This is a work of fiction. Any resemblance by any character or situation to any actual person or event is purely coincidental. All characters presented in this narrative are over the age of 18.
CHAPTER FIVE
DANVILLE
"Mr. Walker, you should probably take it easy for a few days. Avoid situations where you might fall, particularly climbing or coming down any stairs. If you start getting dizzy, sit down and wait it out. You might get headaches, and if you do, take a couple of these," Dr. Araf Fharwaz said as he pulled a vial of prescription-strength acetaminophen tablets from a pocket in his white jacket emblazoned with the University of Cincinnati Medical Center logo and handed them to me.
I tossed them into the overnight bag beside me, the one Kass had used to bring me a change of clothing β jeans, a sweatshirt, Hush Puppy loafers β that I could wear home after my discharge rather than the rumpled gray suit with flecks of blood on its right lapel and shoulder. I had been kept overnight for observation after being diagnosed in the emergency room the previous night with a grade three concussion, the most serious level.
"I think you'll be OK, Mr. Walker but you should listen to what your body is telling you. That was a very serious blow you took to your cranium. You're lucky nothing was fractured," Fharwaz said. "You need to keep your hands away from the stitches above your ear."
The barrel of Billy Joe Heddley's pistol had left a small but deep gash in my scalp just above my right ear that could be an inviting target for an infection were it allowed to remain open and heal on its own. A small area of hair had been shaved to facilitate the sutures. I had looked in the mirror and was shocked by the garish shade of purple and yellow from the hematoma and swollen bruising radiating from the point of the gun barrel's impact into my ear, jaw and upper neck.
"You should avoid sleeping pills or any medications intended to make you drowsy. You really need someone staying with you for the next day or two as you regain your equilibrium," Fharwaz said.
I nodded stupidly at the doctor but said nothing, either the result of the blow to my head, the painkillers I was given overnight or a bit of both. Kass spoke up. My brain seemed to be a step or two behind reality.
"Yes, doctor, I can do that," she said. "I can look after him."
In my fugue state, I could feel the goofy grin return to my face. I sat there gawking at Kass for an awkwardly long interval. Fharwaz took that as his cue to exit the room. He handed Kass a few printouts with a prescription for a mild oral antibiotic and a germicidal ointment I should use to ward off an infection, something that's never desirable so close to the ear and the brain.
"The orderly will be up shortly with the wheelchair and will take you downstairs where you will get your final discharge papers, Mr. Walker," the doctor said. "You should check in with your primary care doctor in a week, no later than 10 days. Until then, be well."
And with that, the short man with the long white coat was out of the room.
"How's your head," Kass asked.
"Oh ... sore. Really sore. Neck's stiff, too. But it's manageable. They gave me some nice drugs," I said.
"I can see that," she replied, pressing a kiss onto my left cheek, now with 36 hours of razor stubble. "But damn, you're a sight for sore eyes, Mr. Walker."
I took Kass by the hand and caressed it gently. The dopey grin was gone. Now, I looked into Kass's eyes as tears began clouding my own and a mass of feelings welled up within my core.
"Kass, I thought I'd lost you, and I had not figured out how to deal with that. I don't know that I could," I said, those emotions clutching at my words as I tried to say them. The mental brake that I might normally apply to such sentiments pouring from me had been slowed by the narcotics, so any effort to preserve my faΓ§ade of strength in front of her was useless.
The immeasurable, cumulative weight of the emotional strain, the mental stress, the psychological torment that I had borne since my final afternoon with Dano crashed over the crumbled remains of my resistance and I broke down in front of Kass, just as she had done the night before upon seeing me in the ambulance.
Now, she took me in her arms.
"Les," she said, her own voice quivering as well. "I thought I had lost
you
, especially after the Apostle's warning yesterday. On that horrible drive up here, then as I sat a block away from all the flashing first-responder lights at your office building last night and finally inside the command post on the scene and in those awful, dreadful moments as I walked to the rear of that ambulance fearing that I would see your dead body."
We clutched each other as tightly as you would expect of two people rescuing each other from falling over the precipice. We let our emotions pour forth alone in my hospital room.
"Kass, whatever it takes from me β I swear to you β never again ... never again. I don't want to go through life without you. If the past four months have taught me anything, it's that."
She kissed me, in equal parts joy, passion and love β and more than a little thanksgiving. I'm sure it was quite the sight for the orderly with a wheelchair who had waited awkwardly before he cleared his throat to announce himself.
"Hi. Mr. Walker?"
Kass and I looked at each other and chuckled.
"Guilty as charged," I said.
I sat in the chair, per hospital liability regulations, and he took me to a checkout kiosk where a helpful clerk photocopied my driver's license and insurance card, charged $500 to my credit card as my estimated co-pay, and handed me more papers. Then we were wheeled to a door that opened onto a circular drive where the valet had retrieved Kass's car from the short-term parking lot specifically for patients being discharged. Once the orderly had confirmed that I was safely inside with the car door shut and my seatbelt fastened, Kass pulled away. In 15 minutes, I was back in my Hatch Street brownstone greeting Ryder, who was so overjoyed that he sprinkled the foyer with pee, even though Kass had taken him for his morning walk.
Kass helped me to the sofa. She had made me a nest of quilts where I was to spend the afternoon. A moment later, she brought me two pills and a glass of orange juice.
"Here. Take both. Here's the remote. Other than to use the bathroom, you have no excuse for getting up," she said.
"Yes ma'am," I said and smiled at her.
"Oh and Kass?" I said as she headed toward the kitchen.
"Yep?"
"I love you."
She smiled again.
"I know."
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Saturday was something of a blur. Painless but unfocused. Memories of the day exist in a gauzy detachment from reality, snapshots of moments: waking in a hospital room without a clear recollection of how I got there; seeing Kass holding an overnight bag with a change of clothes for me to wear for my discharge, though I didn't recall asking her to bring them; my heart taking flight as Kass and I kissed and the orderly arrived to take me to the discharge area; bits of basketball games and movies on TV as I drifted in and out of sleep.