me. I toasted the cosmos with my mug. Enjoy your stay in prison, dickhead. I should have driven her... No don't go down the rabbit hole. Mike was right about that at least. Stay out of the black hole.
The doorbell rang. I cast a squinting side-eye at the clock. Seven-thirty. Who would be ringing my bell this damn early? Everyone who knew me knew I'd be hungover on Saturdays until at least ten. Maybe I could wait them out. I took another sip. The bell rang again. "So we're going to do this, are we?" I put my cup aside and went to the door.
My heart stopped. For a moment Rachel had returned to me. I blinked several times. In fact my former sister-in-law and her three-year-old son stood on my porch. After choking down the rehearsed tirade I used for religious nutjobs, I gathered my robe at the waist to be sure nothing untoward was showing, then pushed open the screen door. "Nikki, quite the surprise. What can I do for you?"
A single tear seeped from one of her deep green eyes and slithered across her bruised cheek. "I'm sorry to impose on you, but I need help. I couldn't think of anyone else to go to."
I frowned, she sported a nasty shiner under her left eye. Apparently Bill was up to his usual method of displaying affection. I'd gotten the impression he enjoyed punching his wife and she didn't ever complain about it. Not to me anyway. I ran a hand through my hair, then motioned for her to come in.
Nikki squeezed Donnie's hand and ushered him through the door. As she passed me, a floral scent drifted from her cinnamon-colored hair. She crossed the living room and stood with Donnie in front of the fireplace. I let the screen door bang closed.
Finger-combing my hair seemed appropriate. "I apologize for looking like such a wreck this morning. Yesterday was the anniversary..."
Nikki nodded. "I know. We all miss her." She wrung her hands. Donnie tried to hide behind her leg.
Her facial features resembled Rachel. Her large green eyes with the amber flecks near the iris's outer edge. High cheek bones, straight if somewhat wide nose, and a pointed chin. She was shorter though and a little thicker. With larger breasts and wider hips, she was attractive and sexy. Probably the wrong thing to come to mind at the moment.
I wanted to ask about the shiner, but I knew the answer already. Rachel used to get livid about Bill's abuse. Rightly so. But until Nikki decided to do something about it our hands were tied. "So, what can I do for you?"
Nikki sniffed loud and touched the framed photo of her sister where it stood on the mantel. "Rachel said I could come to you guys for help anytime. Donnie and I need a place to stay. Just temporarily of course. A few days at the most. We won't be any bother, I promise."
I rubbed my chin and glanced at the disheveled condition of my home. "Yeah, sure. But maybe you'd be more comfortable at your folks' house instead. I mean, I've let this place turn into something of a dump." I dug a box of tissues out from under a pile of dirty clothes on the coffee table and offered it to her. She snagged a tissue and wiped her eyes.
Nikki pried Donnie's fingers off her thigh and patted his head. "What are you afraid of? He's your Uncle John, you crawled in his lap at the funeral last year and put fingerprints all over his sunglasses."
The smile and wink I flashed at him were probably terrifying. I felt like there was an icepick jammed through both my eyes. I'm sure it showed on my face.
Donnie grinned, but stayed behind his mother's leg.
She frowned and said, "I don't know what's wrong with him. But I can't go to my parent's house. I'd die having to listen to them go on and on about I told you so. Get a lawyer, change your name, call the police. The admonishments never end. They've always disliked Bill, even when we were dating. Besides, that's the first place he'll look for us."
I nodded. "Well, you know where the unoccupied bedrooms and guest bath are. Make yourself at home while I get dressed and we can get you two moved in."
"We don't want to be a bother. We've only got a couple bags. I'll bring them in," Nikki said.
I drug a hand across my face. "Okay. I've got to get dressed anyway. Would Bill suspect you'd come here?"
"No. Not at first. He's never liked you and by extension, I'm not supposed to either. But I understand if Rachel loved you, you can't be all bad." She smiled, a little color decorated her uninjured cheek. "Anyway, I crammed what I could into Donnie's backpack and some of my clothes into a duffle and ran out of there while he was sleeping it off." She stepped toward the door. Donnie followed on her heels.
"So you're saying he may come looking for you?"
She turned at the door. "I don't know. Probably. If he causes trouble we'll leave so you don't have to be involved."
"I'm already involved. I'll throw on some pants and move my truck out of the garage and put your car inside. No need to advertise you're here."
"Do you think that's really necessary?" She nibbled her bottom lip.
I rolled my head back and forth, wincing at the crunching my neck made. "Yeah, I do. He's been to the house in the past. If he can't find you at your usual hideouts, he'll eventually think to look here."
I made myself presentable and finished moving the vehicles. Her car was a finicky pile of crap. None the less, I got it into the garage. Certain it leaked like a sieve, I crammed a piece of cardboard under its engine.
Nikki unpacked their meager belongings and rustled up some breakfast from the dregs I had left in the fridge. After she'd completed an inspection of the backyard fence, she turned Donnie out to play. She and I sat at the dining table watching him through the sliding patio door.
"I'm going to divorce Bill," she said after ten minutes of silence.