Let's Get Closer

Let's Get Closer: Chapter Four

Destiny woke up curled in a ball with her fan blaring in her ears. Her stuffed animal laid forgotten on the ground as she pushed herself up and yawned. She felt like she was out of her body. That she was watching everything from above as she looked down at her hands and gasped.

Everything that happened the night before flooded back into her mind and she tried not to scream. If you had told her just a week before that she would be in this predicament she would be pissed. But sitting here in a sweaty body she was grinning and feeling like she had won the mega million lottery.

Because she had done it. Somehow against all odds she had achieved her most secret desire. Destiny licked her chapped lips and cleared her throat only to gasp when she tasted traces of Jake's cock musk. Destiny was too excited to be ashamed that she hadn't washed out her mouth.

She had fallen right asleep after getting shots of cum poured down her throat and against the back of her mouth. Like gunfire, the man had cum down her throat like a maniac. And she had loved every naughty, filth ridden second of it.

The timid woman had been able to be intimate and physical with Jack. It was real, not some fantasy she was having while hopelessly trying to get herself off. Destiny couldn't speak as she moved her hands down to her crotch and felt her panties. Her underwear was wet from their previous activities.

When she felt her skin, the woman caught the remnants of dry semen and her sticky sweat. There was a small throbbing sensation coming from her scalp from the man using her hair as a pair of reigns. Essentially, Destiny was a total wrecked that looked obviously fucked out of her mind.

Jack had left her a mess but she wasn't mad about it. She smiled as she got up from her bed and paced around her bedroom. When she was younger she had read stories that depicted a woman being changed after her first time. That something deep down inside would shift in her after she stopped being sexually innocent.

Destiny had expected the same to be honest. She thought that she would be different after giving the man she dreamed about a blow job. The dark-skinned woman thought she'd go through a whole sluttification process.

Sure, she was filled with adrenaline and a bit of confidence from doing it. But besides that the anxious woman didn't feel anything else new. Destiny still felt anxious about the two going about this arrangement.

Her heart still swam in a sea of panic when she thought about her family finding out. It left her to become frustrated if she were to be honest. Her pacing turned into an exhausting run as she thought it all over. So, she'd given Jack a blow job and liked it.

That should be all that mattered. But Destiny knew things wouldn't be that simple. 'I hope our roommates didn't hear any of that.' The shy mouse hid her face in her hands as she remembered how the pair had groaned and grunted.

They had been like animals if she was honest. They had been running on pure lust with no care for anyone else in the world. Destiny touched her hair and winced at how sore her head was. Jack must have been pulling her hair as hard as possible and she just hadn't felt it.

This made her feel even more turned on in a weird way. She told herself to tell the older man to not yank as much next time. Because while it was hot as hell she didn't want to bald anytime soon. With a sigh Destiny smacked herself in the face, muttering to get herself together. She still had a class to go to later.

By the time she had gotten in the shower and brushed her teeth her roommates were up. Destiny looked down at the ground as they gave her a look. It was clear they heard what had happened but weren't going to bring it up. She felt bad as she knew how annoying it was to wake up to a roommate having sex.

But this was her first time being in this situation and she hated sitting in the hot seat. So, after eating she sat down and cleared her throat. This drew both of the older women's attention as they turned to look at her. Destiny's cheeks burned as she tried to come up with an explanation.

"I'm sorry for being so loud." Was all she could manage to croak out as she nervously played with her long hair.

The two older women looked at each other with an odd glance briefly before one spoke. It was obvious they had a lot on their mind that they wanted to get out. The one who started off came over and looked directly at Destiny making her sweat.

She was a blonde and was the one who was actually on the lease and dealt with their landlord. She was pretty cold when you tried to speak to her but kept to herself whenever possible. Which was good Destiny noted as that meant she wouldn't gossip about what happened. Especially, if she knew it was Jake that the younger woman had messed around with.

"It's really nothing to worry about, Destiny. Next time you bring a guy over just tell me and I'll turn on my speakers." The dark-skinned woman nearly sighed in relief hearing that she wasn't aware it was Jake. Destiny could only hope that her other roommate was in the same boat as she looked over to her.

The curvier woman laughed with a loud snort leaving her nose. "I'm not upset because you're cool with my girlfriend staying over and not paying any rent," This jab to the blonde by the other roommate was noticed by both but left untouched. "So, I won't say anything as long as you don't. Hooking up is all good in my book."

"I promise to tell you guys next time. It just happened and I didn't even realize we were being so loud until this morning. Thanks for not being weird about it." The woman said shyly, still feeling uncomfortable with the entire subject.

With a shrug the blonde waved her off. "Like I said, it's whatever. Just be safe about it and use protection. I don't think I'd be able to convince my landlord to let a new tenant and a kid stay here with the four of us." Her roommate noticeably grimaced at the mention of children. Her nose was turned up, crunching in disgust.

The sentiment was shared by her other roommate who chuckled. This time without any snorting. "Yeah don't get all pregnant on us." The other woman chimed in before she made her way out the apartment. Everyone else was heading on to start their busy days.

Destiny let out a laugh of her own which was noticeably weaker as she clenched her bowl of food. "Yeah..." She muttered before looking down at the kitchen floor.

Her sudden change in behavior must have gone unnoticed as the older blonde soon followed and left. A sour feeling grew in Destiny's belly as she mulled over the comment. She has no plans of getting knocked up but she also hadn't really thought of Jake's opinion on it. The woman knew that he had no children from his previous relationship. But he was at the age most people wanted to start trying for one. It left her curled up in the kitchen as she breathed erratically.

Her day suddenly went from fantastical to nightmarish. She was being overtaken by shame for her actions. By the fear of everyone finding out and judging her. Even though Jake was a kind man she trusted she didn't trust her own mind. Years of being conditioned as an insecure lamb who would never dare to upset the status quo kept her chained.

She found herself on the ground with her stomach rolling. Destiny was incredibly thankful that she wasn't on her knees, bent over with vomit leaving her mouth. The poor mouse was frozen like this. Only when she heard footsteps did she get up from her hiding spot and get herself together.

She put on a weak smile that almost dropped at the sight of Jake walking in dressed for work. Not because of anything he had done but her troubled mind. "Good morning." His voice was lathered in the heaviness sleep could only give you.

It was so attractive it nearly made her mental shell break. "Hey, did you sleep well after everything?" Her voice cracked and against her better judgment she started to cry.

The older man saw this and rushed over. One of his meaty, worn hands touched her face and caressed it gently. "Are you alright? Was I too rough with you last night?" Jake spoke to her with caution as he looked her body over and frowned.

"It's not.." She tried to talk but another sob left her mouth and she felt extremely embarrassed. "...it's not you."

Her throat was sore as hell as she grabbed his hand. She held it tightly as she sniffled and continued on. "I just woke up and I feel overwhelmed I guess. I felt like I had the best time in my life but also I feel ashamed. I'm scared people will find out and judge us." She winced and closed her eyes.

"Destiny, I understand completely. I should have stayed with you so when you woke up you weren't alone. It's normal because going from a virgin to sucking cock and choking on it is a lot for your mind. I'm sorry for leaving you alone." Jake said sternly as he caressed her body. The woman let go of his hand already and he quickly held her to his chest.

"I know people will have a lot to say due to the age gap. And I'm going to defend you no matter what they say. It's on me as the more experienced parry to guide you through this. We won't do anything like this again without planning." He ranted at her with such passion it made her cry even more.

Not out of fear or discomfort but gratefulness. "Jake, thank you for being so kind. I'd like you to stay next time like you said it was hard for me when I woke up." She had gotten up so happy but crashed and it hurt so bad. "I want to skip class and stay with you if it's alright. Please, can I do it?"

Destiny knew asking Jake to stay home from work was a big ask but she was desperate. After sucking his cock it was like her fascination with him became a full blown obsession. She had taken a cookie from the cookie jar and was ravenous. If he could just do this for her she would be incredibly grateful.

Her chest moved up and down erratically as she watched the man think her request over. Jake was already dressed for work and she knew that he needed the money. But Destiny had to be selfish this one time. He started to smile at her and squeezed her tight in an embrace that made her feel safer.

"Of course I will. It's obvious I fucked up. I'm sorry, Destiny. You needed me there for you to help you through this. Does your jaw and stomach hurt after last night?" He asked to which the dark-skinned woman nodded. "Damnit. Alright, you can go sit down in the living room. I'm going to give you some headache medicine and make you a cup of tea."

Her eyes widened as the man practically shoved her to the couch. She sat there unsure of what to really do or think. It was a relief to know that her reaction was normal. The dark mouse had assumed she was being a huge baby for a while. But by the way Jake looked at her, this was something he was also responsible for.

She wondered if having oral sex was the best idea as he made everything better. The blowjob wasn't the problem, in fact it was enjoyable. She felt like Jake saw her as desirable and sexy when they did it. But now she felt like shit, her head hurt and she wanted to just sleep.

It was a lot. "Is sex going to be worse than this?" Destiny asked almost fearfully as he came over with a cup of tea.

She took a tentative sip as he shook his head and rubbed her shoulders. A satisfied moan left her mouth as he did so. "It's never going to happen because next time I'll be smarter. I was too rough with you last night. I saw you enjoying it and I went overboard for your first time. I'm really sorry."

Hearing him beat himself up again made her stop and look at him. She shook her head and set the tea down. "I loved it, Jake. Tasting you felt like everything I've wanted for the past few weeks. I don't want you to stop being rough with me."

"Are you sure?" His touch was like honey as she melted into the couch and hummed with pleasure.

Destiny flushed and nodded sleepily. "I mean it. Waking up alone was like being high or something. I didn't like that very much. But the act itself? I really liked all of it."

"Good, because you're going to be a lot more of that in the future. You're great at sucking cock." Jake said this in a way that made her start to laugh. He made her feel so relaxed after just breaking down and crying her heart out.

The older man was a great person. "But first," He rubbed her head, making her blush as he continued. "I'm going to take you on a date."