This is a small homage to one of my favorite Christmas movies. I hope you enjoy reading it.
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Gabriel couldn't believe his good fortune. After waiting for a hundred years, he was being given another chance. Finally, he would be able to earn his wings. He had failed on his first assignment, but this time he wouldn't make another mistake.
He entered Nicholas's chamber and saw the angel waiting patiently for him.
"Are you prepared Gabriel?"
"Yes Nicholas. I shall not fail him a second time."
"He believes you won't," Nicholas said kindly.
"What am I to do?"
"You are needed to help a lost soul," he replied.
With a wave of Nicholas's hand images of the earthly world appeared before them. The images soon focused on a young woman crossing a busy intersection. Black curls framed her heart-shaped face. Striking amber colored eyes peered out beneath long sooty lashes. A straight and slender nose rested above a lush pink mouth. Gabriel thought that she was incredibly lovely.
"She is your assignment. Her name is Mariah Hallowell and in a few hours she will jump off a bridge to her death."
Gabriel couldn't believe it. This beautiful girl seemed to have the whole world in front of her. What would cause her to end her own life?
"Why would she do such a thing?" he asked.
"Mariah has suffered a great many losses recently," Nicholas said, his voice full of sympathy. "Her mother died of cancer, her husband betrayed and abandoned her, and a few months ago she miscarried her first child with little chance of conceiving another. I'm afraid that she has lost all hope."
Gabriel was immensely saddened by her story. It was a lot of misfortune for one person to bear. He looked at her image more closely and saw the grief and despair radiating from her.
"I promise to do all I can to help you Mariah Hallowell," he vowed. "I shall help you find hope again."
*****
A long time ago, Mariah Hallowell used to love Christmas. It was without a doubt her most favorite holiday. There was a certain magic to it that the other holidays lacked. The world just seemed better, brighter somehow. It really did feel like a time when miracles happened.
Then her mother died last Christmas and then the holiday didn't seem as magical anymore. After that, the rest of her life began falling apart. She lost her husband and then she lost her baby. Losing her husband had hurt but losing her baby almost killed her. She had no one and nothing to live for; she didn't even have the hope of having another child one day. Going through the motions of each passing day had become unbearable.
It was Christmas Eve and her loneliness felt even more overwhelming, but soon she was going to end it. Mariah stared at the cold rushing waters of the river below her and thought if the fall didn't kill her then the hypothermia would. Her body was trembling, she didn't know if it was from the cold or her nerves. It's now or never, she told herself and then lifted one booted foot onto a lower rail. She hoisted herself up and got one leg over the railing.
"It's quite beautiful out here."
Mariah froze in place and silently cursed. She made sure no one was around, where did this person suddenly appear from? She then turned her head and was taken aback by the stranger standing near her.
It wasn't the fact that he was probably the handsomest man she'd ever seen that left her speechless, it was that he seemed to be glowing from within. It was silly but he seemed to radiated goodness and warmth. He looked almost otherworldly.
"Don't you think so?" he asked, giving her a dazzling smile.
Mariah nodded and couldn't help but be mesmerized by his crystalline blue eyes.
"Although I think the view is much better from this side of the barrier," he softly said.
"Please just leave me alone," she quietly pleaded.
"I can't," he replied and then gently circled his hand over her upper arm.
"You can't help me. No one can help me."
"You're wrong about that, but I'm not here to help you," he announced.
"You're not?"
"No," he said with a smile. "I here to kiss you."
Before she knew what was happening, the stranger lifted her off the railing and was carrying her in his arms. She began to protest but was silenced when his mouth came down upon hers.
At first, Mariah was too stunned to do anything, but then soon felt lost in the pleasure of his kiss. His lips were soft and firm at the same time. When his tongue sought entry into her mouth, she eagerly opened her lips. He tasted like sweet dark honey and she couldn't get enough.
Mariah briefly realized that she was on her feet again and was pressed wantonly against the handsome stranger. Her hands were around his neck and her fingers buried in his silky black hair. In her mind, she thought it seemed rather unfair that a man should have such luxuriously soft hair.
She didn't know how long they had been kissing, but she knew she didn't want to stop. This was the most alive she felt in months, perhaps ever. Her whole being seemed to be humming with energy. She loudly moaned when she felt his hands cup her ass, causing her belly to press closer against his large erection. It was crazy but she wanted this man to take her here and now. She wanted him to bury himself deep inside her over and over again until they were both spent.
Suddenly much to her disappointment, he began to pull away from her slowly. She actually whimpered when their lips parted.
"I haven't kissed a woman like that for a long time," he said, breathing heavily.
"Me too," she replied. "I meant a man for me."
He grinned at her and she felt her knees weaken. What was it about him? She had never had such an overwhelming physical response to anyone before.
"Who are you?"
"My name is Gabriel," he said, brushing a lock of hair that the wind blew into eyes. "What is your name?"
"Mariah," she replied, leaning her face into his warm palm.
"It's nice to meet you Mariah," he responded. "It's brutally cold out here. Can I buy you a cup of coffee? We can talk about anything you want to or maybe I can just listen."
Mariah shook her head in the negative. She didn't feel like talking, but she didn't want him to leave her yet.
"Gabriel, will you walk me home?"
"Yes. I would love to," he said without hesitation.
*****
Gabriel hadn't expected this turn of events. He hadn't been sure how he was going to talk Mariah out of jumping, but when he saw her there looking so sad and beautiful all he wanted to do was kiss her, hold her against him, and comfort her. He also didn't expect the tremendous physical reaction he had to her. It took all his self-control just to pull away from her sweet lips.
They walked side by side, as they made their way to Mariah's apartment, which she said was just a few blocks away. The streets were quiet but he could see the bustling activity within the homes they passed. He saw Mariah steal some longing glances towards some of them and saw her face grow glum. He took hold of her hand to bring her attention back to him.
She gave him a small sad smile.
"Where did you come from Gabriel? Don't you have a family to be with tonight on Christmas Eve?"
"My parents and siblings passed away a long time ago."
"I'm sorry," she said and then gave his hand a comforting squeeze.
"Thank you."
They had walked about another block when she quietly said, "My mother died last Christmas Eve. I miss her so much it hurts."
Gabriel wrapped an arm around her shoulders and pulled her close to his side. "I'm so very sorry sweetheart."
Tears began flowing down her cheeks. She wiped them away but she couldn't stop crying. Gabriel stopped walking and held her in his arms as she wept into his chest.
Minutes passed before he felt Mariah relax and finish her crying. His heart actually ached seeing her in so much pain. When he heard her sniffling, he reached into his pocket and gave her a handkerchief.
"You're the first person I've met who still carries a handkerchief," she said before wiping her very red nose.
"Well I keep one just in case a beautiful woman needs to cry in my arms."
"Do women cry in your arms often?"
"No," he said, smiling. "Not very many."
"Is there a woman in your life right now?"
"No. I wouldn't have kissed you if there was," he replied. "I believe in being faithful to the person you're with."
She seemed pleased with his answer.
*****
Mariah led Gabriel up to her third floor apartment. It was strange being home again since she never expected to be back. She unlocked the door to her apartment and they went inside.
"Let me just turn the heat on. It's so cold in here," she said. "You can hang your coat in the closet over there."
Now that they were finally here at her place, Mariah felt a little nervous and was unsure what to do next. Did he expect a cup of coffee or did he expect to spend the night in her bed? Even before she had married, she hadn't been the type to invite men over to her house upon just meeting them. However, Gabriel seemed different and she felt safe in his presence.
When she turned around to face him, she saw that he already divested himself out of his outerwear. A thin black cashmere sweater and dark gray slacks fit his muscled form to perfection. The sheer size and breadth of him made her small cozy apartment feel even smaller.
Mariah took off her coat and compared to him she felt very shabby wearing her old college sweater and worn jeans.
"Here let me get that for you," he offered, taking her coat and hanging it next to his.
"Would you like a cup of coffee?" she asked, as he walked back towards her.
"No thanks."