As Jane lay naked and luscious on her back in the mid-summer night heat of the bedroom, Jim lay naked beside her, his arm propping up his head. He watched her face as he explained why he was in New York.Telling how he trained with Dr. Anderson. Learned the technique and the philosophy of the massage that had been so therapeutic to Jane earlier in her life.
She wasnât comfortable with it. First there was Motherâs and Jimâs peculiar friendship. Then heâs talking about her gynecologist. No she wasnât comfortable at all. She reminded herself of who this man was lying naked, his naked shrunken club resting on her thigh. He was the one man she had loved. Maybe the relationship was different, maybe totally fucked up compared to what it had been. But she knew this man. She knew his heart. She had to trust him.
He was telling her about those days before their relationship had begun. She was in high school for godâs sake. Years ago. What did she used to say when they had known each other for awhile? She would say to anyone who commented on how beautiful she was, and she felt beautiful so she loved the comment, âJust a year ago I was the ugly duckling.â She hadnât been hearing compliments recently. Maybe sounding forced from a lover who would say love with equal sincerity. She had become the ugly duckling again. Thatâs what Jim was saying.
âYouâre not ugly, Jane. Youâll always be pretty. I want you to find that place you found when Dr. Anderson and you yourself discovered how beautiful you are.â
âYou donât find me beautiful anymore?â
âRight now I find you incredible.â
âDesirable?â She stroked his half hard club until it returned to its impressive shape. âYes.â
Superman spoke in counterpoint to his moans of pleasure. âOf course I do. It just makes it harder.â
âI should hope so,â she said with a laugh, which he joined, and with a hard pull on his club, which he enjoyed. His eyes closed to concentrate on the pleasure. He opened them to distract from it.
âI am going to give you a massage every two, three days like Dr. Anderson gave you. She trained me for several months, and Iâve had lots of practice. And I want to just sit and talk. Find out what you really want. Plan.â
âMaybe I could massage you,â she said in a seductive loud whisper and demonstrated with a hand rubbing across his abdomen, across his muscled chest and over his thick shoulders and back meanwhile pulling on his club.
âOf course, butâŠyou have to understandâŠthe massageâŠuhâŠand the talkâŠingâŠwe shouldnâtâŠohâŠhave sex.â She stopped the massage and the masturbation.
âReally?â she said. âSo you donât find me attractive anymore. You donât love me anymore.â
âI do.â
âWhat?â
âBoth. Attractive and I will always love you.â
âIâve heard that before,â she said more mockingly sarcastic, more kidding than angry. She could have been angry. She should have been. But she wasnât. She loved lying beside Jim again, making love with him again, but she had to admit she didnât want to jump back inside a relationship. They had changed. The parts that meshed so perfectly in their characters had been changed enough to not fit. Other parts fit well still, though. She laughed to herself. She looked into his beautiful serious eyes with an infectious twinkle, which he caught. She returned to masturbating him, slow yet aggressive.
âAnd I think you should start up dance again,â he said. His fingers wandered along her thighs until they touched her pussy lips.
âI donât have time,â she said with a sexy sigh.
âWeâll plan it out.â
âLetâs talk about someone else. Letâs talk about you.â
As she got him to talk about school and wrestling and how her mother was, the result she wanted was happening. As he chatted away, one of his fingers slid inside her cunny, up and out. Distracted, he continued stroking her, pinching her labia, slipping a second finger inside and stroking. Her love juices made his fingers slipperier. Her strokes on his club became stronger and faster.
She couldnât take any more and pulled him on top of her, spreading her legs wide. Her feet on his ass pushed him inside. Her legs and her arms embraced him as the club sank into the hot damp sheath. It was a slow fuck and a long kiss. She was melding into him. She felt so close to him. She might never be so full of him again. She wanted the exquisite feeling of conjoining to last as long as possible. To be savored over time.
It was a slow loving fuck. The emotional intensity, the love they were making, heightened the pleasure. Every movement, every stroke sending his club deeper into the sheath, was a thrill. It wasnât long until the intensity overwhelmed them. No quick thrusts, but one long slow thrust deep inside her reaching her cervix where Jim did cum, shaking with the ejaculation, as if it was pulling all his emotions, his heartâs blood and his tears through his balls pumping through his cock and out. And she hit her stride, cumming with him, her wall shaking, her heart throbbing, her eyes tearing. They were finally saying goodbye to their old love, which was a lovely love and thus was a lovely goodbye.
He hadnât told Jane of his true relationship with her mother. Neither had he told her of his relationship to Dr. Anderson. Kristin.
A half a year before, Vic had gotten in touch with Dr. Anderson and convinced her they should meet over dinner somewhere. They decided on a quiet Italian bistro downtown.
Jim had never met Dr. Anderson, and when she walked into the restaurant he was surprised. He had in mind a woman in a white coat and sensible shoes. What he saw could have been a sister to Vic. She had a lovely, classy dress and a serious demeanor unlike Vicâs sexy fashionable dress and playfulness. But as she approached the table, he could see that twinkle in her eyes, and how beautiful her face was. More of an earthy beauty than Vicâs lightness. Dr. Anderson had a strong healthy body, similar to Vicâs. They could have been fraternal twins.
Mrs. Riemer began explaining the situation to Dr. Anderson, but realizing the bistro was too quiet to go further with the personal and odd nature of Mrs. Riemerâs request, she stopped. Victoria changed the subject, bringing Jim into the conversation. He decided to call her and think of her as Victoria. The name suggested friendship without the deeper, truer intimacy. Except for a feeling of exposure because anything they said seemed to be fair game to most of the rest of the restaurant, Jim felt comfortable with Dr. Anderson. He could see that Victoria was extremely comfortable with Janeâs gynecologist. They talked like they were sisters, instant rapport, without the history that weighs down true sibling relationships.