Kates Dilemma Pt 02

Kate arrived home. Jim was already there. She wrapped her arms around him. He kissed her, long and slow.

"Who's turn is it to make dinner?" She asked.

"Yours."

"Yeah, just checking."

They ate then settled on the sofa. They looked at each other.

"I could never get tired of making love to you, Kate."

"And I never get tired of having you inside me." With that she pulled his shirt off, followed by his pants. Then she stood and stripped for him. Straddling him, she pressed her pussy against his hardening cock, and they kissed passionately.

"Up here." He said, as he pulled her up. She knew what he wanted to do. She knelt against the backrest, and he brought his lips to her pussy. He wanted her wet. He drove his tongue in and she moaned to the lovemaking of his now familiar tongue.

It wasn't long before she wanted, no, needed more. She slipped back down and grabbed his hard shaft. Eyes locked, she lowered herself on it. They made slow love. The ardor of new love moved on to a new, deeper level.

She rocked slowly as his hands caressed her. "I wish I could keep that cock of yours in me always." She increased the pace. She knew him now. She knew if she paced it right, they would cum together. She held his head tight, eyes inches apart between kisses.

"Jim! Fuck! Jim! Oh! Ohhh..."

Her cumming with him deep inside her always sent him over the edge. "Kate! Agh..." And he released his seed inside her. His cumming always increased her orgasm.

They came down, wrapped in each other's arms.

They held each other for an hour. Plans to watch TV vanished. They readied for bed then kissed and snuggled together.

"Oh, I almost forgot. I met a lunch mate today. She invited me for drinks tomorrow. I may be late." She said.

"We haven't seen much of our friends since we moved in together." He replied.

"That's because we've been too busy fucking."

"Complaining?"

"No, oh no." She answered with a smile and a kiss.

***************

Kate arrived at Jackie's apartment straight from work. Jackie was in a t-shirt and shorts. A combination that showed off her figure. She greeted Kate with a kiss on the cheek.

"Oh, sorry. I guess I'm the touchy feely type." Jackie started.

"Nothing wrong with that." Kate responded with a nervous smile.

"Come in. Will a Chardonnay do? Or something stronger?"

"I'd love a Chardonnay."

"It's a lovely day. I have a little deck. Wanna sit outside?"

They sat in the warn early evening air. They talked about their jobs, where they were from. But soon their personal lives came up. Kate learned she just got her CPA and moved to town for a new job. And hadn't met any new friends yet.

"So, this boyfriend. Live in?"

"Yes, Jim and I have been together three months now. We moved in a couple months ago."

"A month and you moved in. You two must have been, um, eager?"

"Add a month, " Kate replied, "We were friends first."

"Friends? And someone like you? Hard to believe he wasn't all over you. Or does he have some problem?"

"No, no problem." An image of his hard manhood flashed in her mind, "No problem at all! And yes, he honored my wish to be unattached most scrupulously. I think that is part of how he won me over. That, and he is a hunk. Thing is, I don't think he really knows how much of hunk he is."

"He caught someone like you, and he doesn't know how good looking he must be? I don't buy it."

"Well, maybe I boosted his ego... A bit." Kate winked. "And frankly, I can't imagine anyone better. He is kind, generous. It's kind of novel to be treated like a lady. And does he know how to..." She trailed off.

"Know how to?" Jackie asked. "Oh! Another glass?" And she refilled Kate's.

Kate looked at her with a wry smile. "Knows how to make love to a woman. Oh, Fuck!"

"Fuck indeed then." Jackie said with a laugh. Then her face turned serious, and she went quiet.

"How about you Jackie?"

"I've been having a hard time." She looked at Kate and paused. "I've learned a body like mine can be a curse. Guys see me and just see a fuck partner. I'm tired of it and tired of them." She poured herself another glass of wine. "The few 'Jims' of the world seems to go for the likes of you."

Kate wanted to say she'll find someone, but it sounded cliché.

"Doesn't matter." Jackie continued. "I'm looking for someone different."

"If it's any solace, I had a similar problem before I met Jim. They last one was a jerk. All about his gratification. That's why I kept Jim at arm's length for so long. Yet he just respected that. And that won me over. I often feel I treated him as shitty as his last girlfriend."

"He must love you then." Jackie responded.

"Oh yes. I told him I treated him shitty, and he told me, no, he understood. And that I needed time. God! It's part of why love him so much."

"I'm sorry Jackie. I go on too much about him."

"I don't blame you, Kate. I would too, in your shoes." She responded with a smile. "So, what's he look like?"

"Oh! A picture's worth a thousand words." Kate got her phone out with his photo at the opera.

"Damn, girl! No wonder your smitten."

Kate smiled. "Here, me in my evening dress."

She wolf-whistled. "He done good, Kate!" And they both laughed.

"Jackie, but when you said you were looking for someone different?"

"Oh... Um..." She took a gulp of wine, "I hope this doesn't, um, bother you. I go both ways, you know? I've had women in the past. Maybe I'll do better there." She looked at Kate, fearing she would bolt.

Kate did pause. This beautiful woman, yes, a sex bomb. And into women, she thought. "No worries. I know a few. Whatever rocks you boat."

Jackie looked relieved. And the wine made her a bit too honest. "Kate, I want to confess. Yesterday you mentioned guys hitting you up. Well, when I asked to sit next to you, I had the very thought. Sorry. But I see you're not the type. And that man of yours... who could compete. I would like you as a friend."

Kate smiled. Fuck! She thought. Too much information. Too much temptation. "Jackie, I'd love to be your friend. No matter what." She thought, too, that Jackie needed a friend. That she's in the same boat as she was months ago.

"I better go soon." Kate said.

"Want to get together Saturday? I love to shop, even if it's just to look."

"I'm sorry. Jim and I planned a hike. How about Sunday?"

"That works. Text me."

As Kate left, she gave Jackie a hug and kiss on the cheek, then left.

Jackie thought to herself, "I know what her man must have felt." She went to her room and masturbated to images of Kate in her head.

As Kate drove home, her mind was on Jackie. So vulnerable, so in need. What did Jim say when she mentioned her interest in other women? Conflicts were rising. She was attracted to Jackie, the kind of woman she would have loved to hook up with. But Jackie was clearly in need of something stable, not another affair. And Jim. Did he give her a green light? Or was she now remembering more than he said.

She came home and kissed Jim passionately. "I never had dinner."

"Leftovers are in the fridge."

As Kate ate, Jim asked, "So, how did drinks go?"

"I have a new friend. And I empathize. She's getting over a bad relation, like I was when we met. We're going shopping Sunday."

Jim smiled. "Helping a new friend, then?"

Kate cleaned up and turned to Jim, "Make love to me."

They did, but now She was thinking of someone else. The guilt of just the thought haunted her.

Saturday, Kate and Jim did their hike. They held hands, they kissed at every chance. Thoughts of Jackie receded. They made mad, passionate love that night. But as she lay in his arms, she remembered Jackie.

********

Sunday came and they met at Jackie's. "Day's a-waisting!" Kate said.

Jackie had been looking forward for days now. They couldn't be lovers, she thought, so she would console herself in having a friend.

They shopped, or at least looked. Kate put her arm in Jackie's. They laughed and joked. But inside Jackie was dying. Kate was so close, yet unreachable.

"Jackie, Jim has some friends. Sure you don't want to try a blind date?"

"Ugh, I've never been on a good one. Thanks, though."

Kate thought about it. Those friends who weren't attached were just the type of guy she didn't need.

That afternoon, they returned to Jackie's. They looked over the things purchased.

"Hey, some wine?" Jackie asked.

"Got something stronger?"

Jackie got out the bourbon and two glasses with ice.

Jackie pulled out a teddy she bought. She didn't need it.

"Wow, Jackie. You gonna try that on?"

"Would you mind giving me you opinion?"

"Sure." She replied and drank her bourbon as she waited.

Jackie put it on in the bedroom and came out and posed.

"Damn, girl. Umm, you know, anyone who saw you in that would surely want to bed you."

Jackie paused, "Anyone?"

Kate paused, "Sorry, you know what I mean."

Jackie gave a nervous smile. Her heart was aching. "I'll get out of this." The bourbon affected her. She knew it was wrong, but she took the teddy off in front of Kate and put on her t-shirt and shorts. Kate just stared. Jackie's stunning body, there to behold.

"Let's sit on the deck." Kate said, needing to compose herself.

Jackie offered Kate more bourbon, "Woah, I have to drive."

"Sorry. But I don't, mind?" And she poured herself some more.

The alcohol loosened Kate up. Or did she just want to flirt. "Jackie, you know, I understand what you're going through. More than you think. When I told Jim I wasn't interested in another relation, I wasn't quite truthful." Jackie looked at her, waiting, "I didn't tell him I was open to a woman."

Jackie stared now. "Kate!"

"Jackie! No... I meant... I just wanted you to know... I understand where you are."

"So, you're attracted to women?"

"Well, yes Jackie. I had a friend in college. We were so close. After the last one cheated on me, I thought about how it was with her. But I found Jim. And I've never felt happier."

Jackie looked at her, expressionless.

"Jackie, fuck! I shouldn't have said that. I didn't mean... Jackie, I have Jim. Oh fuck! Why do I fuck these things up."

"Kate! No. I understand what you're trying to say. Thanks." But the look on Jackie's face said something different.

"I'm sorry Jackie."

They were silent a minute.

"I should get back." Kate said.

They headed to the door. "Jackie, it's been a lovely day, truly."

She hugged Jackie, arms fully around her. Jackie checked all her emotions. As Kate pulled back she looked at Jackie. And she looked. She looked in those dark eyes, so compelling. But Jackie couldn't hold back any longer. Kate's green eyes and too much bourbon clouded her judgment. She kissed Kate on the lips, delicately. Kate was reminded of the first kiss with Jim. They pulled away and looked at each other. Jackie's heart was in terror. What had she done? But Kate kissed her back, with more commitment. Jackie wrapped her arms around her, and they kissed a minute.

Then Kate pulled back, "Oh Jackie, I'm so sorry. I shouldn't have. I should go." And she quickly left and headed to her car.

Jackie closed the door. She sank to the carpet and cried.

Kate drove home. Her mind was distracted. Torn, really. She loved Jim. But she was attracted to Jackie. A fling with Jackie? Jim said he wouldn't be jealous of her with another woman. But did he mean it? And Jackie? No, she needs someone who can give her love, not a fling.

She got home and Jim asked "Want to eat out. My turn?"

"Yes." She smiled.

At dinner she suggested they split a bottle of wine. A glass each was their usual. He noticed she drank more than her share. He also noticed she was getting texts.

"Don't you want to see what they are?" He asked.

She looked but knew what they were. "Not important."

She was unusually quiet. Jim knew it was something, but he didn't want to press it. When she got home, she told Jim she needed to respond to the texts and went to their little office for privacy.

She read them.

Jackie: "Kate I'm so sorry, please text me."

The rest were mostly the same. Fuck! Kate thought to herself, why do I hurt the people I love.

Kate: "No, I was all my fault, not yours."

A second later a reply came, "No, It's me. I don't want to hurt you. I know how much Jim means to you."

Kate: "Stop. It's my fault. Period."

Jackie: "Your friendship means so much to me."

Kate: "You never will lose it. Go to sleep. I'll call you tomorrow."

Kate went to the living room and sat next to Jim. He was watching a game. But wasn't really watching it. "Need to talk?" He asked.

She put her head on his shoulder and hugged him. How can he be so thoughtful?

"Yes. Oh Jim. It's Jackie, she... she kissed me."

"And?" He asked.

"And I liked it. Fuck! I'm sorry, Jim."

Jim didn't forget that conversation before she moved in. "You were honest with me in May that you liked women. And I recall I said I could accept it if you were honest with me. And here you are keeping your side of the bargain."

"Jim, tell me if you regret saying it."

"My concern is losing you."

"No Jim, No!"

"And what? A fling with Jackie. To get something out of your system? What about her? Is that what she wants?"

"I don't know."

"Kate, I love you. And I trust you. I trust you with what we have. And I won't tell you what you must or must not do. Can I trust you to resolve it for us?"

"Oh Jim!" She paused, "Yes, I'll talked to her at lunch." She paused again. "I may be late tomorrow. Please trust me."

He kissed her on the head and held her.

******************

Next morning, Kate texted Jackie to meet her for lunch at the patio. When she arrived she found Jackie already at a table.

"Hi, Jackie." she said as she sat.

"Hi, Kate. Kate, I'm so sorry."

Kate put her finger to Jackie's lips. "Stop, Jackie. No. You are not to blame."

"But Kate, I... I don't want to cause you trouble. I know you love Jim."

"I do love him, Jackie. But I care for you. Oh Jackie, I don't know if this is good or bad." She looked around, stalling. Then her eyes met Jackie's. "Jackie, I want you to know, I was attracted to you from the start."

Jackie watched her, hanging on every word.

"Oh Jackie. I don't want to hurt you. And here I am being honest with you and hurting you."

"No Kate. If you're honest with me, you can't hurt me."

Her words were too close to Jim's.

"Jackie, we can't have a long-term thing. But Jim..."

Jackie just waited.

"Jim knows I'm bi. I once told him, well... it wasn't out of my system. And he trusted me if I needed to... have another woman."

"Is he after a three-way?"

"No, NO! He told me... he told me he didn't want another woman, just me. Oh fuck! what am I doing!"

"Kate, tell me what you want to say."

Kate looked at her a long time. "Jackie... Oh, this is wrong. Jackie, are you in love with me?"

Tears were in Jackie's eyes now, "Yes, yes... But tell me... tell me what you want to say."

"Jackie, I don't want to hurt you."

"Be honest, Kate. Tell me."

She looked at her again, "Jackie, if you want, we can have one night together. But Jackie, it can be no more. Jim gave me this one freedom; I won't abuse it."

"And after?" Jackie asked.

"I don't know. Could we just be friends after? I don't know."

"Quite a choice."

"Oh Jackie. I didn't mean it like that."

Now Jackie looked at her.

"No, Kate. I asked you to be honest with me, and you were. And I love you for it. Let me think."

"Yes Jackie. Jackie, do what's best for you."

"If I know what that is? Thank you, Kate."

Both got up. They hugged and went their ways.

***********

Kate arrived home her usual time.

"No late night, then?" Jim asked.

Kate hugged him, "No."

"Anything else." He asked.

"No, there's no resolution. Be patient."

"I was patient last spring. I can be patient now."

"Oh, Jim." And she hugged him closer.

That night she sucked him off until he came in her mouth, swallowing it all. She wanted to make it up to him. But she knew in her heart, sex wasn't enough now.

Next morning, Kate got a simple text from Jackie, "Tonight, my place."

"Jim," She said, hugging him, "I may not be home tonight. Do you trust me?"

He looked at her, "Yes, do you love me?

"Always." She said and kissed him.

Kate did her best to focus at work. She left as soon as she could.

She arrived at Jackie's place and knocked.

"Come in, Kate."

Jackie was barefoot and, in her t-shirt and shorts. She noticed Kate carried a bag. They looked at each other. Kate took her hand. "Well?"

Jackie kissed her, gently, "Kate, I want you. I want you even if it's this one night."

"Are you sure?"

Jackie's kiss was her answer. Now there was no holding back. They kissed harder as tongues intertwined. They hand explored each other.

"Jackie, I let Jim know I may not be back tonight. Jackie, tonight I'm yours."

Jackie kissed her again. She kissed her neck, then tongued her ear.

"Let's go to bed, Kate. If I can only have you this one night, then I want you the whole night."

They walked to the bedroom and turned to each other. Jackie unbuttoned Kate's blouse. She let it fall to the floor. Next, her bra. Jackie just stared. The object of her desire these last few days was now before her, topless. Jackie looked her in the eyes. "Kate, you're so beautiful." she touched a nipple and Kate sighed to it.

"Come, let me undress you." Kate said.

"Let me finish." Jackie said and pulled Kate's skirt down. She knelt before her and helped her step out, then took off her heels. Kate had seen Jackie naked. Now it was Jackie's turn. Jackie kissed her firm belly and was about to work her way down when Kate pulled her up.

"No, I want you naked first." And Kate pulled Jackie's top off. She unfastened her bra and let it fall. "God, Jackie. I could spend an eternity on those tits." Kate traced their curves then gave one a squeeze. She gave a nipple a kiss then removed Jackie's shorts.

Now the two women stood together, their naked bodies fully revealed.

"Kate, I want this to be your night. I want to make love to you." She touched her lips. "No! Please." They lay on the bed, side-by-side, lips joined. Hands were now free to explore. Kate felt her curves, she caressed them. Jackie touched this luscious body. She kissed Kate's neck, then moved to her breasts. She admired them a moment. "Kate, you're so beautiful." And she kissed, then sucked on Kate's pert breast.

"Jackie, oh yes..."

Jackie continued back and forth between both tits.

"Jackie, please! let me have my turn." And Kate turned her over. Now Jackie's full breasts were for the offering. "Jackie, I've never seen breasts like yours. Let me make love to them." Kate now sucked on one, then moved to the other.

Jackie was in bliss. The woman she desired was making love to her tits. She gave her time. But she knew the night was precious. She rolled Kate on her back then kissed her hard. She looked Kate in the eyes. She could have died in that moment. "Kate, let me make love to you. As you deserve. Don't protest." Jackie kissed her neck, her chest, then each breast. She licked her firm belly, and now started for what she truly wanted.

She knelt between Kate's legs and kissed each hip. a kiss on a thigh then her lips paused before Kate's entrance. Jackie beheld it. Her womanhood was now before her. Kate's breath was panting in anticipation as Jackie pressed her lips to it. Kate shuddered. She now pushed her tongue into Kate, and she moaned in pleasure.

Jackie now did her best, she wanted to make love to Kate. To make it the best sex of her life. She secretly hoped to outdo Jim. She reached for Kate's nipple, caressing it, pinching it. Just as her tongue caressed her clit.

"Oh, God! Jackie!"

Jackie continued. She had made other women cum but this one she wanted to see Kate cum more than any other. As her body began to writhe in pleasure, Jackie pressed two fingers deep into her pussy.