Julia sluts up
What is a 37 year old divorced mother of two to do looking for love and sex? After a decade of being a single mom half the time it is time to start looking for Mr. Right or at least Mr. Right now. My name is Julia and this is my story.
As an athletic tall (5'10") slim woman with long dark hair, small tits and a tight ass finding a guy is not a problem...Being a conservative religious moral woman makes it more of a challenge. Still the woman in me is looking for a long term partner and a sex life after of decade of being a good mom. A sexless decade after nearly a decade married to my one and only I didn't know what to do or what sex life I could expect.
The dating game started with little success, nice guys but no one worthy of taking to bed. And then I met a guy a little older (just young enough to qualify) in a business setting. Fireworks did not go off but even though Sam was married he stayed on my radar.
I continued to date looking for a mate and even found a steady boyfriend. Jeff had his faults like everyone but he had a enough good points that I could live with faults: at least I thought so.
Jeff was my boyfriend and we had a normal social life in public together, baseball games, weddings, and he would often stay with me even when my kids were around. I was reckless allowing him to become that involved with my family; but I was lonely, horny, and not getting any younger. But I still was not really committed to Jeff. For instance I never let on that my nice house in a good area was paid off (he thought I was renting) and way below what I could afford: He rented a small condo and at 35 still had a roommate.
After a decade low expectations set in and Jeff was able to fuck well enough to keep him around. I wouldn't recommend him to a friend on the hunt but from what I remember he was good enough in bed: very respectful of a lady. I had low expectations and Jeff was living up to them.
A man always taking baby steps to get me into bed is just the way sex has always been. Slow, methodical, dark, lots of foreplay before 3 agonizingly slow minutes of making love before going to sleep: BORING. As you can imagine this did not solve my aching need; but is it too much for a single mom to hope for? What would Sam do for a lady in need? I wondered.
I saw Sam frequently and as we were both involved with others we could talk freely about our personal lives: his wife was something of a cold fish but a good family man would not leave the mother of his children. And as a good family man he could give me a man's view on Jeff.
Sam would never offer an opinion or make a derogatory statement about Jeff as that would be interfering but when I would ask him a direction question Sam would give an honest answer. Jeff was unwilling or unable to do many the typical household things most guys can do and love to do for their woman. Sam also told me I was the prize: anyone, including Jeff, who did not know this and act accordingly was not worth my time. A man I thought highly of was telling me that he thought I was a prize worthy of high expectations does wonders for a girls ego; but I still had no other options than Jeff. And now thinking better of myself I wanted more for myself: Jeff's days were numbered.
When I had a household problem Jeff could not fix Sam would tell me "that you can knock on any door in a 50 yard radius and and ask a guy to help you with a problem like that and he would not only be able to do it he would be thrilled to show his ability to a lady (especially a pretty one). "What are you doing with a guy who can't change the battery in a smoke detector?"
Yet despite knowing Sam was right I kept hoping Jeff would come around. Even using seldom heard simple declarative statements Jeff couldn't figure it out.
Jeff had it made: he was getting to fuck a pretty woman with disposable income while having no real household responsibilities. Why should he change? Sam told me "He won't. He has never been married has no kids and no experience with responsibly to others and he likes it that way. Good luck getting him to change for you."
An honest man like Sam is what I need and I can feel it whenever we are together: which is too much since he is married and not enough because I am not. What is a girl to do?
Not wanting to give up what little sex life there was Jeff stuck around; but wanting something more I found ways to be around Sam more and decided to see what a creative woman might be able to do.
Conservative morals started to fade extra tight jeans and leggings replaced long skirts. Thongs replaced normal sex-stopping panties. A careless bending over revealed a "tramp stamp" and the thin strings of a thong. When I told Sam I liked his dark shirt I wanted to see if he was paying attention (I couldn't care less about his shirt; but if he was paying attention that would be the beginning).
When I next saw Sam wearing a black shirt my pussy started to tingle and I could feel the nipples on my small tits harden. The man pays attention and cares. It was time to put all my efforts into Sam and send Jeff packing.
Now if Sam is obviously paying attention to me what can I do to show him that I notice him noticing. Conservative upbringing is hard to overcome but when a lady has it bad what else can she do?
Whenever we are together which, due to our careers, is often and easy to explain should anyone ask, I am next to him as often as I can be without drawing attention to us. I have learned through frank friendly talks with Sam what he thinks men like, want and need. And that is a woman who appreciates them and their efforts, a woman who laughs at his jokes (even the bad ones), a woman who will tell him what she wants and most importantly a woman who is not going through the motions in bed but is enthusiastic and adventurous.
As such it would be extremely practical to use Sam's words to my advantage. Knowing what he likes and wants will make it so easy to get him in my bed and in my pussy.
Sexing myself up just enough for him to notice does a girl wonders...This is a process with a clear goal. One important part of the plan is changing the ideas between my ears if I am going to get the results I want between my legs. The simplest thing to do is going braless whenever I am planning on seeing Sam. With small tits this is not a problem but it is a new experience for me and let me tell you it is plenty sexy being slutty even when nobody knows. But how do I let Sam know without being to obvious...He is a married man.
Saturday A trip to the mall looking for a sexy tops will take care of that problem. I could go to young girls shop or go upscale to Victoria Secret where the intention will be obvious. As I walk into VS this is a new experience: looking for something sexy to lure in the prey. As it turns out Stephanie, a cute redhead, offered to help me and when I told her what I was looking for she put 2 and 2 together and had me looking at little thin spaghetti strap tops that show as much as possible (which is not as much as most men would like to see) as well as showing what is not included. Stephanie showed me to the changing room and had me come out and model them for her.
When I came out in the yellow barley legal top it was clear that if this did not effect Sam it was keeping Stephanie's attention. I had never thought that I could have this impact on woman and judging by the reaction of my nipples which she could see; my possibilities for finding a sex partner would be expanding.
That question was quickly answered when Stephanie followed me back into the dressing room and gently pinched my nipples. As I closed my eyes and tilted my head back she gently kissed me, my first kiss from a woman, and a whole new world opened up. In the dressing room our options were limited but the expectation was not.