Leather and Lace, the Return
By TxRad
"Cowboys," the bartender said into the phone as she mixed a Jack and coke.
"Is there a motel across the street from you?" A female voice asked.
"Yeah there is honey, the Davis Motel."
"Good, then I have the right place finally. I couldn't remember the name. It's been five years after all."
"What can I help you with?" The bartender asked a little impatiently.
"I'm looking for a guy--"
"Aren't we all," the bartender interrupted.
"This one was a customer there five years ago but I don't know his name. He lives over in Texas and only comes there when he's off work. He always gets a motel room across the street," the woman said in a rush.
"There are several that fit that description."
"He's older, wears a cowboy hat and boots, he drives an old pickup truck."
"Honey, that describes about half the guys in here on any night. The best I can tell you is get your ass up here and rope him, if ya see him."
"I... uh.... Thanks," the woman said and hung up.
The bartender shook her head as she finished mixing the drink order. "Some women don't have a clue," she said to the waitress across the bar from her.
"Count me among them," the waitress replied as she picked up her drink tray. "And sometimes, I can't even buy one."
*****
Carol had called nine bars before she found the right one on Thursday evening. Friday night at eight, she had her limo driver drop her off across the street from the bar. She wore the same western outfit as the last time she had been here. She wondered if he would be there or if he would remember her.
She took several deep breaths and let them out slowly. With her nerves and heart rate under control, she headed across the street to see if fate was going to be good to her or not. Her husband had died six months before and it had taken her this long to get her life and his finances straightened out enough to try and find her one true love.
Her heart had belonged to a middle class cowboy after one night of fun and passion. Before that, her head ruled her heart with an iron fist. If she hadn't caught her husband in bed with her best friend then she would not have been here that first time, that one and only time.
She paused outside the door and wondered what she would do if he wasn't there or if he was with someone else. Call the driver and go home was the easy answer. Cry her eyes out at the loss was the long drawn out one. With a deep breath, she opened the door and went inside.
Carol stopped a few steps inside and looked around. Her eyes darted from one face under a cowboy hat to the next. She slumped and sighed, as she did not see him. She started to leave but changed her mind and walked over to the bar. Maybe she was early or he was late. He might be working.
She stood by the bar looking around. "What can I do ya for?" The bartender asked from behind the bar.
"Uh, a Coors Light, I think."
"Sounds good to me," the bartender said as she went to get the beer.
Carol returned to scanning the room. No one looked familiar. The bartender returned with her beer and she paid for it. With a sigh, she leaned on the bar. She was so stupid; she had let the best thing in her life get away and for what. Money and lots of it, her mind supplied.
"Uh, excuse me but is your name Carol?" Someone asked from behind her.
She spun around but she did not know the man standing there. "Yes, my name is Carol."
"I'm Jack and my wife over there," he indicated a table against the wall, "thought it was you."
"It was me, what?" Carol asked in confusion.
"You're the one he talked about all the time, the one he hoped would come back some day."
"Where is he?" Carol asked sharply, hope once again making her heart beat faster. The man suddenly looked familiar. "You're the one that slapped the hood of his truck that night. The one who told us to get a room."
Jack grinned and nodded. "That was me alright and the lady with me that night is now my wife. Come over and join us. Lisa can explain things better than I can."
"Explain? Explain what?"
"Lisa is the brains of our outfit so I'll let her tell you. I'm just the manual labor," Jack replied as he held out his hand indicating for Carol to precede him.
With a mental shrug, Carol walked over to their table. Lisa stood up and smiled at Carol. "It's about time you showed back up. Bill has given up hope of ever seeing you again."
"I... uh.... Yeah, me too," Carol said softly.
"He's off working a long job down along the border and he won't be back for another month or so," Lisa informed her as they all three sat down.
"He waited for me?" Carol asked in disbelief.
"Honey, you made a total wreck out of him and ruined him for any other woman. You were all he could think about and you were the measuring stick he used on any other female that came around." Lisa paused and sighed. "No one and I mean no one measured up."
Carol dropped her eyes to the tabletop and shook her head. "I never meant for him to get hurt. He was a fantasy of mine from a long time ago and a fling to pay my husband back for an indiscretion, shall we say."
"Bill ain't one to kiss and tell but I could tell you put one damned fine--" Jack started to say.
"Shut up, dear." Lisa interrupted with a smile.
"Yes, dear," Jack said as he stood up. "I think I'll go order us another round."
"Take your time," Lisa replied and blew him a kiss.
As Jack walked away, Lisa grinned at Carol and whispered, "He's not the brightest bulb in the box but he's fun, he's got a good job, and he can eat pussy until my ears fall off. And that's not even mentioning his cute ass in those tight jeans."
Carol laughed and shook her head. "Lucky you. I let mine get away."
"It's been nip and tuck several times but he's still available and you have the inside track. The only track if I've read things right."
"I did a stupid thing," Carol confessed. "My husband had an affair with my best friend and I came here to fulfill a fantasy. Bill was that fantasy in spades. It was supposed to be a no strings thing but I got a lot more than I bargained for."
Lisa nodded. "I understand believe me, I've been there and done that. Jack was supposed to be about the same thing. Only it was after a messy divorce from a real asshole. Jack was supposed to be fun, flirting, and fucking. A way to get back on the dating horse easily."
She paused and grinned. "It looks like the joke was on me. I found a real sweetheart, a diamond in the rough. After a few dates I couldn't get enough or let him go."
"One date was all I had and that was more than enough. I did not want to leave but I had to. I was still married and in my mind, that was where I was supposed to be." Carol paused and looked at Lisa for a moment.
"He's dead now, my husband I mean. He had a heart attack on a business trip. I've never been able to get all the details and sometimes I think I'm glad of it. He was involved with some very bad and dangerous people. People I want to stay well away from."
Lisa did not say anything and after a moment Carol went on, "There was a lot of money tied up in all kinds of things. It has taken me six months to unravel it all and I'm still not sure I have it all figured out. Anyway, Bill has never left my heart and now I want to find him."
"If you're still thinking about him after five years then there must be something there. How can I help?" Lisa asked.
Carol chuckled and looked down at the table for a second. "I need to know everything. Until you told me, I didn't even know his name. I came here hoping he would be here and remember me."
Lisa laughed. "Remember you? You were about all he talked about for a year or better. Then he got quiet about most everything. Then he slowly over a period of several years stopped coming over here. Jack works for the same oil company is the only reason we stay in touch."
Carol sat back as Jack showed up with three beers. As he sat down, he said, "I can get word to him tomorrow morning. Reports go in at seven so he'll be around then for sure."
"I'm not sure...." Carol started and then let the sentence hang as she tried to figure out what she wanted to do.
"He'll be on the road like a scalded hound," Jack said with a laugh.
"But his job--" Carol started to say.
"The hell with a job when the love of your life reappears," Jack told her.
"Jack, honey. Am I going to have to gag you?" Lisa asked and batted her eyes at him.