A/N: My bones are tired and worn from doing schoolwork...and writing this. Feel honored. ^^
There's some...dramatic bits here. Kind of felt forced to me but oh well. Enjoy.
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Darkness...
A memory was etched into her mind, trying to get her attention.
Pain...
It clawed and bit and tugged at her consciousness. She wanted desperately to ignore it.
Hate.
But as she stared into the cold gray blue eyes of Estafana, she couldn't push it away anymore. She remembered, no matter how much she didn't want to.
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"A deal?" Dante turned her gaze to Elliot for a brief second before turning to stare at Estafana.
She couldn't hide her doubt, nor her curiosity.
"What deal?"
Estafana leaned back into her chair as if allowing herself to relax, but she quickly sat up again as if remembering she was in a filthy cabin not worthy of her presence. One of her many long finger nails lifted up to her temple as her usual smirk vanished. It was instantly replaced with a no nonsense frown.
"Dantrese Patricia Reed." Her voice came out softly, but it was full of iron as she spoke Dantes full name. The woman in question only furrowed her brows and waited for Estafana to continue. The Judge didn't make her wait long.
"Eight years ago at twelve point two hours you infiltrated the Hime Agency and stole sensitive government files. That is a capitol offense. You then proceeded to resist arrest from the security guards who caught you. Another offense."
Dante felt her body stiffen and her eyes widen as she realized Estafana was listing the crimes she had committed before she had run off. She felt Elliots hot gaze on her, but she didn't break eye contact with Estafana.
"You not only refused cooperation with the security guards who caught you." Estafana went on, her eyes cold as ice. "But you committed third degree murder. You then stole a small amount of agency equipment and took an unauthorized hovercraft out of the city and went into hiding. Not only that, but a suspected aid was rumored to have helped you. You are currently at risk of execution under the charges of felon, murder, and you are currently in absconder status."
Dante was frozen in her spot. She couldn't move even if she wanted to. Memories of that night started to flood her mind at an alarmingly fast rate and she had to bite her tongue to keep from succumbing to the mental pain. She wanted to scream everytime she remembered the extremes she had gone to. She wanted to scream everytime she remember that she had killed.
There was a difference between shooting a blood thirsty drug lord on the job and killing an innocent security guard who was paid to protect. She had never lived that down. Her source had never mentioned it to her, and she had went on as if it never happened. And now eight years, eight fucking years, of forcing herself to forget were wasted with a few uttered sentences. What was worse was that Estafana was the one to utter them.
Which made it all the more dangerous.
It didn't take long for Dante to realize she was shaking. And it took even less time for her to realize that Estafana and Elliot were still gazing at her. One of the gazes were filled with steel and discreet malice. The other was full of barely masked worry and even more painful; betrayal.
Dante swallowed.
"What do you want with me then." Dantes voice came out just as soft and cold as Estafanas. She was surprised it wasn't shaking like the rest of her body.
"You have me in cuffs." Dante lifted her wrists for confirmation. "So why aren't I on a plane heading toward a crummy cell. Huh? WHY!?" The last voice was shouted, and her voice reverberated through the room.
Silence.
Dante no longer felt Elliots eyes on her. And with a quick glance to the side, she saw his head bent toward his lap, hands covering his eyes. He looked pained. That only made Dantes heart shutter painfully.
Slowly Dante lifted her own hands to her face and squeezed her eyes shut as darkness surrounded her. She regretted it instantly when the lifeless faces of the men she had killed flashed in her mind. Quickly she pushed those haunting thoughts away and let herself feel empty. That was the only way to calm herself.
It was the only way to stay sane.
She felt and saw nothing for a few moments, the only sound in the room being soft breaths.
And then a deep sigh echoed in her ears.
"Because," Estafanas voice vocalized once more. "Because...we need you."