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Northern Exposure 1

Northern Exposure 1

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There wasn't much to the airport in Yellowknife. It was basically just a large warehouse with a ticket counter, some seating, and a baggage claim belt that wound around a large taxidermied polar bear. Despite being the largest city in the Northwest Territories, it was still tiny compared to what I was used to at less than 20,000 people. There was only one main road connecting it to the rest of civilization, and even then, it was a fifteen hour drive to Edmonton, the closest large city.

This was going to be my home for at least the next year, and I was honestly psyched about it.

I'd spent the first twenty-six years of my young life in cities and suburbs, growing up outside of Mississauga before heading to the University of Toronto for both my bachelor's degree and doctorate in environmental science. When Environment and Climate Change Canada offered me a position in Yellowknife researching permafrost thaw, I jumped at the opportunity to put my studies to use in the real world.

It would be an adventure, and I was always up for that.

My enthusiasm was somewhat dampened when the luggage from my flight made its way around the small baggage carousel without my large black suitcase making an appearance. I had been warned to bring a few days' worth of clothing in my carryon and was grateful that I'd taken the advice.

"Is that all of it?" I asked a nearby baggage handler as the carousel ground to a halt. "All of the luggage from the flight from Edmonton?"

"Yup," he confirmed. "Your bag not there?"

"I guess not," I sighed, making my way over to the Air Canada desk to put in a claim.

The lady working the counter was very apologetic for the mix-up, and I got the distinct impression that many a bag had spent an extra couple of nights in the Edmonton Airport en route to the more remote outposts of the Canadian High North. I gave her the address of the house I was renting along with my phone number.

"Hopefully we'll get your bag up here on one of the early flights tomorrow," she told me. "We'll give you a call when it arrives and deliver it to you. What name should I put on the claim?"

"Jess Wilson," I replied. "Jessica if you need my full name, but no one's called me that since I was five."

She wrote my name down on the form. "Got it. We'll be in touch, Jess. Is there anything else I can do for you tonight?"

I thought about it. "Can you recommend a good pub in town? I'm hungry and could use a beer."

She gave me a list of several places. I chose one that seemed to be about a ten minute walk from my new home and hailed a cab, deciding that dinner was a more urgent task than dropping off my things.

I peered out of the window as the cab drove me into town, taking in my new surroundings. It was only about seven in the evening, but the sky was so dark it could have easily been mistaken for midnight. Snow covered every surface, coating the branches of the low pines that dotted the landscape. According to my phone, the temperature hovered around minus sixteen degrees Celsius.

If this was late November, I could only imagine what honest-to-goodness winter would have in store for me.

The cab driver dropped me off in front of the Black Knight, the downtown pub I'd selected. I paid him, thanked him, and hauled my carryon into the small establishment. It was warm and inviting, lined with dark wood paneling. An old suit of armor stood guard in one corner and I wondered idly where they'd gotten it.

I took a seat at the bar and ordered a pint before perusing the dinner options on the menu.

"You new in town?" the bartender, a portly gentleman of about forty, asked as he set my beer down in front of me.

I wrinkled my nose. "Is it that obvious?"

He smiled. "Your suitcase kinda gives it away."

A bout of raucous laughter coming from the corner of the room interrupted our discussion. I turned to look for the source of the sound and saw a group of five men in army uniforms congregated around a high table, knocking back some beers and enjoying themselves.

"Don't mind them," the bartender told me. "Some of the guys from Joint Task Force North and the Rangers like to come in after work on Fridays to blow off some steam. Their headquarters is a few blocks away."

I nodded and took a moment to study the soldiers more closely as I sipped my beer. They ranged in age from one kid I suspected was fresh out of high school to a major in his late thirties who seemed to be the highest ranked among them. My gaze stopped on a man who appeared to be about my age. He had short dark hair, some scruff on his jawline, and stood about six foot two. The insignia on the sleeve of his uniform indicated that he was a captain. He looked incredibly familiar, but I couldn't place him.

Irritated at myself, I shuffled through my mental rolodex of acquaintances and tried desperately to figure out where he fit. If there was even one person I knew in Yellowknife, it would make my transition there easier by several orders of magnitude.

The bartender seemed to notice where my gaze had rested. "That's Captain Hill," he told me. "Nice guy. Good tipper."

"Captain Hill?" I repeated dumbly.

He nodded. "Yeah, Captain Connor Hill. He's with the Rangers."

Connor Hill. I knew that name. It had been eight years since I'd heard it, but finally pairing it with the man I saw before me brought back a flood of memories - whispered jokes in math class, little shared smiles in the hallway, innumerable times I thought he was finally going to ask me out but never did.

I'd known Connor since we were six and he'd taken to yanking on my long red ponytail in Mrs. Johnston's first grade class. He'd only stopped when I grabbed a pair of scissors one day and threatened to cut the whole thing off if he didn't quit it.

"Don't cut it!" he'd whined. "It's so pretty. I just wanna touch it."

I'd relented and told him that he could touch my hair if and when I gave explicit permission provided he never yanked it again. He'd accepted my offer and we'd become friends. We were never

best friends

per se, but throughout our school years, we'd always been part of the same group. There were many times when I thought he might be interested in being more than just friends, and I absolutely would have welcomed that, but he never acted on it. After high school, I went to the University of Toronto, he went west to the University of British Columbia in Vancouver, and that was that.

I sometimes regretted that we had lost touch, but I decided that my posting to Yellowknife offered a golden opportunity to remedy that. Paying for my beer and foregoing dinner for the time being, I walked over to the table of soldiers. I wasn't normally the sort of person who felt comfortable striking up conversations with strangers in bars, but I was almost certain Connor would remember me. At least I hoped he would.

"Connor?" I ventured shyly.

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The soldiers stopped their chatter and gazed at me curiously. A couple of them even smiled. Connor, on the other hand, looked like he'd seen a ghost. His hazel eyes widened and his ruddy complexion paled.

"Jess?"

I nodded enthusiastically, hoping that acting friendly would move him from surprised confusion into happiness at our reunion. I wanted to hug him, but I didn't want to be the one to initiate it. "It's so good to see you! It's been, what, eight years?"

Connor still stared at me like a deer caught in the headlights. "Uh... yeah, eight years, I guess. What are you doing here, Jess?"

I tried to push aside the growing feeling that he wasn't all that happy to see me, chalking it up to the shock of someone from his childhood in Ontario suddenly appearing before him more than four thousand kilometers away.

"I just moved here," I told him. "I'm with ECCC doing research on permafrost. I'll be embedded with Joint Task Force North over in the Evans Building."

The major I'd noticed earlier perked up at that and gave me a wide smile, extending his hand for me to shake. "That's where we all are! I'm Major Andrew Smith, but you can call me Andy. Connor, are you going to introduce us to your friend or do we have to do everything ourselves?"

"Oh! Uh, sorry, Major," Connor spluttered. "This is Jess Wilson. We grew up together near Mississauga."

I gave a little wave. "Nice to meet you all."

Major Smith beamed at me, the corners of his brown eyes crinkling behind his glasses. He seemed a very jovial sort of man. "Likewise, Jess! Like I said, I'm Andy, this here is Corporal Ryan Gauthier," he indicated the lanky man in his early twenties to his right. "The blonde fella there is Lieutenant Tyler MacLeod, and the young guy next to Connor is Private Josh Kiviaq. He's fresh outta basic and just got here a few months ago."

I nodded at Josh, who couldn't have been older than nineteen. "A fellow newbie, eh? At least I won't be the only one braving the winter up here for the first time."

"Um, I actually grew up in Rankin Inlet in Nunavut," he pointed out, seeming almost nervous to correct my misconception. "My family is Inuit and I'm used to the winters."

I reddened with embarrassment. "Well, open mouth, insert foot. Sorry about that. Guess I'm making a great first impression."

Andy waved away my concerns. "Nah, it's fine. Aside from Josh, we were all fish outta water when we first got stationed up here. At least you've got Connor to show you around, eh?"

Connor shifted uncomfortably at that.

"And we're all here if you need anything, too," Andy continued, ignoring his subordinate's discomfort. "Matter of fact, why don't you join us for dinner tomorrow? The wife and I are having these fine gentlemen and some of our other colleagues over. You'd be more than welcome."

Genuinely touched by this near-stranger's hospitality, I smiled warmly. "That's very kind of you. I'd love to join."

"Excellent! Why don't you give Connor there your number and address and he can pick you up tomorrow and bring you by." Andy seemed to think this was the most brilliant idea anyone had ever thought of, but Connor appeared less than thrilled at the prospect.

"Um, sure," I agreed, unsure why the man I'd thought was my friend seemed so reluctant to engage with me. I pulled a scrap of paper and a pen out of my purse and wrote my information down.

Connor tucked it into his uniform pocket. "I guess I'll see you tomorrow then, Jess."

"Yeah," I replied, sensing that this was my cue to leave. "You all have a nice evening."

The little group of soldiers waved goodbye to me as I grabbed my carryon and left the pub. Dinner would have to wait.

The next night was a mixed bag. On the one hand, I made a new friend in Major Smith's wife Sarah and generally enjoyed the company of the assorted Rangers and JTFN members present. On the other hand, the drive to the Smiths' house with Connor was one of the single most uncomfortable experiences of my life. Beyond his initial greeting, he was nearly silent for the entire ride, responding to my attempts at conversation with one word answers and the occasional grunt. I gave up trying five minutes in and opted to just stare out the window at the frozen landscape instead.

He studiously avoided me throughout the entire gathering and I was honestly pretty hurt. This man was nothing like the goofy, kind, somewhat shy Connor Hill I'd known in my youth. I wondered if I'd done something to anger him but couldn't think of anything specific. Perhaps he was upset that I hadn't tried to contact him while we were in university, but freezing me out seemed like a disproportionate and frankly childish response.

Connor added an additional dash of weirdness to the evening - and a great deal of confusion to my thought processes - when Lieutenant MacLeod tried to flirt with me. Tyler had gotten me a drink from the Smiths' kitchen and settled next to me on one of the couches in their living room. He was teasing me for being a Leafs fan, and I was giving back as good as I got with digs at his beloved Calgary Flames. Amid our laughter, his hand found its way to my knee. I was honestly enjoying the attention, but Connor soon put a stop to that.

"LIEUTENANT!" he bellowed. "This is your superior officer's house,

not

a brothel."

Tyler blanched and quickly retracted his hand. "Sorry, Captain," he muttered, rising from the couch and shuffling away.

I stood and glared at Connor, insulted by his insinuation. "I don't know what your problem is with me, but I'm absolutely done with it. I was hoping we could be friends again, but you clearly don't want that, Captain Hill. If my friend Connor ever shows up, let me know."

With that, I marched determinedly away from him.

Corporal Gauthier was kind enough to give me a ride home later in the evening. A representative from Air Canada finally dropped off my checked bag around nine, which lifted my spirits somewhat. The rest of my belongings were being shipped from Toronto and wouldn't arrive for another few weeks, but what I had would suffice for the time being.

Connor continued to avoid me at work the next week. I did my best to ignore how much it pained me, focusing instead on settling into my new job. Our roles didn't overlap very much and he'd often be out on patrols with his unit, but the Evans Building wasn't all that big and our paths would occasionally cross. What truly hurt was seeing how open and friendly Connor was with others. It was clear that his issue was solely with me rather than a broader shift in his personality.

I cried myself to sleep several nights that first week.

As November turned to December, I settled into my routine. I'd often get lunch or coffee with Andy or Ryan. Tyler would occasionally pop into my office and ask what I was working on, nodding politely and pretending to understand when I rambled on about soil subsidence and methane pockets. Josh even checked in to see how I was handling the cold so far. He was a sweet kid, if a bit shy.

Connor never joined them. I would sometimes catch him staring at me across the mess hall and didn't know what to make of it. The look in his hazel eyes was one of longing rather than disdain, which made his aloofness all the more perplexing. I didn't like problems I was unable to solve with logic and a can-do attitude, and this particular conundrum appeared to have no easy answers.

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It was a cold, clear Thursday morning when I ventured out to collect the first soil samples for my field research. Once the sun rose above the horizon around 9:45, I set off by snowmobile with all my gear strapped down tight. I needed samples from the area where the discontinuous permafrost that lay under Yellowknife transitioned to the continuous permafrost of points farther north. The trip would take me about an hour, leaving me three hours to conduct my work before I'd need to leave to ensure I was back to base by three in the afternoon, when the sun would set. Daylight was a limited and precious commodity in the High North winter.

I relished the adrenaline that rushed through my veins as I sped through the frozen wonderland around me. Ice crystals sparkled in the sunlight, clothing the landscape in a blanket of twinkling diamonds. A day out in the field would do me a world of good, I decided.

When my GPS told me I was in the right place, I brought my snowmobile to a stop and began to set up my gear. Drilling down through the packed snow and top layer of soil to collect my permafrost samples was time-consuming work, even with the top-of-the-line tools I had at my disposal. It was almost two in the afternoon by the time I'd gotten what I needed, and there wasn't a moment to spare if I wanted to make it back to Yellowknife before dark. Clouds were beginning to build in the west, and I knew a storm would soon be moving in.

With my samples safely stowed and my gear packed away, I sat astride my snowmobile and hit the ignition.

The engine stalled, whined, sputtered, and then cut out entirely.

"Shit," I cursed as several warning lights lit up the dashboard. I knew how to fix most standard snowmobile problems, but it would definitely take me more time than I could afford to spend. Being stranded out in the wilderness of northern Canada after dark with a snowstorm rapidly approaching was dangerous. My gear was warm, but not warm enough to withstand a winter's night out in the elements.

Sighing, I picked up my radio.

"Base, this is Dr. Wilson. Do you read me? Over."

The radio crackled to life after a moment as the officer on duty for JTFN's Ranger detachment responded.

"

Dr. Wilson, this is Base. What's your status? Over.

"

I groaned as I recognized the officer's voice. Of

course

Connor was the person on duty. As if getting myself stranded wasn't humiliating enough.

"My engine died and I won't make it back before nightfall. Request assistance. Over."

"

Roger that, Dr. Wilson. I'm coming to get you. What's your location? Over.

"

I checked my GPS and read off the coordinates, already dreading the judgement I was sure I'd face when Connor arrived.

"

Copy that, Dr. Wilson. I have your location. ETA is about one hour. Sit tight and stay warm until I get there. Over and out.

"

I spent the next hour trying to troubleshoot my snowmobile before reaching the conclusion that this specific problem would require specialized tools to fix. Connor would have to tow it, which meant I'd be forced to spend an hour hanging onto him like a barnacle while we rode back to base.

Just as I had resigned myself to this fate, the roar of an engine pierced the winter stillness and a Ranger snowmobile appeared in the distance. I waited patiently while it approached and skidded to a stop several meters away from me. Its rider dismounted and yanked off his helmet, revealing Connor's surprisingly worried expression.

"You okay, Jess?" he asked.

"I'm fine," I assured him. "Just a little cold. Do you need help setting up a tow line?"

He shook his head. "Sun's almost down and it's going to start snowing any minute. It's not safe for us to ride back. I have an insulated tent and the gear we'll need for tonight, and then we'll head out once the sun rises tomorrow. I've already radioed it in."

Knowing better than to argue with a Ranger about matters of wilderness survival, I simply sighed and nodded. As I helped Connor set up the shelter, I considered my predicament. I could have been angry at the prospect of having to spend the night trapped in a tiny space with a man who'd been doing his level best to ignore my existence for the better part of a month, but I decided that would do nothing to solve my problems. Instead, I would bend the situation to my advantage and force him to talk to me. One way or another, I would get to the bottom of his attitude problem.

When the shelter and the little propane-powered space heater Connor had brought were ready, we sealed ourselves inside. Thick snowflakes had already begun to fall around us as the last light of the day faded. Once the inside of the tent had warmed up, we stripped off our outer layers to avoid drenching them in sweat that would then freeze against our bodies when we went outside. Connor prepared some tinned army rations for dinner, and we ate in silence.

It wasn't too long before the inevitable happened.

"What were you thinking, Jess? You could've died out here."

I rolled my eyes. "I was thinking it's literally my job to go out and collect these samples. And I'm not some helpless idiot who doesn't know how to survive outside."

He scowled at me. "You should at least learn how to fix a snowmobile before you go riding off into a frozen wasteland by yourself."

"I

do

know how to fix snowmobiles," I snapped. "I just knew I wouldn't get it done before dark so I called it in. Believe me, I didn't want to have to rely on you of all people to come save me."

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