Out Of My League
by
DG Hear
This is just a simple story that came into my head. I didn't even know what to title it. I want to thank Blackrandl1958 for editing this story for me and helping me name it. It was much appreciated. I do make changes before submitting my stories so any errors are on me.
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I came from a somewhat broken home. Mom and Dad had a troubled marriage. At home was my two younger siblings and me. My brother Josh was two years younger than me and my sister Marie was four years younger than me. I was nine years old when my dad came home drunk and started beating on my mom. I got out my baseball bat and started hitting him. I swung as hard as I could over and over again. Mom called 911 and they came and took him away. I couldn't let him hit my mom again. He'd done it so many times in the past.
He was charged with assault and battery, and Mom got one of those orders where he couldn't come around us anymore. Mom filed for divorce, and after getting out of jail, my dad moved out west. He was allowed to stop by and pick up his things. I hated him and took my brother and sister to the back room till he left. It was the last time we ever saw him, which was all right with us.
Mom worked in a small factory in town. She made a decent wage and tried her best to give us kids what we needed. When I turned eleven, I got a paper route. I didn't make all that much, but I was able to pay our way to the theater and even buy a few snacks. We got free lunches at school, so that helped us a lot. Mom's parents were still living but lived in the next state over. We didn't see them very often.
Mrs. Brown, our neighbor, watched over us when we were home from school until Mom got home. We struggled some, but we were a happy family. I was the man of the house now and always watched over my sister and brother.
When I started junior high school, I applied for a job at the local supermarket. I got the job of bagging groceries and stocking shelves. I kept the job till I graduated from high school. I really enjoyed it and I was able to help mom out a little. My little brother asked if he could have my paper route so he could make his own spending money. I gave it to him and was proud of him. When he started high school, my little sister asked to take over the paper route. We helped her whenever she needed it.
Mom always tried to do things with us when she was home. She always attended our school functions. She was a good mom. She pretty much gave up her life for us. I guess that was what moms do. I never played sports because I never had the time. School and work took up most of my time. Any extra time I had, I helped Mom with the chores and played with my brother and sister.
I never dated. I didn't have the time or the money. Besides, I was somewhat of a quiet guy. There was one girl of whom I was really fond. I met her in junior high school. In science class, our teacher put us in groups of two. Amber and I were partners. I loved working with her. She was so pretty and always smelled good. We kind of became friends. In the years that followed, she became very popular. Everyone and his brother wanted to date her.
In high school, she became the head cheerleader. In her junior year she was the homecoming queen. I remember she and the other cheerleaders came in the store to purchase a lot of goodies for a party. Amber smiled at me and told me I should come to the party. It would be the next day. I told her I would love to, but I had to work. I really didn't go because they were out of my league.
I pushed their cart out and put their groceries in the trunk. They all thanked me and drove off. Amber and her friends were always nice to me. I just felt that they were the popular students in our class and I felt more like a ghost.
The following year was the prom, I thought I'd take a chance and ask Amber. I stopped at her locker one day after school and asked her. "Amber, would you like to go to the prom with me?"
She looked at me with sad eyes and said, "I've already been asked and going with Dave. I'm sorry Jeff, I really am." I thanked her, tried to smile and walked away. I decided not to go and just worked at the super market that day.
I found out later that Dave was named king at the prom and Amber was the queen. It was only three weeks from graduation and my mom said she was going to throw me a party the day of graduation. She said she was so proud of me. Josh, my brother, was a sophomore and went around inviting all his friends. Unlike me, he was a popular guy and was a starting player on the football team. He was also on the baseball team. I went to his games whenever I wasn't working.
Mom and my siblings came to my graduation. They stood up and cheered for me when my name was called. It made me teary eyed. We really were a close family.
At my graduation party, all these class members were showing up. Mom said that Josh invited them. A car pulled up, and it was Amber and a car full of cheerleaders. They jumped out of the car and they all took turns hugging me and smiling at me. Everyone stayed for a few hours and ate up all the food Mom had made at well as three pizzas we ordered. They congratulated me and wished me the best. I hugged all the girls one more time and gave Amber a special hug. She felt so good.
After everyone left, I hugged my Mom and even my brother and sister. They were the best family anyone could ask for.
Toward the end of my senior year, my mom had a talk with me. She said she had met a man at work who asked her out and she wanted to know if I was okay with it.
"Mom, you put your life on hold for us. We're all older now and able to take care of ourselves. You deserve a life, too. As long as he treats you right, I'm okay with it. I love you mom." She hugged me and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I found out later that she already talked to Josh and Marie. They told her the same thing that I said.
I was working my last weekend at the supermarket. I felt bad because I really like my job and I was good at it. I had enlisted in the service. I would have to donate at least the next three years of my life. I would be leaving for basic training the following week. I was running one of the checkouts and Amber was in my checkout lane. She was so nice and pretty.
She told me she was accepted at the University and would be leaving in September. I told her I had enlisted in the service and would be leaving for basic training the following week. She came around the conveyor belt and gave me a big hug. "I'll miss you Jeffery, (she was the only person that called me by my full name). For the record, I always liked you. Please come home to me." She had tears in her eyes, grabbed her groceries and left.
When I got home, Mom got home shortly after. She wanted to introduce me to her friend Ed. He seemed like a pretty nice fellow. He knew I was leaving for the service so I told him to look after my family. He smiled at me, said he would do his best and squeezed Mom's hand. They seemed good together.
A couple of days later, I was on the bus headed for basic training at Lackland and would be there for at least four weeks. I found out that Basic training does not prepare us to do a specific job. It just got us into shape. After basic training, most GI's went into some type of training school. I didn't have any idea where I would be going or what I'd be doing or not doing. The training could be anywhere from a month to a whole year, depending on the complexity of the job. An avionics trainee might be a year, but someone in supply, administration or food services might only be two months.
After the training was completed, I might or might not get a couple of weeks leave on the way (in route) to my new assignment. The new assignment could be stateside or overseas. I just didn't know where I'd be or what I'd be doing.
I started my basic training. It was tough, but I was surviving it. I did miss my family and wasn't allowed to contact anyone. At night, I always thought about Amber and what might have been. It was impossible to not think about her. I thought that when I did get a leave I would go and see her.
At the end of basic training, I was picked to go into food preparation. I worked all those years in the store and knew a lot about food. Now I would also know how to prepare it for hundreds of men at a time. The upside was I would be able to go home and see my family for a couple of weeks. The downside was I would be sent overseas after my training was finished.
When I arrived home, my family was so happy to see me. Mom cried as she hugged me. She told me that Ed had proposed to her, she talked with my sibling and they told her to go for it. She asked me if I would be able to make the wedding which was to be in three months. I told her I only had two weeks off, and then had to go to food preparation school and then would be sent overseas. She told me that her parents were coming down for the wedding, her dad (my grandfather) was going to give her away and Marie was her maid of honor. I was so happy for all of them.
I went to see Amber the next day. I wasn't as shy as I used to be and knocked on her door. She answered it and a big smile came across her face. She invited me in and said I looked nice in my uniform. "Amber, I'm only home for two weeks and wanted to know if you would go out with me?"