Disclaimer: This story is a work of fiction. It is intended for mature audiences only. Any similarities to actual events or persons, living or dead, is purely coincidental. All players are over the age of eighteen unless otherwise stated. I wanted to showcase my work as a romance writer. I got inspired by the recent reunion with a high school classmate that has had a crush on me for more than thirty years. I have been single for almost a decade. Reuniting with him helped me to believe in love again. I hope that anyone who has been hurt by someone they cared for that you find in your own life that there are people out there willing to treat you like you deserve to be treated and who don't care how broken you are, all they ask of of you is to love you. Enjoy!
-BBD
He's going to be so mad. Again. I stare at the white stick in my hand, willing a second line to appear in the window. Damn it! Why can't I get pregnant? It's been a year since we started trying. Well, I guess I'd better face the music.
I open the bathroom door.
"Well?" Art has his arms folded while leaning on the wall.
"I'm sorry." I whisper.
"What?" he bellows. He snatches the test from my hand.
"Damn it, Camille! What is wrong with you?" He flings the stick across the room.
"Art, I'm sorry!"
"Sorry? Yeah, you are sorry! Sorry and tired! You're all washed up! You're obviously too old to have children!"
"Old? I'm only thirty-two!" That's hardly ready for Medicare!"
"Like I said, you're too old to conceive! Your eggs are too old! You'd probably give me a child with sixteen eyes!"
"How could you say something so cruel?" Tears sting my eyes. "You're the same age as me, Arthur!"
He scoffs.
"Men are virile well into their seventies and beyond! I'll be a grandfather twice over before you get pregnant!"
"You rotten son of a bitch! You don't care about me or my feelings!"
"You're damn right I don't! You promised me we would have children when we got married!"
"Why do you assume it's my fault? The last time I checked, it takes two to make a baby! Maybe you're the problem! Ever think of that? Maybe your little soldiers aren't marching properly!"
Art turned on me fiercely.
"How dare you suggest such a thing? I'm a perfect specimen of a man! There's nothing wrong with me!"
"Oh yes there is! You're a selfish bastard! You make it sound like I'm doing this on purpose!"
"Maybe you are," he snarled. "Are you secretly taking the Pill?"
"What? No!"
The doorbell interrupts our arguing.
"Get the door," he snaps.
"Why? You expecting company?"
"Maybe."
I stomp out of the bedroom to the front door and open it. I jump back. A young woman at least ten years my junior in a crisp white halter top and hip higher jeans and a bright jewel in her navel stands there.
"Can I help you?"
"I'm looking for Arthur," she says sweetly.
"You mean Mr. Jennings?" I raise an eyebrow.
"No, I mean Arthur."
"Crystal, come in." Art says from behind me. His tone has completely changed.
I block the door with my arm.
"Who are you and how in the hell do you know my husband?"
She looks smug.
"Arthur, are you going to tell her, or should I?"
"Tell me what!" I turn to my husband fiercely. "Start explaining yourself, Arthur! Who is this woman?"
"I'm his fiancΓ©e."
"WHAT?"
I close my eyes. I breathe in and out slowly. My heart is racing. My blood is running cold. My heart is pounding against my rib cage in an angry rhythm.
"Camille," Arthur says calmly, "you didn't expect me to be faithful when you can't give me the one thing I want, now did you?"
I turn to him, slowly.
"Is that what this is about? I'm having trouble getting pregnant so you go out and cheat on me? Arthur, I don't deserve this! I have been nothing but a good wife to you! I helped you build your business from the ground up! I supported you and stood by your side when you had nothing! I have been there with you, day and night!"
"All that is fine, but it doesn't make up for the fact that you won't produce heirs for me."
"We can adopt a child! There are so many homeless children that need loving parents!"
Arthur tosses his head back and laughs.
"You think I'm going to share my riches with some filthy orphan or foster child? Don't make me laugh, Camille."
"How can you be so heartless and cruel?"
"Easily," he says. "I'm not in love with you any more. I haven't been for at least six months. Sex with you has become more of a chore than anything."
I back up until I hit the wall. I feel like I've just been stabbed in the chest. Tears burn my eyes.
"Don't worry Mrs. Jennings," Crystal says. "I'll take good care of Arthur. Maybe if you had then you wouldn't be losing him to another woman."
My eyes fly open. Suddenly my sadness has turned to rage.
"YOU BITCH!"
I lunge for Crystal, but Arthur catches me before I can do any major damage.
"Stop it, Camille! Stop it before I call the police!"
"Let go of me!"
When he lets me loose, I slap him as hard as I can.
"This is gonna come back on you! Trust me, Arthur! Karma never forgets an address! You want me gone? Fine! I can't even look at you any longer, you goddamned pig!"
I run up the stairs and hurriedly toss underwear and clothes into one of my rolling suitcases. When it's stuffed, I zip it up and roll out of the bedroom. Arthur and Crystal are standing in the front door. She's finally stepped inside.
"Move!"
She steps aside. As I pass her, I turn and punch her in the mouth. She falls back into Arthur's arms, stunned and panting.
"Don't think you're gonna get away with stealing another woman's husband, you little skank whore! It will just be a matter of time before he does the same thing to you! Have a nice life!"
I spit at their feet and storm off to get my car out of the garage. I toss the suitcase inside, get in, start her up and pull away from the house. I drive about six blocks before I have to pull over, put my head on the steering wheel, and cry.
Deep wrenching sobs bubble from within my chest. I sob and sob until I literally cannot produce one more tear. I finally look up from my crying fit. I am shocked to see that the sun is beginning to set. How long have I been sitting here? Damn! I put the car in gear and start driving again. I have no clear destination. I just drive until I find myself at this little diner on the outskirts of town.
AIRSTREAM EXPRESS, OPEN UNTIL MIDNIGHT, the neon sign reads. I get out and head inside. There's not many people in the place, maybe a few truckers at the counter and a couple of families.
"Sit anywhere you like," a perky young waitress says.
"Thanks."
I slide into a booth in the back. The waitress comes over a few minutes later. I don't realize until I smell the food cooking that I'm starving. I order a bacon deluxe cheeseburger, fries and a milkshake. Art isn't here to criticize what I'm eating or tell me that if I eat one more fatty meal that the zipper is going to pop on my jeans or that my size fourteens make me look like somebody tried to shove too much beat into a burrito. Jerk!
My food comes pretty quickly. I start eating like I'm a condemned prisoner.
"Nobody's gonna take it away from you," says a male voice. I look up to see a handsome black man in a bus boy's uniform holding a plastic bin of dirty dishes. His skin is the color of cinnamon. His dark hair is cut close to his head. He has kind dark eyes and a gray and black goatee around his mouth.
"Sorry," I take a breath. "I didn't realize I was eating so fast."
"Take your time. We won't chase you out. Although if you don't pay, they might make you work with me."
I laugh softly.
"Ah, I got a smile."
"My first time today. Smiling, that is."
"Really? A pretty lady like you should always smile. It changes your whole face."