Seriously girl, hear me out? If we were not stuck inside physical bodies most likely you and I would be merging our energy bodies towards oneness right now. But you are all the way over there and I am all the way over here. The physical body is always limiting. But it is also exiting and enhancing, and it's all we know right now. In the case of energy merging all I could tell you is that our energy bodies merged. I could not give you any detail beyond that.
When it comes down to the physical body I can give you all kinds of detail, and I can visualize it. I can visualize how I'd touch a breast of yours before I'd undress you. I would squeeze it, feel it's firmness, it's fullness and it's sensitivity. My hand would reach up to touch the softness of the cheek of your ever so delicate face. And my lips would move forward to meet yours. Our lips would speak the same language. And our lips would have a lot to say, lots and lots. About gentle and soft experiences and about wild and animalistic experiences. And our tongues would go wild trying to express the universal messages of love that we are able to capture in that moment.
I would undress you with my eyes before I'd undress you with my hands. Every bit of skin that I'd expose I'd claim to be mine by placing a kiss on it. Some places I wanna claim as mine more than other places. For example your nipples. Your big and outstanding nipples, full of blood and excitement, waiting for my lips, my tongue and my teeth; biting down ever so gentle, yet ever so intense.
This would all be taking place in my weekend house in the woods. The windows are open letting in the fresh air and sounds of birds and the rustling of the leaves on this warn summer's day. The veil curtains and the breeze are trying to reach you to cover your ever more naked body. We are close by a window and at times the veil curtain does cover you and accentuates and helps celebrate the curves of your divine body. The darkness of your skin contrasting the whiteness of these curtains.
I hear the frogs outside and I realize that as soon as you place your first kiss on my lips I will turn into quite the noble prince. Royal blood will start running through my veins and I will shine with such pride. The trumpets will announce my arrival and the flags will be waving wherever I go.
I undress myself and push you up against the wall between 2 windows. My body is trying to press you into the white plaster wall so that I may have an imprint of your perfect body for the rest of my life. No luck so far, but I'll keep trying. And every time I press my body fully against yours you whimper from a deep felt pleasure. Our eyes meet and slowly our lips move in closer. But they are held back, first our foreheads meet, followed by our noses and in the end our breath. Making the introduction by breathing deeply into one another and heralding all that what is to come.
And when you move in all of a sudden with such hunger from the fullness of your lips to cover mine I explode with sensations all over my body. My body this lifetime, from past lifetimes and future lifetimes. Giving me such a shock that in that lifetime when I was tightrope walker I almost fell into Niagara Falls. Or did I? Cause it sure felt like it.
And I can't wait till the next time I hurt myself so I can see my royal blue blood run out of me. And no mater how big the cut, I will not bandage it even if my life depended on it. I have waited too long to return back to being part of that royal bloodline after being cast away for my arrogant mistakes. But now that I've been humbled I feel worthy again, and I receive my blessings with nothing but gratitude.
Church bells in the far distance are ringing. The wind picked up and the veil curtains that reach down to the floor from both windows are now covering us. We are like a marble Rodin statue that just like all his work really captures the intensity of all the different emotions being expressed through one physical embrace so strongly that it puts mythology to shame. And even if Zeus himself came down from mount Olympus right now to take you as his lover I am not worried. The strength you bring out in me is far superior to all the powers of all the Gods combined.
Your sweet nectar aroma brings me back into the moment and I realize it is time for me to go home. Home inside that cathedral, the bells have been ringing the doors are opening wider and wider. And the organ is breathing air so filled with passion that the Gods use a similar grade to heal all their wounds instantly with, so that eternal life and youth is an easy task to perform.
My super hard penis is at your opening. An opening that feels so wet and moist it feels like I am about to be baptized and forgiven for all my sins. I am a believer!
I lift up your right leg which allows for even easier entrance. I like Jesus throw out all the vendors and salesmen from that place of worship. This is one place in the world that is not for sale. And those that have paid money to enter here are those mortals who only value fool's gold.
Because the real thing is not for sale. You could try to sell your soul, but even that won't work. You can grab a silver platter and try to serve your soul as an offering and you might get lucky. But it's essence can never ever be fathomed by luck, let alone be affected by it in any way or form.
Something that is so powerful every religion has set itself against it but only out if fear and never out of wisdom. And all religions were able to build its self up only because this feminine essence is so strong. Any religion would collapse in seconds if it wasn't for this feminine essence that it is bracing itself against. But no religion will ever acknowledge such a thing. How could they if they don't even understand it.
And I am about to enter this place of worship, this place of transformation this oracle of human potential.
But realizing all this I can't, and I drop to my knees in worship. I cover your gateway to heaven with kisses. I bring my hands together in prayer that I might be worthy to enter. And I pray that I might be blessed with the knowledge to know how to awaken mother ekstasis so fully and voluptuously into your shapely body that she will stick around forever.
And if I was to erect a statue in honor of God I wouldn't erect anything at all. Not because he declared that no such thing could be done in his likeness, but because I believe that it's likeness is truly the space in between the walls behind that door that I'm looking at from only inches away in this moment in time. It's the space that the feminine holds so intensely, whether she has her legs wrapped around you or whether you are simply in the same room as her enjoying a fresh cup of tea. It makes you stand up, it makes you be a man, it makes you learn to show up no matter what the challenges are, or what the wrong doings you might have endured in life have been.
I am so little and I have so much to learn. But here I am on my crush course towards love.
I see droplets lingering on your labia. My tongue licks every droplet from this deep well. Yet more and more droplets of your sweet nectar keep coming my way from this grotto of Delphi, and my tongue hovers there like a hummingbird. Something I can only do if I spread my wings as wide as possible.
I look up and see as much as I can that is not already covered by the veil curtains that are wrapped over our bodies. Luckily for me the fullness of your olive skinned breasts is allowing me to see your face through this well rounded cleavage frame. You smile at me and say, "I need you inside me!"
I usually don't do so well with commands. Declaring that I have free will and that I make my own choices.
But this is different, this is divine providence speaking to me. This is me learning that the great divine plan is still a mystery to me. But I have the best teacher in the whole world helping me onto my feet. So I am guaranteed to make headway soon.
I can't help but place my hands back on mount Olympus and mount Sinai. And both feel like they wanna erupt as soon as I touch them.
Your hand is on my super excited penis. Is that really mine? It seems way bigger than I've ever seen it. You pull whoever that is closer to your body to have it inside you. It stays connected to my body so that monster down there must be mine. Your eyes are looking deeply inside me, wanting me, desiring me. Which is amazing. After all I'm just a mere mortal born from very mortal parents in a regular house in a normal street. And there were no Gods overlooking the whole procedure as far as my knowledge goes. Two people having sex, popped a baby 9 months later that has been struggling to grow up ever since. But is now all of a sudden allowed to enter the holy of holies. Miracles after all do happen I guess. I sure as hell and heaven have prayed for this.
So if I have asked for this, and I am being called in. Why still resist it?
I immediately bend my knees like Beckham and this might not be posh but definitely spice. So I bring myself up, and in, and deep.
I have not even started to move yet let alone fuck. But I've already started to sweat all over my body. My best guess is that the purification has already started. And all toxins are being removed.
Your hands come up and grab my cheeks. You say, "You feel so good inside me." And you kiss me. You tilt your head to the left and our tongues do the spiral dance together. An ancient invocation to awaken the soul. This is a long and gradual process so make sure you come back to it often.