It's kind of funny how it all started out. An innocent invitation for a play date from one of the moms at Harry's preschool.
It seems that Harry had been spending a lot of time with a particular little girl in his class named Penny. Their teacher Cindy said that they were inseparable, and it was absolutely adorable. When they were separated they both tended to poor behavior, Harry would sulk, and Penny would get stubborn and argumentative, when together, they were perfectly well behaved. The story must have expanded from there. One day their teacher asked me if it would be okay to give my number to Penny's mother Michelle. She had asked for it one day to see if I would like to set up a play date for the kids outside of school. I said sure, that Harry would love that.
I hadn't thought about it much when on the following Tuesday, after we'd just finished dinner, the phone rang. Marta hustled Harry off to his bath while I answered it. Michelle introduced herself and mentioned that Cindy had said it was alright to call about setting up a play date for the kids. We soon nailed down a time to meet on Sunday to hit the local zoo before it closed for the season, one of the downsides of living in a northern climate.
Friday I was picking up Harry after work and Cindy was helping him gather his pack and coat. She said to Harry, "You and Penny are going to have a lot of fun at the zoo. You'll get to see a lot of the animals from your books." I looked askance at the group of parents that had descended on the place trying to see if I could spot a likely candidate for Michelle. Cindy looked up at me and smirked. "They're already gone." I just raised my eyebrows in question. "Michelle gets here early, she gets out of work at four so she and Penny are gone before you get here."
"Oh." I nodded. I glanced at Cindy for a moment wondering what wasn't being said. I shrugged it off and bundled Harry out into the chilly fall air. Colorful leaves swirled around us as I walked him to the car. "Are you excited to be going to the zoo with Penny on Sunday?" He looked at me with a big grin and nodded. He was a quiet child by nature, and circumstance. It was just over two years ago that his mother died in a car accident on her way to pick him up from day care. The drunk driver had been celebrating since lunch and rolled through a red light, he walked away with cuts and bruises. I still withdrew every time I thought about it. "When we get home you have to be quiet, Marta is studying." He just nodded and climbed into his car seat. I have no idea why I said that, he never made a lot of noise. Marta helped with that. She always made sure to engage him when he was in the room, getting him to talk to her and tell her how he felt.
Marta was a student au pair that I'd found through an agency in Boston. She was here, from her native Denmark, studying for a degree in child psychology. The fact that she was twenty-two and European had some of my buddies thinking that I was hitting on the babysitter. The truth couldn't be further from that. She had only moved in a couple months prior and kept to herself when she wasn't watching Harry. We shared time in the kitchen, but didn't socialize much, she kept to her room studying or was plopped down in the den reading. When Harry was around she was much more animated, she drew him out, asked him about his day and would teach him some Danish. She also kept me from falling into a funk. Even after two years I would sulk and she would talk to me, and I would be reminded that I still have people to look after in this world even if my wife was gone.
We did the grocery shopping on Saturday, I asked Marta come along at first so we could make sure she was getting things she would eat as well. She tended to the organic, whole foods rather than prepared foods. She ate like a college student though and pizza night became a regular occurrence on Saturdays. She and Harry would debate toppings for an hour, and we'd often end up making two. When we sat down to dinner she started asking Harry if he was excited about his trip to the zoo tomorrow, with his girlfriend. I just smirked because he was too young to be embarrassed by having his friend referred to as his girlfriend.
She added in her sing song accent. "You remember to be a gentleman tomorrow. You hold her hand, and if it's crowded you let her stand in front so she can see the animals too. Will you look for a red panda for me? They're about the size of a raccoon," she held her hands out about the width of the large cat, "with red hair, a cute little face, and short little ears." She added tickling him behind the ear eliciting a giggle.
The next morning we had a quick breakfast before the doorbell rang. I opened the door to a tall, blond beauty who was smiling broadly back at me. In front of her was a pretty little blond haired girl about Harry's age. I caught myself staring and shook my head. "What ever your selling, I'll take a dozen." I said laughing through the screen.
"Well I'm about to give you a day off, but not a dozen though, I'm Michelle Grant, this is my daughter Penny, who I don't believe you've met." I ushered them both inside and as soon as Penny said hello, I heard Harry tear into the room to greet her. Penny was taller than Harry but not by much, she was going to be a tall girl like her mother. I looked up at Michelle and I was struck by a wave of deja vu. She was close to my six feet height, with a fit, athletic build, and was dressed in faded jeans and a college sweatshirt. If I were to guess I'd put her at a few years younger than my age of thirty four.
"Would you like a cup of coffee?" I ask, my thumb pointing back over my shoulder towards the kitchen.
"I think we should get going to beat the traffic. If I've planned this out, we'll be coming out of the city when everybody else is headed back into it. Do you have Harry's car seat, we'll get it into my car." Her voice was deep and silky and it gave me a bit of a chill.
"Sure, give me a second I'll grab my keys." I said, trying hard not to sound disappointed. I asked Marta to keep an ear out for the kids while we moved things around. We went out and got the seat out of my car. She let out a low whistle at my car. I told her that business has been good and shrugged. We put it into the back of her SUV and I began the buckling and tightening process as she opened the other door and moved a backpack out of the way and tossed it over the backseat. She swept her hair behind her ear, and again the feeling of deja vu struck me. I had no idea how I could know someone this beautiful and not remember her, it just didn't make sense.
"So..." She began and let it trail off.
I just raised my eyebrows at her as I tugged the last strap tight. "So?"
She just grinned and shook her head not meeting my gaze.
"What?" I asked chuckling.
"I was going to ask you to join us, but I don't think your wife would approve." She said laughing.
A thousand emotions ran through me at that, humor at first for her thinking that Marta was my wife, sadness at the thought that my wife would have loved to be taking Harry to the zoo.
"Shit," she said softly, "did I put my foot in my mouth?" She said standing there, her mouth hanging open slightly in shock.
I just shook my head. "No, Marta is our nanny, helps me keep an eye on Harry. She's an exchange student going for her degree at the university." I looked down. "His mother died a little over two years ago."
She stepped forward and grabbed my arm gently. "I'm so sorry." I just nodded. She didn't let go of my arm. She leaned down to look up into my eyes, I looked into her light brown eyes and saw in them that they weren't just words to her, she meant it.
"Car accident on her way to pick Harry up from day care." I replied looking back towards the house.
"Then you should join us." She said, a smile spreading across her full lips. Her mouth was wide and friendly, and her smile sweet.
I smiled at her. "You wouldn't mind?"
"An extra pair of eyes and hands to wrangle two kids at the zoo? Of course I won't mind." She said with a chuckle.
"What makes you think you won't be wrangling three?" I said with a grin. We walked towards the house to get the kids. I introduced her to Marta letting her know I'd be going along as well, we gathered the kids, I grabbed my camera and we were off for the day.
Michelle argued that the play date was her idea and insisted on paying for the entrance to the zoo for us all. I relented with a little grumbling about getting the next one hoping that there would be another.
We wandered through the exhibits, the kids tearing ahead of us towards the barrier of an exhibit of meerkats, the kids pointed and danced excitedly as the they ran around and stood up looking around at all the noise made by the kids. I crouched down and got a picture of the two of them bouncing on their toes and pretending they were meerkats too. Michelle swept a lock of hair behind her ear and again that sense of deja vu hit me as I snapped a picture of the three of them.