I worked in the sort of environment where women were far and few between. In our little IT office I was one of only 4, so to say that I received attention was an understatement. The guys I worked with were mostly pretty average looking; Just your typical run-of-the-mill nerdy types. My was engaged to one of them, Josh. He was sweet and funny with bright greens eyes and wavy black hair. We had been together for six years, and I loved him but things had gotten a little stale. I was nothing to write home about, but there I shined. I'm mixed, black and white but very fair. I've always been on the slimmer side except for my chest, hips and ass which I get from my mom.
Thursday was like any other day. My fiance he was out for the day. I had a supervisory role and it was so slow that I was mostly walking laps around the office, trying to stay busy. I stopped at my friend Matt's desk to chat for a bit. I loved talking to him, his perspectives were always so interesting and it was an easy way to kill thirty minutes. He was tall, taller than me by almost half a foot, and although I was standing next to him he was still almost at shoulder height to me. He had really pale blue eyes and messy brown hair.
Tonight he was talking to me about how he used to be in high school. He was 28, five years older than me. He was talking about one of his exes who had apparently gone crazy after he dumped her. She had keyed his car and smashed his window with a baseball bat. We chuckled and I told him he had nothing on me. I told him how in high school on of my exes had tried to kidnap me. We had dated only a few months and he had tried to propose to me. When I turned him down he must have snapped. I shook my head and looked at Matt for a reaction.
"Have you ever heard something so crazy?" I said with a laugh. He just looked at me for a minute.
"Well, did you have sex with him?" He asked flatly. I felt my cheeks burning and I looked around to make sure nobody else was paying attention.
"I mean..." I trailed off.
"See Paige, when you're extremely attractive and you have sex with an immature boy, they're bound to do something crazy." He was looking right in my eyes, and I laughed nervously. I didn't know how to take a compliment, especially one like that.
"I don't think that's what it was." I replied, and he just kept staring at me and smiling.
Just then Matt got a call and I went to sit down. My face was still burning, but I hoped no one else noticed. A few hours later my shift ended and I headed home. I still felt like I was on fire and the feeling wouldn't go away. I got home and took a long hot bath, I closed my eyes and imagined it was Matt's fingers massaging my clit and thrusting into my pulsing pussy. By the time I finished I knew I needed a cold shower.
That night I dreamed of Matt. Dreamed of kissing him and pleasuring him. I had worked myself up so much that I practically shook Josh, my fiance, awake and begged him to fuck me. He kindly obliged and as I got on top and eased myself onto him, I had to bite my lip to keep from moaning Matt's name. I closed my eyes again and imagined what it would be like to be with him. I climaxed so quickly that I surprised Josh. I shuddered as my body was overcome with pleasure and I rolled over. Josh kissed my neck and pushed back into me, "I'm not done yet baby." I'd be lying if I said I stayed awake for more than a few seconds longer.
The next morning I woke up feeling stupid. How could I have been so aroused by a friend complimenting me? I felt so guilty having obsessed over another man that I woke up early to make Josh breakfast. As I got ready for work I readied myself to see Matt again, determined to not be a quivering school girl around him again. Josh kissed me goodbye and I was there in 15 minutes. Matt hadn't gotten in yet for the day, and I went through my normal morning routine. I checked my inbox and my blood ran cold. I had an email from my boss asking to sit with Matt for his yearly evaluation. I had a mental freak out and was about to try and pawn off the assignment when Matt strolled over to my desk.
"So, ready for my assessment?" He smirked.
"Y-yeah. Five minutes?" I choked out. I went to the break room and grabbed a cup of coffee, as if that would stop me from shaking. I gave myself a good ol' fashioned pep talk and walked back into the office.
"So..." I said as I pulled a chair up to Matt's desk. "how's it going?"
