Repetition.
Another Day, Work, Bills, Food, Sleep.
Again, Work, Bills, Food, Sleep.
It feels monotonous, the same actions, slightly different thoughts here and there. Socializing intermingled in between, only stimulating enough not to be ignored.
A Birthday celebration had, still enough sensation to merely satiate the thought. And then a message from someone I wasn't ready to expect.
Chills drive down my spine, mind alive again with inquisitive thought. What more could this initiation pretext? Warily I accept the kind exchange of words and sentiment, unsure if it was merely another escapade of impulsion set on by desperation.
Slowly, as if my mind wished to be free, my stony encased conscious chiseled itself away. Eagerly, the conviviality ate my hard shell away releasing the temptation to feel again. She had a way with her intrinsic disposition that I couldn't question.
Desire to be familiar found it's path to our minds, and we determined a time to convene again. After all this time. Longing to hold close what was once dear, I counted the days, hours, even minutes to attain the powerful attraction.
Fruition erected itself as I drew ever closer to the point of contact. Heart a flutter I reached my hand out, searching for a recognizable gut reaction in this immense cloud of thought.
I ring the doorbell, answered by a warm smile slightly exotic to memory and a heartfelt embrace that reignited the embers of zealousness. Keen to be re-integrated I pushed myself forward. Amicably accustomed from years prior erased the state of unease all too quickly.