Open Hearted

For a second my mind went blank; which wasn't a normal thing for me. Her words just took me by complete surprise. We had been together for eight months and yet I completely forgot to think about how I'd respond to such a situation. The more my mind began to try and decipher my feelings, the more I realized just how fast time had gone by. The longer I failed to come up with a response, the deeper into thought I became.

For a second I managed to stop my mind from whirling only to let out a, "I don't know what to say."

"It's okay, I understand. It isn't that easy for you, right?" She put her hand on my head and started to rub it.

"I'm not a child, you know?" I grabbed her hand for a second, and looked at it. It seemed so small and delicate compared to my own; even if it was relatively normal I'd imagine. There was just something about her that always made me want to protect her.

While I was distracted, she stole a kiss of my lips. It was just a light kiss, but every time her lips touched mine, my heart became all jittery. When we parted, her face stood right in front of mine.

She looked into my eyes and with a smile, repeated her words before, "I really do love you, you know? You're the sweetest guy I've ever met. When I'm sad you make me happy like no one else can, and when I'm angry you manage to calm me down so I can think clearly again." She paused for a moment, "do you ever get tired of hearing all of this?" her smile disappeared, "sometimes I feel like I'm so taken by you and that maybe you think it's annoying."

"No, I don't." I decided to return her smile to her, "You're smart, kind, unique, loving, and so much more. I love everything about you. I love you too."

"Do you really mean that? I mean, I know that after everything with your parents it can be hard to love someone but I swear if you really do mean it I'll always be here for you and I'll always-" Her eyes began to water.

Before she could continue I cut her off with another quick kiss. "Yes, I do. I love you so much; you mean the world to me."

"Then, will you show me how much you love me?" She took her hands on my shoulders and pushed me over onto the sofa we had been sitting on. Her face ended up right before mine as she waited for my answer. I felt nervous, but I knew I wanted to experience the world with her.

"Yeah, I will."

It started with a small kiss on the lips, but then she began to go deeper. It became more passionate, as she sucked on my lower lip and even moved a bit of her tongue into my mouth. Before I knew it, my hands had reached under her shirt and began to massage her boobs. I took her right nipple in my hand and pinched it, getting her to moan a little; then she moaned again when I twisted it slightly. Our lips separated for a second, and she sat back onto the sofa only so she could take off her shirt as I got the clue to take off mine as well. Her cute tits rested before me, and I couldn't help but stare at them. They weren't very big but they fit nicely into my hands when I grabbed them. I moved my mouth onto her nipple and bit on it, then I moved to her neck and kissed it, as one of my hands moved down to her legs; which she happily spread open for me.

"Please touch me," she said as she lifted up her skirt. My fingers moved along her pussy, and I could feel a wet spot along her panties. There was the spot I decided to focus on as my finger moved back and forth, tracing along the area. With her head near my ears I could hear a soft moan leave her mouth.

"You sure have gotten wet pretty fast. I wonder what kind of thoughts are going on in your head right now." I moved my mouth to the side of her neck and began to suck on it.

"Ah! Don't tease me." She said in light voice. The wet spot in her panties only seemed to get bigger though. I suddenly felt a hand touch my crotch, "you know, you must be having some naughty thoughts too if you've gotten this hard."

"Just a few; and you want to see it?" I felt a bit embarrassed being so sexual with someone but at this point I couldn't stop myself.

"Yeah..."

"Then tell me exactly what you want." At least, I could feel a little bit better by making her feel embarrassed too.

"You're so mean! I just wanna see your cock..." Her face started to become red. With that, I slowly started to take off my pants, and then my underwear until I became completely naked. She looked on in amazement as my dick stood up before her, and then moved her head until I could feel her breath up against it.

Slowly, her tongue began to move along my hard shaft, and then her lips kissed the tip of my excited cock. She looked at me in the eyes as she enclosed her lips around the head of my dick and began to tease me; licking it inside her mouth. As she looked into my eyes, she began to take me entire cock into her mouth while still teasing it with her tongue. I couldn't help but let out a small moan as she started to move her head back and forth; making my dick seem even harder than it was before. I couldn't help but put my hands on her head and try to push her to go a little faster. After a little while, though, she let go of my cock with a pop of her lips and one last kiss on the tip.

"I want you to fuck me," she said as she motioned towards her pussy. She lightly fingered herself before taking one of her fingers and licking it with her tongue. "Ah, it's gone all the way through my panties." I grabbed the sides of her skirt and then pulled them down, until only her last piece of underwear was left - and then I pulled that off too. Before me laid her bare pussy - it was a pretty pink and I could see it had become incredibly wet. I moved my finger from her clit to the entrance to her pussy, and then I stuck a finger inside. It entered easily; which wasn't so surprising. Her insides felt nice and tight, and she moaned as I moved my finger back and forth.

"Do you like it?" I teased her as I continued to finger her, and I played with her clit using my other hand.

"I do but I'd rather have your big, hard cock inside of me. I even went on the pill for you."

"Okay..." I got up and positioned myself in front of her. My cock hardened even more at the thought of finally going inside her. I began to rub it along the entrance to her pussy, and got it covered with her juices. It felt good, so much so that I couldn't hold on any longer. "I'm sticking it inside," I told her, as I finally slid my cock deep inside of her pussy. It was so tight, unlike anything I had imagined, and I felt as though I could cum in a second so I didn't dare to move an inch once my dick was completely inside of her. At some point she had wrapped her arms and legs around my back, though, bringing our bodies even closer together.

Once I regained my cool, I first began to move slowly. My cock slid in and out of her pussy easily despite it being so nice and tight. I kept on letting out grunts while trying to hold myself back from overindulging in the pleasure. She started moving her hips with me; pressing herself up against my groin and trying to push me deeper inside of her. I put both my hands over her tits, now, and squeezed them as hard as I could as I locked my mouth on hers and started to make out with her. My mind started to become more overtaken by the pleasure and my hips started to move faster and faster as she returned my movements. Every time we separated our lips we could only let out moans before we went back to kissing each other. I tried ramming my cock deeper and deeper inside of her, desperate to feel even better.

I had completely lost track of time and before I knew it I was at my end, "It feels so good inside your pussy, I can't hold on any longer. I'm going to cum!"

"Go ahead and cum for me. Fill up my pussy with your nice and sticky cum. I want to feel it shoot inside of me!" I moved as fast as I could and pushed my cock in as deep as I could, as she clamped down hard on my cock inside of her - until at least I couldn't hold it in anymore and I poured my cum inside of her. It was the biggest load I think I had ever released. Her whole body seemed to shake as she took in my load.

When it was finally over, I collapsed onto her and then rolled over. I took a minute, as I worked on catching my breath, to think over what had just happened. I wondered for a bit if it was the right decision. After something like that there was no way you could just turn around and go back. She and I were going to be together for a long time now. But, as I turned to look at her face smiling back at me, all I could think then was that it was all going to be okay. She was the one I loved, after all.

After a moment of rest, she finally asked me something, "I'm surprised you lasted so long; isn't that abnormal for virgin guys?"

"Well, uh, I watch a lot of porn?"