I'm obeying and playing with myself while he tells me what's going through his head while I swirl my tongue around the tip of his cock, kissing down the shaft, and taking each of his balls in my mouth in turn. Sucking and nibbling gently making his knees give way slightly. Making his hands fist in my hair, causing me pain, but I like the pain. It makes me gasp and moan and play faster with my clit. I use my wetness to get his cock nice and wet before I take every inch all the way down my throat. Making me gag on his length as I flick my tongue over his balls as I swallow with his tip in my throat.
But I'm not ready for him to cum yet and I don't want to yet either, so I slow down my probing fingers between my legs and work to even out my breathing. I'm listening to him to tell me how badly he wants to lick me and fuck me and how he is going to do it. How he tells me that the sex isn't just about the orgasm he's going to have, because he will have one. How could he not when I'm the one he's with? It's about the emotional connection we share and about making sure that I feel appreciated and that I receive the same level of pleasure that he does. How he doesn't want sex, but he wants sex with me and no one else.
He loves the way I taste. Loves to bury his face in my pussy and tongue fuck me. Drink me in. He wants me to cum all over his face and then kiss me to share what he loves so much. I oblige.
I'm dripping and sensitive but all I want is for him to throw me on my back and shove himself as deeply into me as he can, filling me completely. Over and over. Feel his hips slam into mine. Feel his balls slap against my ass, getting soaked as I drip down my ass with how wet he's made me. Biting his shoulder and scratching his back. Hooking my legs behind his knees to keep him as close to me as possible, Grabbing his ass, pulling him in closer and harder as I get ready to cum, lifting my hips to meet his as I can feel the orgasm build until I finally throw my head back and explode with ecstasy and collapse on the bed, my muscles clenching around his cock making his eyes roll back in his head as he fills me up with his cum. He knows how much I love it when he empties himself inside me.
My head is still spinning when he pulls out and kisses down my body, to in between my legs and starts to clean me with his tongue, licking up both of our orgasms and coming back up to share with me again.
He kisses me and tells me he loves me before laying down on his back and pulling my head onto his chest, holding me tight.
That's what I miss the most. Basking in the afterglow of our orgasms. Instead, I have to settle for the anonymous voice telling me how good I am and how much he needs me and will never let me go.