I was dreading taking this call, but really, I couldn't not take it. "Hi, Amanda, how'd it go?"
"Oh, my God, Marcy, it was amazing! Eric asked me if I still wanted to be with him, and I said yes,
and then he told me he loved me!
Can you believe it? I practically raped him after that, and it was amazing, really good, and I still can't believe it. He spent the night with me, us just laying together, holding each other. We had to scramble and pull the sheets over us when Naomi came back, and Eric started to get up to leave, but I wouldn't let him, I told him he was staying right where he was. Naomi didn't mind, and actually she kind of showed off a bit, though I think she was showing off for me rather than Eric."
"Really?"
"Yeah, really. She never mentions guys, and she's cute enough that guys pay attention to her. Sometimes she'll be walking around the room in just a thong, not like she's changing or anything, but just staying like that. Last night, to get ready for bed, she turned her back to us, but stripped completely naked before getting into bed. I couldn't say anything, 'cause Eric and I were naked, too. She pulled the sheet up over her tits, and started reading, before she finally turned out her light. I know that Eric sure liked it, and I wasn't about to bitch about him looking, not after what I'd told him.
"Of course, Eric likes the showers on our floor, and I'd been mostly avoiding taking him in there, but I was happy to do that this morning. He's up in his room now, getting ready, and then we'll head out for breakfast together before class. But I'd been dreading this for so long, and everything went better than I could've ever hoped, and it's like a huge weight has been lifted off of me."
Amanda was kind of breathless after all of that, because the words had just poured out of her, so now I had a chance to talk. "Well, that's great. Y'all want to get together sometime?"
"Sure, sure, love to. Oh, that's Eric at the door. Bye!"
Dave had heard only half of the conversation, so I told him what had happened, and he seemed genuinely glad about that.
Things kind of fell back into the old routine, of eating, studying, sleeping, cleaning and, of course, making love. Dave didn't make any move to spank me again, and while it was fun that one time, I didn't push it; I figured I'd keep that in reserve just to mix things up a bit. We caught our neighbor watching us a couple more times, and Dave enjoyed that more than he let on, though for some reason he was far less eager to watch her. I thought it was kind of hot, but Dave didn't. I saw her outside the building again, and waved to her, but she didn't seem interested in talking, so I left her alone.
Eric and Amanda were getting along really well, and seemed to be getting closer all the time. Now that she'd unburdened herself, and wasn't continually worried about it, they were able to enjoy themselves a lot more casually.
Monday, March the 6th, was a special midterms day for those professors who gave midterm exams; some of them would give two 'hour' exams instead of a midterm, and this semester I wound up with more midterms than hour exams. I got pretty worked up over studying for them, but Dave was pretty even-keel about the whole thing. He kept up with his work, but never really seemed to stress out over things. I guess that as long as he kept up every day, midterms were really fairly easy for him.
And I guess it worked for him. While he had a 3.6 his freshman year, he had pulled down all A's last fall, and was on track to ace out the spring as well.
It looked like living with Dave was helping my grades, too. I had just a hair over 3.0 my first two years, and figured that was going to be the case all the way through, but I got three A's and 3 B's for the fall semester. I guess it was that I was studying when Dave studied, and not blowing off any work. Add to that I'd completely dropped the party scene after meeting Dave, and there were no more hung-over Saturdays and Sundays. I knew that I'd have to get a summer job - we both needed summer jobs! - and I hoped that if I had a strong spring semester to go with last fall's grades, I might be able to get a summer job with a bank or financial institution, and make something better than minimum wage.
Right after midterms - and despite my worrying about them, I aced them all - Amanda called: Eric asked her if she'd go home with him over spring break, meaning go home as in meet his parents and stay with him for the week. OMG, that's usually the kind of thing that the girl pushes for first; Amanda had that boy reeled in, hook, line and sinker.
Dave and I visited my mom and dad for spring break; it's not like we had the money to head for Florida or anything. I'd talked to my mom a few times, and she and dad were doing pretty well again. There had been a couple of tense moments, she said, when old fights cropped up, but they made it through them. She said that there were times when things were like in the old days, before the divorce, when they just sort of moved together, meshed together like it was all natural again.
Mom was being very careful not to give my dad even the slightest idea that she might have been out cheating again, always accounting for her time. She hadn't been messing around at all, and made sure that she never came close to even flirting, which was hard for her, because mom was a natural flirt. They were glad to see us together, to see us happy, but I think I was even happier to see them together.
We had one big task to get done during spring break: I had to find a wedding dress. I knew what I wanted, something soft and satiny, nothing tightly constructed, more like a white evening gown than a wedding dress, something off the shoulder but still something simple. That would have the benefit of being a lot cheaper than a traditional wedding dress anyway, and we needed to save money. Traditionally, the bride's family is supposed to pay for the wedding, but the bride's family wasn't wealthy by any means, though things weren't as tight now that mom and dad were back together. Dad had even found someone to take over the lease on his apartment, and that saved him $1,000 a month.
Of course, the wedding was going to be outside on the Parker's farm, so that meant no cost for the church or the reception; everything would be held there. The pastor of the Parker's church - it was only a quarter mile from their farm, an old, white clapboard country church - was donating the folding tables and chairs, and Dave's brother was building a platform and wedding arch for us; he already had all of the materials he needed, and could reuse them after the ceremony anyway, so that was no cost, either.
There were only two real expenses: my gown and the wedding flowers. Dad insisted on buying the flowers, and said that he could afford them. Dave's mom gave him the number of a good florist down her way, and he got everything ordered.
Mom and I got really lucky. Macy's department stores had done really badly over Christmas, and the chain was closing something like 63 stores, including one in Louisville. That left the Macy's in Oxmoor Center Mall still open, but prices had been cut pretty dramatically as Macy's was trying to rebuild its customer base. Not only did I find just the perfect dress for me, long and slinky, sophisticated and sexy without being over-the-top, for only $200, but mom found a perfect dress for herself, and it was only $129! Finding the right shoes in my size was a bit of a pain - I'm tall, and that means big feet - but finally I did, some strappy white sandals, with a four-inch heel, but a wider-than-stiletto heel; I needed that, just in case the ground was soft on May the 20th! I had thought about some sort of veil, certainly a wedding tradition, but, you know, I didn't need one. I wanted to march up to David with my head held high and proud!
And besides, it saved us money!
We had everything put in garment bags, because Dave wasn't allowed to see the dress before our wedding day.
There were other things to do, like wedding invitations. I don't know how many of my old friends will be able to come, since the Parkers' farm is like two hours away. And I've got to admit it: I've kind of lost touch with most of my friends from high school. It's been almost three years, and while some of my classmates went to UK, none of my real friends did, so the only times I ever had to see them was during the summers when I was back. We had fun then, spending a lot of time at the community pool, showing off just how tiny a bikini we could get into without having the cops show up, working on our tans, and teasing the boys, but really, we just drifted away from each other. I was sure that Hannah, my bestie from high school would show up, but even with her, we'd drifted too far apart for me to even ask her to be a bridesmaid and have to spring for a dress; her family was no better off than mine. I knew Amanda would be there for me, as my Maid of Honor, but, you know what, for a small wedding, I didn't really need a whole troop of bridesmaids.