Hmm... Hello John.. haven't talked to you in a while...
I had an intense dream about John the other night... Maybe the universe is pushing me towards him.
John is a guy I met at a metal show maybe ten years ago. He was dragged along by friends and mostly stood in the back sipping a beer while people went nuts around him. We had a brief flirtation that turned into a long summer of guiltless sex. Then he moved out of town for work.
I wonder what he's up to these days...
::Messenger::
Me: Hello?
John: (hand wave emoji)
During our catch up I looked for clues as to whether he has a girlfriend (or wife). And then finally I ask because I couldn't tell.
Me: last time we talked you had a girlfriend... How's that going?
John: That ended a while ago.
He does not inquire about my relationship status.
There are several moments of silence.
It's been a long time... not even sure he remembers me really.
I tell myself to exhale.
Exhale.
Even after 8 years and several states between us I can feel his aloofness. This distant alluring game he likes to play. That was one thing that turned my head about him early on... after he moved we would talk occasionally online and, God, he knew exactly what to say and when to say it and he knew when to ignore me to drive me wild.. I'm feeling those feelings again now.
John: So why did you contact me, Alex?
Me: Honestly? I had an intense dream about you.
John: Oh yeah?
Me: I don't want to be crude, and I want to be honest... It was a sex dream. I've been wondering, do you still have those nudes I sent you back in the day?
John: Yes.
Me: Do you ever look at them?
John: Yes.
Me: Do you think about those days when you look at them?
47 seconds of silence. I know because I was counting.
Me: You know, it's dumb. Don't feel like you need to respond to that.
I could see the "..." indicating he is typing. Then it stops. Then it disappears. Then it's back "...". Then the message appears.
John: I would give anything to be between those legs again...
Holy shit.
I keep reading.
... I want to bury my face in your pussy and inhale.. I want you to sit on the edge of the bed so I can pull your hips towards my face as I kneel and begin eating you. You would act like you don't want me to at first.. pushing me back by my shoulders and inching back up the bed away from me but I keep making contact with my lips and tongue. You give in and lay back on the bed arching your back slightly giving me better access to your clit as I gently pulse my tongue on it.
You become weak and rest your legs on my shoulders languidly at first then tensing up as I make you cum. Your pussy is so wet as I continue rubbing the outside and inserting 2 fingers.. Goddamn I want to be in there...
The first time I read that I visualized it. The second time I read that I fantasized about it and came almost instantly with my bare hand.
Me: My God... how long has it been since we have seen each other?
John: 8 years at least.
Me: I'm traveling to Vegas in a week for a conference. You should meet me out there.
John: Maybe.
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We don't speak for the next two days. I see him randomly "active" online and I'm sure he sees me randomly "active" but neither of us wants to break. Who needs who the worst?
Another two days go by and I send him a message saying where I am staying in Vegas but nothing else. No "hope to see you there" not even "Best wishes" just "The Wynn Hotel".
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