Jessica had been in love with Jacob since she was 18 years old. His family came every summer to her beach front home at the jersey shore. Jessica and her family knew Jacob's family since before either of them were born. Their parents were still the best of friends despite the emotional turmoil Jessica and Jacob went through for the past 4 years. Jacob was 21 at the time he met her. She had just graduated from Sacred Heart Academy high school and he graduated from Michigan State University.
Jessica was struggling growing up, wanting attention she could not find at home or school until Jacob arrived one day. She remembered how he looked without his shirt on at the beach. The way he smiled when he looked at her for the first time. He looked so handsome with his tosseled dark hair, laughing brown eyes, and that tanned naked chest. She never saw a man without a shirt on until that moment.
Jacob winked at her when he caught her staring at him. She furiously blushed and ran back inside the house. He followed her inside, introduced himself to her and her 2 younger sisters. Jacob and his family were going to spend the entire summer here. Jessica recalled the countless days spent enjoying the warm sunshine, eating ice cream, chasing each other in the hot wet sand.
Many weeks went by as Jessica and Jacob slowly became accustomed to each other. Most days they would sit outside tanning, meeting new people at the beach, or just taking a dip at the ocean. They could not hide the attraction they both felt for each other. Things were so innocent then.
Then one day everything changed. One night after everyone else was going to bed, Jessica and Jacob were still sitting out on the front porch admiring the star filled night.
Jacob whispered to her holding her hand,"Let's make a wish. The stars are out tonight."
"I don't believe in making wishes. It's silly," Jessica said shrugging her slim shoulder.
"Jessica, you do silly things all the time. I am definitely making a wish,"
Jessica rolled her eyes in disbelief.
Jacob smiled to himself. Jessica had turned into a ravishing beauty over the summer. Her dark blonde hair grew thicker over the summer. The heat turned the ends to curls. Her sun kissed face glowed with her bright hazel eyes. It was her figure he could not erase from his dreams at night. Jessica had a figure of a goddess. She was slim, tall, beautifully sculpted cheek bones, bronzed golden skin, high, round perky breasts, firm sexy abs, and long shapely legs. He dreamt of making love to her everyday since he arrived at her family's beach house.
Jessica was not ready to engage in what he had in mind now but one day he was hopeful she would. One day, he hoped that she would grow to love him the same he loved her. She just did not know then how much she really cared or felt for him.
When he went back to New York, the two kept in touch over the phone and web cam. They talked all the time. Jessica was now a freshmen at the local university and he was an intern at his father's high import jewelry company. As time grew by, Jessica was secretly pining for him and he was began seeing other women. He openly talked about them over the phone not realizing how she felt about him.
Jessica swallowed the huge lump in the throat. Her eyes misted with unshed tears at the moment. She could not digest the idea of him naked with another woman when she adored him in ways she could not understand. She secretly desired to be other the woman Jacob was seeing. She wished that she made that stupid wish on that stupid star on that stupid night.
That entire first year at her university was the worst year of her life. Jessica tried dating other boys her classes but they just turned her off with their sloppy kisses and pawing her with their groping hands. She tried closing her eyes imaging it was Jacob but she tasted bitterness in her mouth each time one of her dates tried to kiss her. Jessica felt like crying all the time. She thought she was going crazy from the emotions she was feeling. Jealousy filled her veins like poison when Jacob spoke of the various trysts he enjoyed. Jessica then told him of the number of boys she dated at her school.
"I am actually dating some boys here. They seem really nice"
Jacob paused for a moment. When did she start dating? Just because he was dating other women did not mean that he was comfortable with the idea of her being around other men. She was always too far from him. Too young, too innocent to know what was in his thoughts.
"I am impressed. Little Jessica all grown up. I am sure your mom and dad will be so proud" he said bitterly.
"Jacob! What is your problem?" Jessica grew annoyed.
"I am not the one with the problem. You are the one dating everyone at school." Jacob spat out.
"I never said I was dating everyone. Just some of them." Jessica frowned thinking of the boys that made her cringe.
"Whatever Jessica, call me when you actually grow up." Jacob felt himself grow hard at the idea of bedding Jessica. He knew she was still a virgin.They both were fuming when they hung up the phone. Three more summers at the jersey shore followed each one more of a disaster than the next. Each year,they argued incessantly, kept chasing each other,kept hurting each other with lies that they did not believe.
However, there were several moments where they shared more than unkind words.
They shared hot wet kisses in her bedroom the night before Jacob had to go back home. She pleaded with him to stay more with her tempting body than with words. She let him run his hands thoroughly down her curves that burned for his touch. She moaned out loud when he pulled down her bra exposing the fullness of her breasts to his awaiting eager mouth. He sucked hard making her quiver in his arms. He bit gently against the sides of her breasts, running his hungry hands against her ass, molding the firm flesh against his rock hard manhood letting her feel how much he wanted her...
Jessica closed her eyes wanting to forget those moments where she lost herself. Those moments when she forgot the jealousy, the mistrust, the pain of loving someone.
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Jessica turned into a bewitching young woman leaving men to worship at her feet. Her eyes held secrets that they yearned to learn. Her body was all tantalizing creamy curves and valleys. She wore only snug fitting bikinis showing off her hour glass figure in front of Jacob. Her laughter brought strangers and friends to admire to her. She still did not want anyone but Jacob. She wished she could tell him how she felt about him. She could not get rid of the feelings that haunted her. She wanted him for herself but she was not sure if he felt the same way.Sily girl, she still not did not believe in making wishes upon stars.
Jacob dated several of the local girls at the beach however he still had feelings for the wide hazel eyed beach goddess living with him. He salivated each time she passed by him in her tight white bikini with wedge heels. Her golden tan showed off her ripe round breasts hinting suggestive amounts of untouched flesh.He could not take his eyes off her as she flirted with the life guards or college boys hanging out over the summer.
When had they turned into such bitter enemies? he thought to himself. It was 3 years since they met and all he longed for was the relationship he had with her the first summer. It was so easy then. He was tired of fighting with her every time. He did not want to return the next summer here seeing her with other men when he knew she could do better. With maybe someone like him.
One night, Jacob and Jessica's families were out at a concert leaving the both of them alone. Jacob came home one after his date with a bartender and found Jessica reading a magazine in the kitchen.
