I wasn't always like this. It just seemed to come out of blue. I was sitting at work, minding my own business as usual. There was nothing special about today; it was a day just like all the others before it.
I had to work on a day that most of my coworkers had off so it was just me, my supervisor and another coworker in the office. Actually, it was pretty much just me alone in the office because the other two were out on the property most of the day.
Now, I won't lie, the events that lead to my amazing afternoon weren't planned but I also can't say I didn't want it to happen.
I'd been looking at my coworker, Matthew, for quite some time now. He's a very attractive man with a great ass! To be honest, I never in a million years figured he reciprocated my feelings of lust. I'm not exactly what I figured was his type; I'm not tall, blonde and slender. I have had many dreams about him, nothing too risquΓ©, just he and I together, holding each other, kissing and touching. I really liked the feelings he gave me in those dreams and I must say I secretly wished something would happen between the two of us.
Today he came in, avoided as he did most days (which is why I always assumed he didn't care much for me). I had to ask him a question and went into his office to talk to him. He was just getting ready to walk out the door to meet with my supervisor when I walked in with my papers. To keep myself from bumping into him I put my hand out to stop myself. It rested on his chest and I could feel his warmth under his shirt. I didn't want him to know I was slightly aroused by something as simple as touching his covered chest, so I pulled my hand away quickly, maybe a little too quickly. He was a bit surprised and said "I don't bite you know". I just smiled weakly, handed him the papers without asking my question and walked away feeling like a dope.
The rest of the morning was pretty boring; the phones didn't ring much so my supervisor decided to leave early.
"Matt will lock up after you leave at 5:00, just make sure you shut off the lights, you know the routine. Have a good afternoon Marianne."
"Yes Pete, I know, you have a good afternoon too!" I said and waved good-bye, relieved to be alone in the office.
About an hour later I heard Matthew walk in, I didn't look up I just kept working. He called me into his office to get some papers to copy. I made the copies and brought them back to him. He was standing in the middle of his office just staring at me I was curious so I stared back. His gaze was beginning to stir something inside me so I had to look away; I didn't want him to know how he affected me. I had to work with this man; if he knew I had a crush on him I thought it would be too embarrassing to see him everyday.
"Are you feeling okay Marianne? You don't look so good."
"I'm fine Matthew, do I look sick or something?"
"Oh no, don't get me wrong, you look great, you just look uncomfortable."
"Well, I'm okay, thanks for asking though" and I turned to walk away. He touched my arm and it sent electric shocks through my whole body.
"What's your rush, I'm not done looking at the papers you brought earlier."
"Oh, right, sorry" I tried to smile but I think it came out more like a grimace because he laughed.
"Why are you so nervous around me all of the sudden? Is it because you touched my chest earlier? You know, it's no big deal."
"Really? Okay, I just didn't want you to think I was trying to flirt, you know, sexual harassment, crossing a line, nothing like that" I rambled on. He laughed again.
"Don't worry, I wasn't offended and I didn't feel that you crossed any line. In fact, it was sort of nice."
"It was!" I tried to sound calm, but the look on my face must have given away my surprise that he liked me touching him.
"Yes, it was! Don't be so surprised. Why do you think I avoid you most days?"
"I sort of figured it was because you didn't like me much. I notice you talk to everyone in the office a lot but you only talk to me when you have to."
"It's not because I don't like you, just the opposite, I'm attracted to you, that's why I avoid you. I was afraid other people in the office would notice the way I look at you"
"I never even noticed you looking at me why would anyone else?"
"You never did? Really? I guess I must be better at hiding it than I thought" he chuckled nervously.
With that said, he took a step closer to me. The butterflies in my stomach were growing and I felt a little lightheaded. He just stared at me, his deep blue eyes melting me. I wanted to speak but I didn't know what to say. He moved a little closer and I took a step back hitting the open door. He reached behind me to close the door and his chest pressed against mine. My breath caught in my throat and my nipples got instantly hard, I just knew he could feel them against his chest. I was right because he looked down and smiled at me. He leaned even closer causing me to back up against the now closed door, pressing his body against me. At this point I could feel why he was smiling; he had a huge erection! It was now pressed firmly against my belly, he pressed harder and I let out a soft moan. By now I was so aroused I could hardly see straight, all I knew was that I wanted him.
The feeling must have been mutual because he leaned down and softly kissed me on the lips, he put both arms around me and pulled me closer to him. He slowly licked my lips with his soft warm tongue and gently slipped it into my mouth. I couldn't hold back my cries and I let out a loud moan that made him grab me harder and kiss me more passionately. His tongue was like fire in my mouth, dancing with my tongue, rubbing against my teeth then against the roof of my mouth. It was so intense that I almost came just by his kiss. I put both arms around him and held on tightly afraid that I would collapse in ecstasy.
I began to run my hands up and down his back then down to his firm ass; I squeezed it and pulled him even closer to me. I could feel his hard cock getting even harder as it rubbed against my belly; it felt so good that I had to touch it. I slowly reached my hands around and began to massage his swollen cock through his jeans, this time it was his turn to moan. He stopped kissing my mouth and began making his way down my neck to my breasts. The feeling of his warm mouth on my neck turned me on so much more that I started to unbutton his jeans and reach in to feel his cock through his boxers. This drove him even wilder and he pulled my sweater down to expose my bra. He didn't waste any time with unhooking it, he just reached in and pulled my breasts out so he could kiss and suck my hard nipples.