Ivy didn't say much on the drive home. She seemed lost in a world of her own, pulling the fur coat tight around herself and tucking into the corner of the car's front seat. After reaching the apartment, Ivy disappeared into the bathroom for a long time. Going over to the bathroom door, Mike could hear the sound of a shower and sobbing.
Mike mixed himself a drink at the bar, vodka martini very cold. He kicked back on the couch.
After a while Ivy came out, wrapped in towels. She perched on the couch with him, as far away as possible, not meeting his eyes.
"I went to kill him, Mike, you believe that. I I had way in and I did it. I got into office."
Mike grunted noncommittally.
"Mike., it was only way. I told him Lin Fat sent me to make up, to make nice. I think he believe me, Mike, I rearry did."
Mike grunted again.
"He take me in his office and I sit on desk. I let the fur coat fall down. You know I have nothing on under."
Ivy continued to avoid Mike's eyes, staring at the floor between them as if it held some fascination for her.
"He's old man, Mike. Old, wrinkly and pervert. He look at me sitting on his desk naked, only that fur coat up around my legs and he pull out his little dick and play with it. He's gross and pot bellied like pig, Mike. He don't come close and he don't touch me. He just reer at my tits and wank himself."
"Okay," Mike said.
"He call in hatchet-men. A big Fรฉi zhลซ. He huge and ugly. The Fรฉi zhลซ strip his black suit and tightie whities off and walk to me. His ugly dick was already up and waving around as he walk over. His balls were like a horse, hairy and hang to his knees. He grin at me, Mike, his fat lips pull back and show his rotten teeth. He put his fat hands on my breast and he squeeze hard.
Ivy took a moment to glance quickly up at Mike, then returned to staring at the floor.
"I kick him in the nuts, Mike. I kick him as hard as I can with pointy shoes and hurt him bad. I kick his nuts right back up into his belly. He bend forward at the waist and his head was close me so I stuck him with push knife. He go down with blood shoot from his neck. He have this stupid look on fat face, like he not believe what happening to him. Then big boss start screaming and many goon came in, grab me and take me out his office. That when you show up, Mike."
Mike pulled out a cigar case and opened it, removing a fat Cuban cigar, a Juan Lopez Seleccion No.1, and carefully clipped the end off.
"Mike I don't want go there like that, but it's only way to get close enough."
He peeled off a match and struck it between the matchbook covers, brought it up to the cigar tip and puffed it alight.
"I thought I get close enough to knife him, but he know, Mike, he know."
Mike knew she wanted him to tell her it was alright. He just didn't feel like telling her it was. It didn't feel alright.
"Mike," Ivy said beseechingly, and he pulled her down onto his shoulder. They stayed like that a long time, on the couch, until her breathing changed to that of sleeper. Mike was thinking about how nice it was to have her there with him. Wishing it could last.
Mike picked up and carried her into the bedroom. He laid her carefully on the bed and pulled a cover over. Then he sat in the nearby La-Z-Boy, thinking and smoking the cigar.
The Tong was not going to let this affront go. They would come after Ivy, sure as Kennedy would be the next President of the United States. All Ivy had accomplished in her assassination attempt was to make the situation worse.