Repetition.
Another Day, Work, Bills, Food, Sleep.
Again, Work, Bills, Food, Sleep.
It feels monotonous, the same actions, slightly different thoughts here and there. Socializing intermingled in between, only stimulating enough not to be ignored.
A Birthday celebration had, still enough sensation to merely satiate the thought. And then a message from someone I wasn't ready to expect.
Chills drive down my spine, mind alive again with inquisitive thought. What more could this initiation pretext? Warily I accept the kind exchange of words and sentiment, unsure if it was merely another escapade of impulsion set on by desperation.
Slowly, as if my mind wished to be free, my stony encased conscious chiseled itself away. Eagerly, the conviviality ate my hard shell away releasing the temptation to feel again. She had a way with her intrinsic disposition that I couldn't question.
Desire to be familiar found it's path to our minds, and we determined a time to convene again. After all this time. Longing to hold close what was once dear, I counted the days, hours, even minutes to attain the powerful attraction.
Fruition erected itself as I drew ever closer to the point of contact. Heart a flutter I reached my hand out, searching for a recognizable gut reaction in this immense cloud of thought.
I ring the doorbell, answered by a warm smile slightly exotic to memory and a heartfelt embrace that reignited the embers of zealousness. Keen to be re-integrated I pushed myself forward. Amicably accustomed from years prior erased the state of unease all too quickly.
Embracing the unfamiliar surroundings, I engorged on this newfangled experience. Her eyes and hair and smile and everything that once drove me crazy has engulfed my vision. After analyzing every detail, we sat in the encompassing sun talking and enjoying the company of one another.
Our Conversation ebbed and flowed in a multitude of different topics and directions, her soothing laugh spiking my inhibition and self control enticing me to laugh with her. Ready for a different stimuli, she divulged a hobby of hers for me to try in which I graciously accepted.
Time seemed to both stop and pass all at once as the night drew it's gaze upon us. Heeding it's direction we went out in search of a peace, one I hadn't experienced before. So simple yet so easy to cherish, we laid down on a path looking up on darkness and her starred freckles.
Holding her hand in mine, intertwined with my soul, we stayed for that way for what felt like welcomed eternity. Eventuality came crashing down as time passed and we returned to the domicile. Her voice, an emanating fountain of tranquility kept me in peace during our journey back.
Soothing simplicity, recurring in my nature, a hammock beckoned us to rest in its pleasant grip. Unintentional awkwardness also recurrent in my nature, finding a decent position to relax in, my desire awakened. We lay facing each other, my legs spread outwards, whilst hers bent over my thighs with her knees up. Practically pelvis to pelvis.