Let's Get Closer: Chapter Two
Destiny stood under the showerhead with her fingers combing through her wet, curly hair. The dark-skinned woman was taking a shower after a hard day at school. She'd been dealing with a lot because of the pressures her degree was putting on her shoulder. The girl was currently pursuing a career in public relations with a minor in public policy.
It was a stepping stone to graduate school and a life working for the state if not the county in her hometown. This left her busy all day and struggling to deal with her feelings for Jake all night. Her left hand moved out of her hair and down to her chest. Her wet hand touched her boob briefly making her pant. They were sore from her time of the month and she was all wound up.
Just her fingers brushing against her bare body made her excitable. It was something that made her feel very shameful. Sex education wasn't taught to her at home, and all she knew came from the summer course she took. This left her in the unknown. And being in the unknown was terrifying. A little gasp left her mouth as she suddenly felt something enter her vagina. With water falling down her face and stinging her eyes, she looked down to see that a finger had entered her. Her finger.
Without realizing she had drifted off into some sort of fog crafted by her growing lust. Destiny had been pent up from so long all the stress in her life. Plus, her feelings towards Jake made her regret any time she got herself off. Because it was always images and daydreams of him nowadays.
Which she felt naughty for doing, even though it was almost always unconsciously. The dark-skinned woman would be lying down and find herself thinking about him. It then led to her fingering herself, the thought of his body pressing down on her. With the man filling her untouched vagina with his uncircumcised cock that bulged with veins. Destiny didn't know if this was actually how his penis was. She just imagined that it was like this, he just seemed like the type. Even if Jake wasn't she'd still let him have sex with her.
'You're masturbating to a man who had a wife while you were in middle school,' Her brain suddenly interjected. 'Aren't you ashamed of yourself?'
Her fingertip brushed against her inner skin, and she felt her stomach lurch. Her legs wobbled, and she came almost instantly. The woman had little control of her orgasms when she was like this. She tended to cum as soon as possible from the littlest finger flick. Water dripped down her wet chest and into her pussy, making a mess.
Still, she was unable to stop herself from frowning. It wasn't enough, but she was willing to use it as a substitute until she got the real thing. She sniffled and removed her hand to put it under the water more directly. The cum was rinsed off but not her shame. She turned the water off, hoping she felt better in the morning.
"You're way too young for him."
"You just got out of high school. Slow down."
"You're just a kid compared to him."
"You need to separate yourself from this guy."
With no one to talk to, she went onto a popular forum site for relationship advice. And Destiny instantly regretted it when she saw all the comments flooding in. At first, they were helpful by saying she needed to stop panicking and focus on her schooling. But then people started to call her all types of bitches and hoes because she fell in love with an older man.
They called her a gold digger who was seeking some lonely guy to pay her tuition. She hated to admit it but seeing random people say those awful things made her cry. It stung to know that someone could think of her so poorly. When she went to get taken home by Jake, she felt sick.
While she was sitting in his car, she thought everything over with a heavy chest. The month of rides was fairly normal and went by faster than Destiny thought they would. She was picked up by Jake, they'd do minimal chit chat and then they'd arrive home. The dark-skinned woman felt hurt by this, but she didn't say anything.
