Logan pulled out a chair for me and I literally plopped myself down, thankful that I didn't miss my footing. My hands were shaking so badly that I had to place them in my lap. I slowly bent my head down and peered at him. I was afraid to let him see my face which was masked with confusion. He cleared his throat and we both said each other's name at the same time. Logan moved closer to me and whispered that I was younger then he expected, while moving my hair out of my face to behind my ear. His slight caress caught me off guard and made me tremble; I felt my cheeks beginning to flush. I gave him a crooked smile and said sarcastically that I was old enough to hold my own.
He threw back his head and laughed out aloud. I quickly scanned the room and noticed that Officer Felton was standing near the closed gate but was peering at us. Logan sensed a shift in my concentration and said 5'9 sandy blond very smug to our left? I moved my head from left to right and said "yes". He replied Marvin Felton, Weeke's right hand man...be very careful around him. I had a run in with him a few days ago..he couldn't agree about the weather and let's just say that my cheek looks a lot better than how his ribs feel. The overtones in his voice caught me off guard and I let out a nervous laugh. "I'll need to do a full background check on him. Any incidents with Weekes?" Let's just say that right now I am his golden meal ticket so at this point and time, he's trying to keep me real content. I read between the lines and asked him when and where was the next one. Logan stated that it is undetermined at this time.
Out of the corner of my eye I noticed that Officer Felton was making his way towards our table. Logan grabbed my hand and placed it to his lips. Why are they shaking? I mumbled something unintelligible and he said so warm so soft as he linked my fingers with his. You do not have to do this you know "I don't know why is it so difficult for you to understand that I love you and need to see you I said loudly". Hey, is everything ok at this table? We both looked at Felton and I nodded while Logan said, " can't you see that we are discussing something really important." Felton moved towards the table and Logan jumped out of his chair the other officers on duty immediately came running to our table. Logan stood his ground and Felton said no harm, no foul your visit is up anyway I stated that I just arrived and Felton only smiled and said show her to the door if not I will!
I looked towards Logan whose control seemed to be hanging on by a thread I walked over to him and caressed his hand, Hey hon just walk me to the line ok. Felton and the other officers proceeded to walk ahead of us. I walked in front of Logan afraid to release his hand because I knew in that moment he was going to lose his temper and do something really stupid so I stopped abruptly and stood on my tip toes and put both of my hands behind his head I leaned forward and kissed him, at first this caught him off guard. I was unprepared for his response as he then wrapped his arms around my waist, leaned in and moved me closer into his body. I felt some of the tension being released from his shoulders this only made me move closer into him. I sucked on his lower lip trying to copy what he had did to me earlier on. This action caused him to tense up and I felt his breathing increase as I moved even closer and into his erection. I moaned at the disappointment when he suddenly moved me away from his body as my hands didn't want to release their hold. He lifted my chin up so that we were looking into each other's eyes ...I was unable to read his expression as my look of bewilderment and loss was captivated in my eyes. He cleared his throat and said that he would call me in a couple of days.
Logan stepped away from me and didn't look back. I looked straight ahead and was escorted through the gates into the waiting area. Officer Felton was in the waiting area and asked if I had enjoyed my visit that in time we would see each other again. I looked away and did not even acknowledge him. I was too busy trying to sort out my feelings about my first encounter with Logan. I found myself sitting in my car, not knowing how I got there and how I managed to remember where I was parked at. I put my hands on the steering wheel and laid my head on top of them. I was feeling so confused and overwhelmed right now, making up all kinds of excuses. Knowing that deep down inside my meeting with Logan and how he kissed me shook me up to the very core.
Monday and Tuesday went by with out any events. I called in the information about Marvin Felton and Daniel Weekes and was awaiting the results of a full background check that included any hidden assets or bank accounts that we were unaware of. I was feeling quite uneasy as I did not hear anything from Logan. I decided to go out to dinner with some colleagues and got in around 9:30 p.m. I immediately checked my phone and there were no messages. I ran a bubble bath and was soaking trying to clear my mind when I heard the phone ring.
