Dear reader: next chapter is called Meet the Vegas, and it will give this story a 360 turn so I must ask you to decide what you want from this story or if with the next 2 chapter, as they are ready, I should conclude this story.
SUNDAY
Nat:
To awake like this, kisses all over my body...
Oh, how many stories have I read and just when I reached this part: my body shivered, excitement running through my body, wetness and desire between my legs. Now it's true, I can finally say: "I know how that feels!"
I remember reading once: "It's incredible to feel how your mind leaves Morpheus' hands while a heat invades your body, a pressure in your head and stiffness in your muscles while receiving little electrical jolts that run through your spine, and you are enjoying it because it just makes you so conscious, so desiring and at the same time you just say oh God..." Pff a prayer to God? Which God? Desire God or it is an easier word to say at that moment, when pleasure and release is reached?
That is something I never got to say with J, It was always his needs, his desires...his...always his...
J, my ex, never looked for my satisfaction, it was a constant shouting just to wake me up, and how many times I sent him the hell out of my life? Told him to leave once and for all? but he did not. I was his and that way everything worked okay between us. His point of view as to everything "working ok" was easy: "when I get home I want the food ready, dishes, bedroom and living room clean". Certainly, he wanted it all clean and ready however he was a mess himself, HELL, he was THE MESS.
Now I'm free of him, I'm free!
I am still half awake, thinking all this when a joyful moan comes out of my mouth and then I open my eyes...I still don't know what makes you say "oh God" but if it is with this man, I'm willing to learn it...
He is a good professor already.
I thought I wasn't worth feeling like this, but he is showing me differently. Here I am looking at a real man... what a technique to wake me up, kisses all over my body. He looks at me with those beautiful golden eyes...they are so clear today from the amber eyes I've seen before, is something wrong? Is he worried? Although no words come out of his mouth, his eyes are asking me if I'm all right with this so, I smile and he said: "good morning".
That was all I needed to hear, he is ok and his lips are much better....I'm falling for him, I'm longing his body, our moans are burning in the heat of our mouths, between the erotic games of our tongues. I want more of him; so my hands explore his back, under the shirt he is as hot as the sun, strong as a superhero but his lips say so much, he is different, he is fire, his hands run my body within seconds one after the other, his left leg over mine, his manhood calling my heat, oh, what a reminder from the day we danced when I could feel him; but, this time is real, this time he's full of me, his body is all over me and I can feel it with my body and hands. I can feel his need, there is no more to say, our bodies understand each other...
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Our clothes on the floor, his body over mine, I call for his lips while he is taking me on another trip. While drinking from my deepness he says: "it is a sweet nectar", I don't care as long as he stops...oh please I can't wait, I need him with me, I need more...!!!
"Raphael" I call. He looks at me and seems to understand my silent prayer. He slowly travels back up to my mouth, planting little kisses all over my body before he finally reaches my mouth. I'm on fire. This heat is burning me to ashes, taking me to a place I had never been to with J. The need for him is unbearable. When he finally reaches my mouth he pauses, pulls away, looks at me...
"Tell me what you want" he said with sweet, glossy eyes, desire burning his body and soul, I can see it, the need...
"I can't", is my response.
I want you inside me now!! Can't you understand? You are teaching me something that no one else did and this is torture!
Shouted my mind
"Are you ok? Are you ok with this?" soft kisses running from my neck until the valley of my breasts; as if trying to shut my mind with the shivers running through me and that way letting him do everything with me.
"I'd rather not talk" was my reply, "I'm too loud..." and smiled. Not being able to say:
too loud to say anything that is screaming into my mind.
We smiled and kiss again, emptying our minds and going deeper into the sea of desire until finally I can feel him, we are one, he's so big; and he's mine, totally mine, I love how I feel with him, I love how he feels with me, inside me, his hands over me...
He stayed still, I wanted for him to move but he held me while breathing hard, trying to control himself and said: "I love how you feel around me and how I feel inside and outside you". I just let him say it, no response comes from me but I am feeling just that!
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One after another, the orgasms received took me into a mind blowing trip out of my body, again and again, I don't know what it was but every bite and every scratch made me feel splendid, excellent, my screams were incredibly loud and his moans made me feel....oh God, now I know why this is the only word that comes out of our mouths after such an intense activity. Spent, hugged under the sheets, holding each other looking into our sleepy eyes, he said: "We are made for each other". This is what people want to hear after sex but, do I want to hear that?
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Raphael:
The smell of food was invading the room and I was trying to wake her up by calling her name and rubbing her hands when she yelled:
"Nooooo, leave me alone! don't touch me, what did you do, what did you do to me?
I told her: "hey, what's up? I did nothing! You're ok, it's me...look at me!
She was wrapped on the sheet, sitting at the floor, her legs bent and her hands holding her legs as if protecting herself from being hit by someone?...
I got scared, Sandra and Michael came into the room; Sandra hugged her and asked what had occurred? She just looked at all of us, stood up, picked up the shorts, t-shirt and went into the bathroom without saying a single word.
We were looking and asking ourselves what had occurred. When she came out of the bathroom looked at us and said: "sorry for scaring you all, I have to go".
She left the building in a hurry...
Sandra was submitted to our interrogation but she knew as much about her past as us....NOTHING!
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_____TUESDAY_____
It's been two days Nat doesn't answer my calls at her place nor her cell. I called her at work and once I tried to get personal by asking "how are you" she just said: "do you need to speak with Mr. Williamson?" When I said, "I want to talk to you," she just hung up.
Did I do something wrong? We were so happy and now...
Sandra tried to talk to her but she went into her room and stayed there the whole night, not even eating, nothing, she locked herself up. I'm not going to let this happen, I need to talk to her, see her, even if she doesn't want to tell me whatever that was, I need to be near her!
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______WEDNESDAY______
I had to use my friendship with Michael and his relationship with Sandra to get information as to what Nat is going to do at lunch since she is just ignoring me, Sandra said Nat was going to meet with a person regarding a business they have been running for a while, so I'm waiting for her...she's got to use the elevator so I'll wait here, if I have to follow her I will....but I need to see her, be sure she is ok.*******