To Michael: You've changed me, for both good and bad. But no matter what the future holds, a piece of me will always love you for the way you made me feel that night. I'll never forget it.
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I stood in his tiny bathroom, brushing my teeth before bed. We hadn't been dating long, but things were going well; we were enjoying each other's company quite a bit. As I stood there wearing only his oversized t-shirt and a pair of black panties, I stared into the mirror at myself and smiled. He and I were about to get into his huge king-sized bed and cuddle up - this was my favorite time of day. I loved laying next to him, talking about our day, laughing, joking around, wrestling playfully with each other. It made me feel close to him. It made me feel like he truly cared for me. It made me feel, dare I say it, loved. We hadn't uttered the dangerous "L" word to each other just yet...it was certainly much too early for that.
I rinsed my mouth with water, spit, then swung around and opened the door to his bedroom. I expected to find him fiddling away on his new computer, waiting for me. Instead, though, the room was already dark, yet not pitch black. Candles had been lit. He had his back to me as he held up a glass vase and shoved his fingers into it, striking the flint on his lighter, lighting yet another candle. A dozen or so were glowing around the room. It felt utterly romantic...so, well, unlike him to be honest. Michael wasn't usually the romantic sort...or at least I didn't think so. Now I realized I could be wrong. I climbed into his bed quietly and waited for him to turn around.
After lighting a few more candles, he turned to his stereo system. After a few clicks, the sensual beats of Enigma soon began emanating from his surround sound. Finally, he walked over to the bed and crawled in. He obviously didn't wanna cuddle and talk at that moment like I'd initially expected we'd be doing...he immediately began stripping my panties off me. I smiled as I stared up into his eyes. He smiled back at me warmly. I reached for his boxer shorts, the only thing he had on, and began to push them down. He pulled my panties off me completely, then followed by pulling his own underwear off and discarding them onto the floor. He was quickly hovering over me again, yanking his t-shirt off of me and tossing it, too. We were now naked, staring at each other as the room glowed and the music thumped and stimulated our eardrums and our bodies. My legs parted, allowing him access to my wet slit, of which he took full advantage. His thick, hard cock slowly sank deep into the recesses of my soft pussy. We moaned in unison as we continued to stare deep into each others' eyes. It was then that I truly felt "it", yes "it", but I didn't dare say "it" because it was much too soon for that. But goddamn, I felt "it".