A good number of years ago, there was a bar that I hung out in most nights, when I wasn't working. It was sixty miles from my house, so when I went there, I always got a motel room across the street. The bar was a small place compared to most in town but it was home. It had country music from a four-piece band every night except Sunday, when they were closed. The people were friendly and the beer was cold; what else could you ask for?
Most of the people that were regulars there, including myself, were working people. Middle class, I guess you'd call them. Being a country place, you had a few that dressed the country western part, although I doubt if any of them had ever spent much time on a horse. If the truth were known, that included me as of late.
I lost my love for horses, riding fences for my Grandfather, in my early teens. He had a string of south Texas range ponies that were working stock. One inch taller and they would have been a horse, one inch shorter and they would have been called a pony.
In actual fact, they were rawhide, stretched over coil springs. All whip leather and bad temper, get off one to drive a staple in a fence post and it was a rodeo to get back on. They were mean and they were tough but they got the job done.
I wear my Levi's and western shirts, my boots and my hat, not because I want to be a cowboy, but because that's what I was raised wearing. That's what I'm comfortable wearing.
*****
This particular Friday night wasn't any different from most any other until around nine PM. That's when
she
walked in. I was standing at the bar as usual and for some reason I was looking at the door; that's how I know. She stopped a couple of paces inside and just stood there, looking around.
I figured she was looking for someone she knew or was here to meet. I knew I had never seen her before. I would have forgotten my mom before I forgot her, that's for sure. Long and trim, every inch a women from her black Ropers to her white Stetson. Those Levi's were painted on and the white silky, long sleeved blouse covered everything but still let you know there was something good hidden there.
Her eyes traveled the room and rested on me as I stood there staring. She held my gaze for a second and then her eyes moved on.
The girl seated next to me, tapped me on the shoulder and asked for a light. I lit her cigarette and turned back toward the door to find the woman gone. Now it was my turn to search the crowd. My eyes scanned the room several times, but she was nowhere in sight. With a shrug, I turned back to the bar and ordered another beer.
I turned back around to find her standing right in front of me. I froze like a deer in a pair of headlights and just stared at her. Her jet-black hair was shiny and brushed back to hang straight down her back. Sparkling blue eyes stared back at me and a soft smile played around the corners of her full lips.
It took me a moment to shift my mental gears and to engage the clutch on my mouth as I found myself saying, "Hello." Yeah, I know it's not real inspirational but it was the best I could do under the circumstances.
The smile finally blossomed forth as she replied, "Hello."
My mind shifted gears again and I asked, "Can I buy you a drink?"
"Sure," she said softly, "I'll have a beer."
Jokingly I asked, "Any particular flavor?" She looked at me for a second as if she didn't understand so I added, "What brand would you like?"
She smiled again and said, "I'm not sure, you choose one."
I turned to the bar and ordered her a Coors Light. As I waited for the bartender to bring it, I looked around at her; she was standing sideways to me looking toward the band and the dance floor. She looked even better in profile, with all the curves showing in all the right places.
When the bartender brought her beer, I tapped her on the shoulder and handed it to her. She took a small sip, looked at the label, and then took another sip. Smiling she said, "Not bad. Thank you."
"Is this your first time here?" I asked, making conversation
She laughed and replied, "How did you know?"
I grinned and answered, "First of all, those clothes are new. Second of all, you weren't sure what beer to order. And third, and most of all, if you had ever been here before, I'd definitely remember."
Her eyes drop and she smiled shyly. "Not bad for a country boy," she said softly. A little louder she continued, "You caught me. This is not my usual type of place, but I've always wanted to see what it was like."
I nodded and asked, "Well, what do you think so far?"
She grinned and looked straight into my eyes as she said, "So far, so good."
About then the band started back up. I grinned and asked, "Do you dance?"
She glanced at the people on the dance floor as they circled in a two-step for a second and then replied, "Not like that."
I laughed and said, "If you can count to two, it's easy. Come on and I'll show you." I extended my hand.
She grinned, sat her beer on the bar next to mine, and took my hand. "Okay, I'm here to try new things and there's no better time to start than right now."
After a couple of false starts, it was only a few steps or so until we were up to speed. She was smooth and light on her feet and just before the song ended, I tried a turn, which she executed perfectly, hat and all. I grinned as we headed back to the bar after the song ended.
"You did that really well. See it wasn't that hard. We keep it simple so everyone can have a good time, even country boys with two left feet."
She laughed and shook her head. "I think you protest too much. You dance very well for a big guy. Anyway, you are a very good teacher." Now it was my turn to laugh and shake my head.
We stood watching the room for a while; she was standing right up next to me, only an inch away. I swear I could feel the heat off her body. She grinned up at me once and I casually put my arm around her shoulders.
When I did, she leaned against me and put her arm around my waist. I couldn't figure out what I did to deserve this but I wasn't complaining at all, in fact I was thanking every deity I could think of.
A slow waltz started and she looked up at me. I sat my beer on the bar and took her hand; she smiled and followed as I lead the way toward the dance floor. This time there was nothing to teach, as she came into my arms and we held each other tightly as we slowly moved across the dance floor. She was very warm and inviting as our bodies slowly rubbed together.
By the end of the song, she had her arms up around my neck and I had my arms around her back and waist. We were no longer moving around the floor, just standing in one spot and swaying against each other. The music ended but it took us both a few seconds to realize it.
Over the next couple of hours, we drank beer, danced, and talked. Her name was Carol, she was thirty-five, and that's about all she wanted to say about herself. She kept turning the conversation back to me anytime I tried to find out anymore than that. I did know that she liked my arm around her and she liked touching me. I sure had no objections to that.
The last hour the bar was open, the band played more songs that are fast because the crowd got younger at that time of night. The older folks had mostly gone home. During one such song, Carol took my hand and led me toward the dance floor. I think I surprised her as I tried my damnedest to keep up with her. By the time the song ended, we were both winded and laughing.
As we started to leave the floor, the band started a slow song. Carol turned and came into my arms, cuddling up tightly against me. I caressed her back and held her as we swayed and slowly moved toward the center of the floor. She lifted her head from my chest and tilted her head back, looking up into my eyes.
I could tell she wanted to be kissed. As my head moved toward hers, her arms tightened around my neck. I had intended to just brush my lips across hers but she wasn't having any of that. I was soon lost in a world of just the two of us as the kiss went on.
The sound of loud fast music is what finally broke us apart. We both looked startled and looked around to find ourselves in the middle of a completely different dance than the one we had started out in. I grinned at Carol and she laughed as she took my hand and we headed for the bar.
Our beers were empty but a quick glance at the clock told me we didn't have time for another, so I asked Carol if she would like breakfast.
"Sure." She replied. With my arm around her, we headed for the door.
*****
When I unlocked and opened the door to my old truck, Carol asked, "Do you think my car will be safe here?"
I chuckled and told her, "A few drunken cars are always left in a bars parking lot. It's a law of nature or something and the local cops are pretty good at keeping an eye on them."
She laughed and said, "Well, my car's not drunk, although I do have a pretty good buzz going." She leaned in and lightly kissed me before she continued, "I'm really enjoying myself and I hope you're in no hurry to get rid of me."
I laughed as I handed her up into the truck, and then said, "Do I look crazy? The only hurry I'm in right now is to beat the rest of the drunks to the café so we can eat. As for getting rid of you, I'm trying to figure out how to kidnap your heart."
She grinned at me through the windshield as I walked around and got in on the other side. As I started the truck, she slid over and cuddled up next to me, laying her hat on the seat.
"Be careful what you wish for," she whispered.