It pleased me that Daniel didn't offer to help with my baggage until I struggled. Once it was off the luggage rack, I managed fine, swinging my leather holdall over a shoulder, lining up its weight with the leg I still had.
My lightweight composite adjustable forearm crutches had solid handgrips that were simple to use and very effective. I was impressed that Daniel hovered close enough to rescue me if needed while giving the impression that was the last thing he would do.
"Where are you going from here?"
"I don't know, Ella."
"What do you mean?"
"I have five days off before my next flight to Thailand. The company hotel booking service will accommodate me anywhere I want."
We stood on the railway platform while other passengers rushed towards the exit or to find connecting trains. It was chilly and noisy with haunting echoes from powerful diesel locomotive engines reverberating off a vaulted iron girder and corrugated steel roof where pigeons flapped wildly.
The way we stood, isolated and facing each other, felt like homecoming or perhaps a fond farewell. I couldn't figure out which. My fingers trembled, and I was sure that for the first time in a week, my hormones surged, making me feel alive.
My heart thumped harder, as though stressing the tumultuous decision before me.
Does he get a chance with me?
Do I have a chance with him?
Can this actually work?
"I have to wait until the risk of someone bowling me over has passed by."
"That suits me too, Ella."
"Why though?"
"Because if you won't take my hint, the pain of failure is further away."
"You want me to tell you where I live so you can book a hotel nearby, right?"
I beamed, growing ever more fond of his kind and amusing nature. I could imagine us enjoying dinner, a peaceful walk, albeit a short one for now, and perhaps more.
"I hope it was romantically obvious, rather than me sounding like a stalker, Ella."
"Are you?"
"Romantic?"
"I can see that for myself, Daniel. What I don't know is whether you are a stalker?"
He looked thoughtful for a moment and that worried me. If a guy has to consider whether or not he is a stalker, then only a fool wouldn't feel the trepidation I did right now.
"Can you define your understanding of what is a stalker for me, please, Ella?"
"Hmm... I'll confess right now that you're on thin ice. Why don't you define how much of a stalker you might be?"
"Okay... okay... let me think for a minute."
He really did think quite hard about it and I was stuck somewhere between hopping away at full speed or laughing at his incredible comedic personality. I waited, unafraid because I am a fearless person anyway, but also, the platform had plenty of cops and other officials I could scream at for help.
"Okay, I've got it."
"Go ahead, Daniel, please. I'm somewhat in suspense."
I smiled encouragingly, with no idea what might come out of his mouth next.
"Can you imagine that our night of dancing leads to a second date and things go well between us?"
"Okay. I can picture that happening."
"Would it be fair to say that, in the future, I might reasonably declare my love for you and that you may reciprocate?"
"That isn't a stretch to believe, but where are you going with this?"
"So... if we argued one day, and you ran off somewhere, then I searched the entire world, tearing up mountains and draining oceans looking for you to make things right... would that be considered stalking?"
"Okay, Daniel. I live right here in Central. I'll give you my number. Please book your hotel and let me know when it's convenient for me to join you there for a drink."
"So I win a first date?"
"If you consider me a prize, then yes, Daniel, you win."
"I consider you the only prize, Ella."
If I were in a more stable frame of mind and in better control of my disabled condition, I might have bedded him on the platform. Daniel oozed confidence without being conceited and, based on early evidence only, was probably the most thoughtful guy I'd ever met. As we walked towards the ticket inspectors, I cursed my bad fortune at having lost a leg.