The reception was still going strong when Karen and I returned to the house. The plan had been to leave in the morning and we wanted to get a good nights rest before leaving.
"Hey Babe, lets sit for a minute, there are a few things we need to talk about before morning."
Karen knew my serious tone, and she was searching my eyes for a clue as she was walking into the front room to sit with me.
"What's going on? I saw you and Chris talking and judging from the look you had something is wrong. What is it?"
"After the thing we had happen at the airport I put some feelers out to find out about the shooter. I needed to know if it was a lone wolf or part of a bigger network. Chris was helping me on it, his contacts are a little more current than mine. We didn't get anything back until yesterday. It seems our guy attended a mosque that is on the terror watch list."
"But San Diego PD said it was a suicide thing." They didn't say anything about it being terror related."
"They wouldn't, they never made the suicide note public. They might not have even gone that far with their investigation. Even if they had it would be out of their hands now. Chris says the FBI is on it. And that the State debt. is even reviewing it. He had traveled to Syria, more than once. If it has the attention of the State Dept. the CIA is going to be all over it.
"But he didn't look Middle Eastern, he was white, I think, wasn't he? Gosh its all a blur now, it happened so fast. Even after you shot him I didn't look at him again. You shielded me from him. I barely even noticed him before. All of a sudden he had me by the neck, and all I saw was his gun and everyone panicking."
I don't think I have ever seen Karen like this before. She had the saddest expression I have ever seen on her face. This was clearly pulling up emotions she had buried. I was starting to see another side of this, one I always separated myself from. That's how we operated, it was business. As soon as we left the scene I put the wheels in motion checking on this guy, gathering intel. That's what we did in the security force. We didn't have time for emotion, it wasn't an asset to us. It only clouded things. Even the day it happened... it's strange, I separated my self from it somehow and looked for the angle. Its how we were trained. Slow it down, look for the angle, then hit the gas with overwhelming force. It's how we solved things.
"You ok?" Karen could see I was lost in my thoughts. Suddenly snapping me back to right now.
"Yah...I guess all of a sudden this got personal. I have stuffed the emotions of this. Until right now...I'm sorry, this is strange territory for me, I thought I could handle it like I always have. Treat it like an op. But its not an op. This is our lives. Its your life...
So, I think we need to delay leaving in the morning."
"Ok for how long, it's our honeymoon!" Karen looked disappointed.
"Here are my thoughts, we don't know enough about the captain the boat dealer is sending with us. I think what we do is Chris and I go on a training ride with our captain tomorrow morning. It will give us a chance to check him out some, while he is training me on the boat Chris will look through his belongings and see what this guy is about. It will delay us at least a day. Chris wants to be on the boat with us, I know its something Al would normally do, you had brought that up and I should have paid more attention. And if you want it to be him, I'm ok with that, just know Chris is willing."
"That sounds ok, I'm disappointed but it does sound smart given what we learned about the airport guy." Karen exhaled like she was reaching a resolve. I could see the wheels turning in her head. Being in business had taught her to process things and she has a good brain. While her disappointment is understandable I knew all this made sense to her.
"Really we will be safer on the boat than we would be, provided this captain is nothing to worry about. We will have less exposure to the public being on the water in a boat than we have had. Since the airport, nothing else has happened and chances are, all of this is only a precaution. It's likely you were a target of opportunity and not part of a larger plan. But I think we do our diligence on this guy."
"I guess I'm used to all of this going on without my involvement. All this security stuff. Without me knowing." Karen was looking at me a little puzzled.
"You have never had anything like this happen before...have you?" Karen knew what I meant by the question, there have been a few surprises along the way.
"No". She looked at me like, really! "I should be aware. I guess I just tried to put the airport thing behind me. I guess we just categorized it as a opportunistic attack. And now with this new information we need to find more out."
"My disappointment isn't with you, or anyone for that matter. It's just...my honeymoon! You know, I wanted to just have that time with you, have fun, take our new boat out! The timing of it sucks. It's not anyone's fault. Its just a little disconcerting That's all."
"And we will. Hold on to all of that. We are going to do all of it. Give me a day. It's likely a quick background is all we need on this guy. We can have someone do that while we are on the water. I'll get Al involved in the morning. I'm sure we can do this quickly."
We went to bed. And while it would have in other circumstances been a memorable romp in the sack. I mean it was our wedding night. We just went to sleep. Or at least I did. I think Karen tossed and turned. I had developed a discipline of being satisfied with a plan and putting my mind to sleep. I went to sleep with her in my arms and was content with that.
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Karen did go to sleep. She was sleeping soundly when I got up to meet Chris and Al.
It was 6:30, the diner opens at 6:00 and we wanted to get a jump on our day. Karen and I were regulars here and the morning staff recognized me. Jennifer, our waitress greeted me with her usual smile and a good morning. Al had met Chris at the engagement party and again at the wedding so they had a little familiarity. I jumped ahead on this and took the lead, it seemed natural. It would seem natural for all of us. But with my interest in it no one challenged it. We decided it made sense for Al to spearhead the investigation into the captain, check his employment history, send a private investigator to talk to other employees at the boat yard, talk to neighbors, at least hit the high spots with the limited scope we had at this time. If something came up we would expand from there and re evaluate our departure.
Chris would handle the boat. Check the captains belongings scan the boat for surveillance equipment and look for obvious signs of malfeasance.
All this would be happening while I was learning about the boat and profiling our captain.
"I haven't alerted the boat yard of our delay. I want to see how our captain reacts to a change of plans." The waitress came by and asked how we were doing? When she did there was a pause in our conversation. I could tell it perked a curiosity. I was usually here with Karen or on occasion by my self. After she left our table I went on, "I want to see if he makes a call. If he does to who? Can we trace his calls?"
Al piped in "we need a number ahead for that."
"Even if we had one, in this short of time, not likely." Chris shook his head.
"Either way, I think there could be something to learn just from how he handles himself." I looked at them and they nodded in agreement.
We were finishing our breakfasts and decided Chris and I should head to the boat. Our guess is that the captain would want to be there early to get things warmed up before he expected us at 9:00. And it was 7:30 now.
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"Good morning." I shook the captain's hand as he came aboard. "This is Chris, he is security." After making the introductions I let Greg know we were going to be delaying our departure, We had something come up. We can still spend what ever time we need to this morning on getting us up to speed on the boat. "We'll get you a room in town so you wont have to drive tomorrow." I told him.
"I can stay on board, I'll be here for the duration of the trip anyways."