This chapter is for J. with lots of kisses ... Every day you inspire me. Thank you!
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By 9.05 PM I was waiting nervously for Carlos, all my insecurities chipping away at my self-confidence. I was wondering how I could ever have made myself believe that a handsome, attractive and obviously intelligent man could want me except perhaps to toy with occasionally when he had nothing better to do. After all, with his looks and charm, he probably had five girls to choose from every day of the week.
A few minutes later, I was ready to go back upstairs and change out of my black dress when a car drew up in front of the house, a car door slammed and a knock sounded on my door.
"I'm sorry I'm late." Carlos said holding out a basket of fresh fruit for me to take. "It took me a while to wheedle my mother into giving me the keys of the pickup."
I stood back to let him into the house and he pushed the door shut behind him. The bright light from the kitchen reached the place where we were standing and I could feel his gaze rake over me.
"You look stunning!" He said, wrapping his arms around me and bending his head for a kiss. I was so happy to see him, so pleased that all my worries had been for nothing that I couldn't think of a single thing to say.
Leaning into his embrace, I responded to his kiss with a hunger that surprised us both. I had been wanting to see him, to feel his hands on me, his lips on mine since he left in the afternoon and I let it show. My earlier distrust of him had been unjustified and that shamed me, I did not want him to know just how unsure I had been.
My hands were stroking his back and his strong shoulders, then down his arms and up his chest. I could not seem to get enough of touching him, exploring the landscape of his body. Our kiss deepened, tongues tangling, tasting and probing in a slick, heated dance. Carlos drew me closer to him, crushing me against him and letting me feel his hardness pressing into my belly. The wonder of the sensations, of touching and being touched, wanting and being wanted, of having the power to arouse Carlos, filled me with pleasure and with need for him.
A low moan escaped me and Carlos sighed, his breath stroking softly over my cheek, then he drew back from our kiss. "I could kiss you all night," he said a little out of breath, just as I was, "but then we'd never get out of here."
Just as I was going to ask why that seemed like such a bad idea to him, he went on, "Tonight, I want to take you out to Vejer, it's a historical town not far from here, you'll love it. We can have dinner and then go to a bar where they play some traditional music. How does that sound to you?"
"Wonderful." I said, "I'm hungry so how must you be feeling after working hard all day?"
Carlos laughed. "I'm fine, thank you. I had a bite to eat during the afternoon. But I want to show you one of my favourite places and I want to show you off on my arm because I'm proud to be going out with you!"
I grinned at him in pleasure. "Let's go!" I said, full of the energy that the new, exciting stirrings in my body and my heart gave me.
He turned to open the door, but then he hesitated. Shaking his head, he returned to me. "One more kiss," he said. "I can't resist."
Eagerly I reached up to brush my lips over his, but very quickly we were devouring each other's mouths again, his teeth bruised my lower lip but I embraced the slight pain as a measure of his hunger for me. Carlos tried to pull away but I refused to let him, wanted to feel him crushed against me for one more moment, the sensation was just too wonderful. With a soft moan, Carlos gave in, drew me even closer and I replied with a deep sigh of my own.
One of his hands slid from my butt up the side of my body to cover my breast, stroking gently and I pressed against him, anxious for him to touch me more firmly. The soft fabric of my dress caressed my skin under his fingers and my nipple tightened with longing. Shocking myself and pleasing Carlos, I raised my hand and drew the strap of my dress off my shoulder and down my arm, sliding the fabric out from under his hand.
I moaned into his mouth with pleasure when I felt the rough heat of his palm on my skin and Carlos bit my lip with rising hunger. There was nothing I wanted more at that moment, than to give him what he had given me, such pleasure, such wonder.
As we kissed and Carlos's fingers closed on my nipple, making me gasp, I opened a button on his shirt, then another and another so that I could slide a hand under the fabric, touch his hot skin, feel his heart beating under my caress.
He pulled his mouth away from mine with an obvious effort. "What are you doing?" He asked, his tone rough with need when my fingernail scraped gently over his nipple.
"Having my hors d'oeuvre," I whispered back, my own voice shaky and hoarse, "isn't that obvious?" As I spoke, I let my other hand stroke over the front of his pants, feeling him, hard, pushing against my caress. I responded by touching him more firmly and he sank back to lean against the door, his eyes blazing, his lips still damp from our kiss.
"Alex." He said, and the way he spoke my name made my body tingle with need, because this tiny word betrayed how much he wanted me.
Wrapping one of his strong hands around the back of my neck and drawing my mouth to his for another kiss, the fingers of his other hand continued to please my breast, pinching my nipple harder now with the rising of his own passion.