We have been together so long, and yet - you are still not relaxed enough to let me enjoy giving you simple pleasures... Shy? Inhibited? Just not comfortable with my desires? I don't know, but you should know that I never want to hurt you, embarrass you, I want to find the keys to bringing you all the wonderful feelings you so richly deserve...
So, let it go, my C.J., let it go and let me take care of you forever...
I have made dinner for you in your tiny apartment. Relax, I don't care how the place looks - or about the tiny kitchen, it is not about the trappings - it is about being "with you"... And that is all I ever wanted. I wish you would know how much I am in love with you, and how I do not give a whit about the rest of it.
You are something special, and tonight I want to treat you that way. Your favorite meal, some wine, great conversation, watching your beautiful eyes dance and sparkle in the candelight. You know I have an unchecked and uncontrollable desire for you, but I want to wait - to build the anticipation. I want to make sure your romantic needs are met first, I want you to feel special, to feel like the lady that you are...
Some jazz music, more quiet conversation, lots of hand holding, caressing. Just relax, and let us be ourselves, no pressure, no games, just enjoying one another for who we are - not who the other thinks we ought to be. I don't want to change you, my love, I just want to understand you...
The candles flicker, the conversation wanes, the wine bottle is empty. It is time for bed. I am aroused, tempted to just rush things along, but I want you to change your clothes - put on one of your silken nightgowns. You have such lovely legs, and a great behind - it is breathtaking to see you in a nightie...
Lay back on the bed for me, call my name - let me know it is okay to join you on the bed. Tiny lamps give off their soft light, enough for me to marvel at how good you look. How lucky I am to be with such a beautiful woman...
I hover above your face, staring deeply into your eyes, seeing the love there, the trust, the peace... We kiss gently at first, but then our tongues entwine, a driving dance delivering a message of desire. My heart is pounding, my pulse racing, I am throbbing with desire - but tonight is for you, my love, all for you.
I slide down a bit, planting kisses along your neck, nibbling here and there, teasing your breasts, your always erect nipples, the smooth warm skin of your belly. The first wafting scents of your arousal find their way to me, and I am spurred on to want to taste you.
Here, your inhibitions kick in, you squirm, slightly uncomfortable with my attentions there - you block me with your hands. I resolutely press on, whispering to you to relax, let me enjoy you, just let go...
My tongue makes the first pass across your pussy lips, slightly swollen, protruding out in their need to be touched. Purple with desire, flooded with your passion, I hear you gasp as my mouth presses down. I suckle each lip into my mouth, running my tongue along the underside. You are getting so wet for me, your pussy is such a turn on for me.
