Let's Get Closer: Chapter Two
Destiny stood under the showerhead with her fingers combing through her wet, curly hair. The dark-skinned woman was taking a shower after a hard day at school. She'd been dealing with a lot because of the pressures her degree was putting on her shoulder. The girl was currently pursuing a career in public relations with a minor in public policy.
It was a stepping stone to graduate school and a life working for the state if not the county in her hometown. This left her busy all day and struggling to deal with her feelings for Jake all night. Her left hand moved out of her hair and down to her chest. Her wet hand touched her boob briefly making her pant. They were sore from her time of the month and she was all wound up.
Just her fingers brushing against her bare body made her excitable. It was something that made her feel very shameful. Sex education wasn't taught to her at home, and all she knew came from the summer course she took. This left her in the unknown. And being in the unknown was terrifying. A little gasp left her mouth as she suddenly felt something enter her vagina. With water falling down her face and stinging her eyes, she looked down to see that a finger had entered her. Her finger.
Without realizing she had drifted off into some sort of fog crafted by her growing lust. Destiny had been pent up from so long all the stress in her life. Plus, her feelings towards Jake made her regret any time she got herself off. Because it was always images and daydreams of him nowadays.
Which she felt naughty for doing, even though it was almost always unconsciously. The dark-skinned woman would be lying down and find herself thinking about him. It then led to her fingering herself, the thought of his body pressing down on her. With the man filling her untouched vagina with his uncircumcised cock that bulged with veins. Destiny didn't know if this was actually how his penis was. She just imagined that it was like this, he just seemed like the type. Even if Jake wasn't she'd still let him have sex with her.
'You're masturbating to a man who had a wife while you were in middle school,' Her brain suddenly interjected. 'Aren't you ashamed of yourself?'
Her fingertip brushed against her inner skin, and she felt her stomach lurch. Her legs wobbled, and she came almost instantly. The woman had little control of her orgasms when she was like this. She tended to cum as soon as possible from the littlest finger flick. Water dripped down her wet chest and into her pussy, making a mess.
Still, she was unable to stop herself from frowning. It wasn't enough, but she was willing to use it as a substitute until she got the real thing. She sniffled and removed her hand to put it under the water more directly. The cum was rinsed off but not her shame. She turned the water off, hoping she felt better in the morning.
"You're way too young for him."
"You just got out of high school. Slow down."
"You're just a kid compared to him."
"You need to separate yourself from this guy."
With no one to talk to, she went onto a popular forum site for relationship advice. And Destiny instantly regretted it when she saw all the comments flooding in. At first, they were helpful by saying she needed to stop panicking and focus on her schooling. But then people started to call her all types of bitches and hoes because she fell in love with an older man.
They called her a gold digger who was seeking some lonely guy to pay her tuition. She hated to admit it but seeing random people say those awful things made her cry. It stung to know that someone could think of her so poorly. When she went to get taken home by Jake, she felt sick.
While she was sitting in his car, she thought everything over with a heavy chest. The month of rides was fairly normal and went by faster than Destiny thought they would. She was picked up by Jake, they'd do minimal chit chat and then they'd arrive home. The dark-skinned woman felt hurt by this, but she didn't say anything.
After all, any feelings she had were always going to be one-sided. Destiny knew this from the very beginning. And it wasn't like the older man could read her innermost thoughts to know how she saw him. Jake believed she was just his roommate who got along with him well.
So, she played it cool and tried not to let her disappointment show visibly to the man. He was acting like a good friend by taking her to and from class. Destiny didn't want to risk losing that tiny, blossoming connection. She'd become some sort of addict who desperately needed her fix.
It was hard to process and after a few weeks of it, she found herself in his car with a glum expression. Her heart felt so incredibly heavy with all the emotions running around her head. Destiny didn't mean to show this but like always her body acted without her noticing.
Jake looked over and cleared his throat. "Hey," He had a worried tone seeing how upset she was. "What's wrong?"
Destiny opened her mouth but quickly closed it. It was better to stay silent. She felt like she was about to pass out and throw up. Her mind was going crazy with the desires she had for the man. The night before she had dreamed of them being together. They would be in her bedroom when all the other residents in the house were gone.
Jake would be in control with a dark look in his eyes that could only be lust. He moved his hands under her school blouse and lifted it upward. His fingers played with her puffy nipples and twisted them until she was practically hyperventilating.
Those weren't something she could simply bury and get rid of permanently. They were becoming more frequent, and she squeezed her legs together anxiously. She wasn't getting wet, but she was starting to sweat at the thought. Destiny watched Jake observing her, feeling her nerves quadruple in size.
She gulped and realized just how dry her throat felt. Which led to her thinking about Jake's cock and cum soothing its ache. Shame flooded into her delusional fantasies and her breathing stopped momentarily. These thoughts were inappropriate and disturbing.
