I watched the hands tick on the clock, waiting for the class to be over. I wasn't sure what I was going to do as far as Casey goes. Were we friends? I mean the sexual tension was blatantly obvious, but did that mean anything? I only knew his name. How old was he? How tall was he? What's his last name? Does he have a dog back at home? What's his favorite color? What is a friend if you don't even know them?
Currently I was sitting in the last class of the day, awaiting the moment that I can eat that hot pocket that I had saved in my freezer. This time I had actually written my name on it so my roommate wouldn't eat it this time. Casey was running marathons in my head and it was getting annoying. I couldn't focus on my schoolwork for the life of me. Come on, Stella, get it together! I told myself so that I wouldn't get in trouble.
The bell rang at last! I packed up my stuff and made my way out the door towards my dorm room. I couldn't help but glance around for Casey on the way. When I didn't see him, I shrugged it off and continued walking. When I made it to my room, I could hear noise coming from inside. Of course, I thought nothing of it and went inside to find my roommate on the couch... With a guy.
"Oh my god!" we both yelled simultaneously and I quickly ran out of the room again. My heart pounded in my chest as I leaned against the door. I let go of the breath that I was holding and started chuckling to myself. "Stella! Wait!" she called from inside. I could hear the guy arguing with her to not go, but Jennifer wasn't having it. By the time she opened the door, I was sitting on the ground laughing. "Stella?" Jennifer asked, confused.
"I'm sorry, Jen, I didn't realize that's what was going on. I thought you were just cleaning." I chuckled. She started giggling too and she helped me up.
"No, clearly not cleaning." she said and I walked in. Jace was standing in front of the couch, still in his underwear, looking more confused than I've ever seen him. I've only been here for a week though so that's not saying much. Jennifer and Jace ended up just going to his room instead and I was left alone with nothing else to do. I locked the door behind me and went off to my room. I grabbed my book that I was currently reading and dove into it.
"I love that you're broken. It makes you who you are and that's what makes you so perfect. You're so beautiful, every part of you. All of those scars, all of your emotion, all of your body, it's the most beautiful thing I have ever seen."
I read those words until I was drowning in them. I wasn't a very broken person, but if I were, I know that I would be swooned by words like that. The characters began getting hot and heavy and it was turning me on, making the heat between my legs hotter. As I read on, my breathing was heavier, I was aroused, and I was biting my lip. I wished I could have a romance like that. My hand slowly made its way down my pants and into dangerous territory.
I closed my eyes and thought about the characters and the way they danced together in romance, making love through the night until they can't anymore. I thought about how much I wanted someone to touch me like that. I wanted someone to make love to me and fall asleep in their arms. I started moaning as I pleasured myself, getting faster and faster on my hot, wet, skin. My hand began to feel clammy, being kept inside the jeans that I was wearing.
I stood up and slowly pulled my pants off, picturing someone else doing it for me. I wish someone was there to tell me how soft my skin was and how beautiful my curves were. Suddenly I started thinking about Casey saying that to me.
* "Stella." he whispers to me as his lips meet my lower abdomen. His voice is deep and sensually arousing. "You are the most beautiful woman ever." he grants me another kiss. *
I flop back down onto my bed, touching and playing with myself some more, engulfed by every heated wave that rushed through me. I bit my lip some more, moaning and before too long, I began to speak.
"Oh fuck." I breathed out heavily.
* "Stella." Casey's voice came into my head again. I loved hearing it that way. I could feel myself getting close to cumming. "Cum for me, baby." he says as he gingerly licks my clit, sending electricity through me. *
"I'm gonna cum." I whisper to him in my mind. I pull off my shirt and am stripped down to just a bra and panties since I was getting too hot. My whole body began to dampen in sweat. I was so turned on and I was really working myself at every angle that I could get to. I slipped my fingers inside and made slow, circular motions against my walls, completely drenching them in my heat and arousal. Finally, I was so close to cumming when someone knocked on my door. I gasped and immediately held my breath. No. I really hope nobody was listening in on me.
"Hold on." I called, panicking and throwing my clothes on in a hurry. When I got to the door, I growled and made a really angry face, flipping off whoever was behind the door for interrupting me. I quickly opened it, fake smiling until I saw that it was Jace. "Jace?" I exhaled and he looked a little embarrassed. His hand raised his hand and touched the back of his neck in nervousness.
"Yeah. I'm really sorry to interrupt. Um." he looked inside and his eyebrows furrowed when he didn't see what he probably expected. I stood at the door frame and closed the door until it was touching my arm.
"It's nothing. Do you need something?" I asked, getting a little more annoyed.