Mountains of gratitude to honeywldcat for her editing of this entire series.
I was happy right where I was. Or more correctly, where we were. I was on my back in bed, in just a pair of shorts because of the heat. Danielle was on top of me, sans shirt or bra, pressing her chest into mine just as much as she was pressing her lips against mine. My hands were thrust down her panties, each palm filled with a warm fleshy cheek.
She ground her hips both against my cock, and then back against my hands. She let out little mewls of pleasure each time she did, tickling my lips. Her long hair draped around our faces, so that had our eyes been open, we would have been cut off from the rest of the world.
I kissed along the edge of her jaw to nibble gently on her earlobe. She moaned at that, pressing her cheek against me. I continued to nibble down her neck, nipping at her shoulder.
"You know just how to turn me on." She whispered in that oh-so-sexy husky voice that she got when she was turned on.
"Mmmm. How turned on are you?" I teased, kissing my way back up her neck.
"Enough that you're going to have to do something about it soon," she moaned, burying her face in my neck.
"Like what?" I really enjoyed teasing her, hearing what she wanted me to do to her.
"Anything you want." She was desperate now, scraping her teeth gently along my flesh, her breathing increasing.
"Anything?" I grabbed her ass and ground her hips against me, knowing I hit her clit when she latched onto me and let out a moan.
"Anything!" she pleaded.
"Even...that?" I asked. She didn't respond. She knew exactly what I was talking about. I had been trying to get her to do it for quite some time now, and she always denied me.
Her rationale made sense, and I could understand she was afraid, but we both needed her to get over that fear if we were ever going to move on in our relationship. If she couldn't trust me enough with this one sexual act but all others, I was going to feel inferior to her for the rest of my life.
"No." She said, pulling away from me and sitting up, showing me her gorgeous back.
"Please?" I pleaded.
"Toby, you know how afraid I am."
I sat up and wrapped my arms around her stomach, pulling her tight against me. She sighed wearily, covering my arms with her own and squeezing me back as best she could in her position.
I began to formulate a new strategy in my head. I had tried everything I could think of to let me do it. I had even begged on my hand and knees, eyes level with my target, and she still denied me.
She would not let me go down on her.
I didn't feel like I was asking for anything outrageous, just a chance to pleasure my girl. She was afraid, because the only person to ever do that to her was her mother, and when I had tried to do it in the past, she always became afraid and the mood was shattered.
It was only me going down on her that she had a problem with. I could fuck her six ways from Sunday and she would enjoy it every time. I had never yet asked her for a blowjob on the account that she always seemed to be the one who wanted to do it, and not just to keep me happy either.
She appeared to genuinely enjoy it, becoming rather frustrated when I would deflate after she swallowed my load because she was so turned on. She would lay her head on my stomach and look up at me with a pleased look on her face as I heaved and came down from my erotic high. She would wait for me to recover a little and then ask me to play with her tits while she got herself off.
I always felt some kind of debt in the back of my mind that I wasn't giving her enough pleasure to match my own, though she vehemently denied it. She said my feeling her up while she played with herself more than made up for it. I wasn't so sure.
"You know I love you, right?" I asked softly.
"Yes."
"You know that I won't hurt you?"
"Of course."
"You know I only want you to be happy, right?"
"Yeah."
"Will you at least let me try it, just once?"
"Toby..."
"I know you're scared, and I understand why." I said gently.
"Then why do you want to make me do it?" She turned her head to look at me, fear and sadness written all over her face. I broke my heart to see her so distraught. I brought my hand up to her cheek and caressed it, pulling her lips to mine. She relaxed and leaned back against me, resting her head on my shoulder.
"You know that look you get when you've just finished sucking me off?" I had a flash of inspiration.
"Yeah."
"Why do you look like that?"