Well,
crap!
I'd never minded showering with the guys before, and actually I pretty much enjoyed it. It had always been fun to see them getting turned on, especially the ones who'd wanted me but couldn't have me. But now that I had Dave, all of a sudden I didn't find the other guys in the shower nearly as exciting.
And it turned out not to be three guys, but four! Four girls, with four boyfriends, laughing it up and having a good old time. There were supposedly individual shower stalls in this gang bathroom, but the privacy curtains had disappeared long ago, and even the curtain rods were gone. I kept my back to the crowd, but that didn't make much difference: I was the tallest girl on the floor, and everyone who knew me could recognize me from behind. I heard a couple of the guys yell, "Hey, Marcy" to me, and all that I could do was wave.
Then it got worse: when I saw who the guys were, I knew that I'd gone out with two of them before. One of them, another guy named Dave, had the good sense not to say anything dumb while he was with the girl he'd spent last night with, but the other, a guy I only knew by his nickname, Crash - how the Hell do you get a nickname like that? - noticed when I did turn around that I'd quit shaving my pussy, and had to comment on me "letting her grow out again," like it was any of his fucking business. His girlfriend giggled, I guess because she was shaved bare as a baby's bottom. Finally, I got pissed and said, "Take a good look, 'cause an eyeful is all that you're going to get." I towel-dried my hair, toweled the rest of me off, and headed back to my dorm room, with just the towel wrapped around me; I didn't want to take the time to put on the oversized t-shirt I slept in back on.
Amanda was still in the room when I got back there, and I warned her that there were four guys in the bathroom, showering with their girlfriends. She was surprised that I was pissed about this, because she'd seen me showing off deliberately in the past. Heck, half of the adjoining floors' guys had seen me in the shower before, and I had never hurried back out of the shower before just because there were guys in there; she teased me that I must really have it bad for Dave if this stuff bothered me now. I was still wrapped in my towel, blow-drying my hair when I told her to call Eric and see if he wanted to shower with her.
"Nope, at least not yet. I told you that I'm taking it slow with him."
"Well, I don't notice you running to the showers, to show off for those four other guys, either."
"Marcy, I do need a shower, but I've still got a little time before I have to take one. No sense me messing up stuff for their girlfriends."
"Yeah, that's an excuse." Amanda could tell that I was still a bit pissed, and the subject got dropped.
"You still going camping tonight, still being on the rag and all?"
"Dave said it would be OK, that I just had to stow the used tampons in an air-tight baggie, so the bears wouldn't smell them."
"Bears? You're going out camping where there are
bears
in the woods?"
I laughed at that, and told her I'd ragged Dave about trying to turn me into Purina Bear Chow. I had a few minutes before I had to leave for class, so I checked the forecast on my phone and picked out the right clothes for a couple of days out in the woods; The Weather Channel mentioned that there was a good chance of rain, and that might not be fun. At least Amanda hadn't asked me if I was going to screw Dave while I was still on my period, because I didn't have an answer for that one myself yet. I guessed that if he wanted to, I would, but I wasn't sure just how we'd avoid a mess in the tent if we did. For all the screwing around that I've done, I never have during my period before.
Class dragged on and on today, but at least I had all of my papers done and handed in on time. I got lucky in that none of my professors assigned much homework for over the weekend, so I wouldn't have to worry about that when I wanted to spend time with my boyfriend.
I got done at 2:00, and texted Dave to see where he was.
Heading over to the Student Center, hoping to walk you back to my place.
OK, that worked, and I texted back that I'd be there in ten minutes. There is a big TV lounge inside, with a 60-inch high def TV always going, and that's where I caught up with him. I liked greeting him with a kiss, because I knew that he liked being seen with me. Yeah, he was kind of modest and kind of shy, but he was still a guy, and he liked showing off that he had a cute girlfriend.
Still, while maybe I was cute, I hadn't been making much of an effort at it. Oh, I knew that being 5'9 and skinny caught peoples' eyes, but I had been dressing simply, just jeans and shirts, my hair pulled back in a ponytail, and I hadn't been bothering with make-up since last Friday night. Dave liked it, and I was noticing that I was getting just as much attention from other people as I did when I dressed fancier and wore my warpaint. That kind of boosted my own ego some.
We were headed up Rose Street, on the way to his apartment when the clouds started to roll in. By the time we got to Dave's place it was starting to sprinkle, and he asked me if maybe there was something else I'd like to do for the weekend, since the forecast was so iffy.
Well, there had been one thing on my mind, and it had kind of worried me, but I took the plunge. "Yeah, there is something else I'd like to do, if you think that you're ready for it." I know that I had a serious look on my face, and it was obvious that Dave was concerned.
"Uh oh, what?" Dave was fumbling with his apartment door lock.
"OK, first I need to tell you about something that happened this morning. I went in to get my shower this morning, and after I was already in there, under the shower, four guys and their girlfriends came in to shower and play around as well. I mean, nothing happened between me and them, but the guys spent plenty of time eyeballing me."
"Is that what the dorms are like?" Dave asked me.
"Pretty much, yeah. Blanding is a coed dorm, with men and women on alternating floors, and yeah, stuff like that happens kind of a lot. Not every day, mind you, but a lot, especially on Friday and Saturday nights. Does this bother you?"
"I guess that it shouldn't, but a little bit, yeah."
I hadn't realized that it was going to do this, but Dave's answer felt wonderful to me. The guys I'd been with before, they never cared if I was showing off in the showers. Heck, they wanted to join me. Dave actually cared, cared enough to be a bit jealous. Maybe I shouldn't look at jealousy as caring, but I knew that was what it meant for Dave.
"Well, that brings up the something else I was thinking about doing. This is pretty serious, and I want a serious answer, an answer that you think about before you give it to me." Dave was looking at me hard, using those blue-grey eyes of his to try to look into my brain. "We kind of flirted about me moving in next semester, but, if you're ready, I'd like to go ahead and do it now."
Dave looked stunned for a second, and then that huge, winning smile of his crossed his face. "Marcy, I don't have to think about it anymore, because I've already thought about it. Yes, absolutely, I'd love it, I'd love to be with you forever."
"Forever is a long time, Dave, and you need to mean what you say."
"Marce, you're my first love, you know that, and right now, I don't know any other way to think about you. I love you so much, as much as I understand this feeling anyway."
"OK, second thing I'd like to do this weekend, since it's raining pretty good right now." It had started sprinkling as we had gotten to Dave's apartment, but it was pouring now. "Have you told your folks about me yet?"
"No, I haven't talked to my mom since I met you."
Well," I began, "maybe normally this would be too early, but if I'm really going to move in here, I want to meet your family, and I want you to meet my mom. I mean, it's got to happen sometime, so it might as well be now."
Dave looked kind of stunned again, but adapted quickly, and said yes. We went ahead and planned on Saturday with my mom, and Sunday going to meet his folks. They were in opposite directions anyway, with Dave's folks living on a small farm on the Kentucky River in Estill County, while my mom lived to the west, in Shelbyville. That wouldn't leave much move-in time this weekend, but we could get that part done during the following week. We both called our families, to make the arrangements.
To say that my mother was surprised is an understatement. She knew that I had been too much of a wild child, and was surprised to find out that I had a real, honest-to-goodness boyfriend. Saturday went really well, and mom liked Dave, a lot. She whispered to me, when Dave excused himself to hit the bathroom, that he was a keeper and I'd better not screw this up. I told her I sure would try not to, and that I was going to move in with him this coming week. She actually appreciated the fact that not staying in the dorms would save some money; Dave's apartment won't cost anymore with two people in it rather than one. Mom wanted to buy us a housewarming present, but I told her no: a single woman, still trying to keep up with the house she once shared with my father was a strain on her, and she really didn't have any spare money. Dave had already figured out that we weren't that well off, and he went right along with me on this. After the day was over, we headed back to Lexington for the night, preparing to go see his parents on Sunday. I was still trying to figure out if I was ready for that, but knew it had to happen.
Dave was pretty happy about the meeting with my mom, but I hadn't been worried about that at all; I knew that she'd like him. What sacred me to death was meeting his parents, because I was the one with the past, not Dave, and I was worried that his mother, and his sisters, if they were there, would see right through me.
Dave hadn't pushed the issue of sex with me Friday night, I guess because of my period, and we had slept cuddled next to each other, with some soft kisses, but that was it. Waking up next to Dave Saturday morning felt different, the first time I had slept with a man without it being just to screw, and I could tell just how much he loved me, and how very normal this all was. On Saturday, I really wasn't interested in sex; I was just too worried about meeting Dave's parents, and my period was still gushing. Dave understood, and once again, we drifted off to sleep like a long-time couple, two people who loved each other but who were no longer desperate for sex.
But, by Sunday morning, I was just plain horny. Waking up next to Dave, seeing his chest slowly rise and fall, looking at his hair just being long enough to have a bedhead tousle to it, I simply had to have him. He was laying there, naked, still asleep, with his morning erection, when I lowered my head to take him in my mouth.