Hi sluts! This is my first time writing an erotic story here. I don't know if my stories are any good but the act of writing it in itself is such a turn on for me that it is all worth it. My underwear is soaking wet just thinking about all the fun scenarios for my characters. I hope you enjoy reading this as much as I enjoyed writing it. Please feel free to leave suggestions on how I can improve or what you would like to read about next. Please note that all characters are above 18 years of age in all sexual scenes.
Please note that this story is a slow burn (for literotica standards). If you are looking for a quick flick (in more ways than one) this chapter might not satisfy you as I am still figuring out my pacing. This first chapter is only focussed on establishing the sexual tension between old childhood friends who meet again years after high school.
Olivia had to finally admit it to herself. She had turned into her worst fear. She was a prude. After 8 years of marriage, of which only 5 were happy she had finally parted ways with her college sweetheart. Guess an accidental pregnancy was not a solid foundation for a lifetime of love! There was a time when she truly believed she had grown to love him despite the circumstances of her marriage, but over the years, satisfying him had become a chore instead of exciting her like when they first started dating. While her ex husband would not like to admit it, their incompatibility in the bedroom was one of the big reasons he pushed for their divorce.
It wasn't that she didn't enjoy it. She LOVED sex. That's what landed her in a wedding dress next to a man she didn't love in the first place! There were a lot of things she loved about sex. Her favourite position was doggy style because it hit her g spot just right and made her feel naughty. She enjoyed foreplay, and was easily turned on by it. She loved nipple play. Getting spanked and dirty talk when done right made her soaking wet. She had always been fascinated with sex growing up.
She was the first girl in her friend circle who had figured out how to touch herself to an orgasm. From searching for sex scenes secretly in library books, to downloading questionable erotica on Wattpad and moving on to AO3 she had rubbed herself raw until her fingers pruned.
Her Reddit search history as a young 18 year old was solely focussed on finding her next erotica online. She was so obsessed with sex, but growing up no one ever guessed she was. She was always prim and proper to the point of coming across as boring, because anything less was considered disgraceful in her religious community.
She had a whole life filled with hobbies, extracurriculars, friendships and a focus on achieving well in education but she censored herself publicly with regards to romance. After all there is nothing more sinister to the patriarchy than a woman with her own desires.
This obsession with sex was the kind of obsession only someone growing up in a conservative community could have. It is difficult to explain to someone who hasn't grown up with it. Sure all teens are horny (unless they are asexual) but a special kind of horniness is moulded by growing up learning that desire outside the sanctity of marriage was evil.
The forbidden nature of sex and the guilt around anything to do with it has the opposite effect on teenagers. At least for Olivia Instead of curbing her the secrecy ignited her curiosity.
Despite growing up in a conservative household, thanks to the internet she knew her body. She may have stayed a virgin until she was 23 (purity culture was big at home and it took a while to unlearn it) but she was not naïve. A horny virgin for the longest time, she learnt everything online. From silly acronyms like TOLO (Tits Out Legs Out) to anonymously chatting sexy role-play with strangers. When offline, she could lay in bed for hours with a "one-handed book". Growing up in the environment that she did, she considered herself wild because she never felt safe to talk about these things with other girls.
She had done more things with a cucumber than she honestly should have, used an electrical toothbrush down under, and had more than one use for clothes pins. She had fellated ice cream bars to 'practice', humped more pillows than she could count and used the mobile's vibrate mode creatively.
Growing up in a house where she was closely monitored, she found any escape she could to make herself cum.
At her bravest, on a rare occasion when both her family and next-door neighbours weren't home she had stepped in her backyard in just a towel. After ensuring that the coast was clear, she dropped it. Standing au natural in her own backyard was a liberating experience for her 19 year old self in the summer before college.
Allowing the breeze to caress her freshly shaved, and showered pussy was such a turn on. She made sure sunlight caressed her everywhere 'the sun doesn't shine' before running back indoors incase their gardener popped by unannounced (He had keys to the gate and was an old man who would be as horrified to see her naked as she would be to seen by him).
She did everything a women could do alone without a vibrator or man (avoiding anything too risky, afraid of an awkward trip to the ER). And on the days, she could do nothing she let her imagination guide her fantasies about all the things she'd do when she when she finally stopped living under her parent's roof.
As you can imagine when she finally left for college she thought she was ready to be fucked. She had a long list of things she wanted to try but the only thing she forgot to factor in her fantasies was that men in real life were very different from fictional characters.
Most ran away when the found out she was still a virgin, and those who didn't were too creepy for her liking. The relationships she did end up having fizzled away before things got serious because she noticed red flags that couldn't be ignored, like the guy who loved one night stands but did not understand the need for an STD check, the one who called all his exes crazy and one who had a weird obsession with bringing up her lack of experience in every conversation, to undermine her concerns.
When she finally met her future husband at 23, it was a breath of fresh air. He wasn't afraid of her virginity and instead went out of his way to make her first time special. Even though they were just meant to be friends with benefits. He was perfect on paper, and at one point she thought he was the one. However, the stress of parenting twins they hadn't planned for and their different needs in the bedroom finally got to them.
Olivia was embarrassed to admit it but one of the main reason for her divorce was that her husband was dissatisfied with her sexually. He had a fantasy that she was never able to fulfil. It was a mental roadblock that she was never able to overcome for him. He was obsessed with anal. It was one of his biggest fantasies and the thought of never being able to try it because of he was forced to marry her was a point of contention in their relationship. At one point it got so ridiculous that it was all they argued about. The caring guy who took her virginity was replaced by a frat boy who kept pushing that boundary whenever they got intimate. From adding "pretty rosebud" in his dirty talk lingo to trying to anal finger her mid sex. She honestly might have been okay with it if he had asked for her consent to finger her instead of pretending to accidentally slip it in.
It had gotten to the point when she never felt comfortable being naked around him. Once in a fit of anger, she told him that she would only agree to anal sex with a man who knew what it felt like to be on the receiving end of anal, but apparently, she had gone too far. She was not asking him to sleep with some else. If he agreed to get pegged she would agree to anal sex as that felt like a fair trade. He was angry "with her insinuation" as he accused her of and told her she had to watch her words around him even though he didn't even try to watch his hands.
The hypocrisy! It was the last straw that led to their divorce and the fact that she liked him most when they were officially exes made her realise, they should have done this sooner.
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Seven months later she wondered if she had made a mistake. All her married friends participated in anal sex and didn't mind it. Some even enjoyed it. 'Was I too harsh and a prude after all? Maybe it wasn't a reasonable boundary in today's day and age, she worried.
