CONTINUED FROM "JENOLA THE BLACK BI BBW"
The next Thursday, six days later, I returned home and saw Jenola's next letter. I raced inside with it, but first sat down at my computer and lit a joint, so I could read her letter while fucked up. Her letter read:
Big wow to you, too, Steven! What you said about all the feelings being mutual is so right. It's amazing, I've only gotten two letters from you and I can already see how different you are from my two exes. That gives us a much better chance to last together. We are definitely on the same page!
Yes, I played basketball for my school team. When I was on the 8th grade team, I led the team in points and rebounds, but unfortunately I started smoking the next Summer. That hurt my play and I ended up getting benched on the 9th grade team, and then I got kicked off the team when I was arrested for shoplifting. After that, I stopped working out and got fat. So instead of getting a basketball scholarship, I moved in with my boyfriend after we graduated and I got pregnant with Britney. It wasn't the path I wanted to take but having Britney was better than playing in the WNBA and I'm glad I turned into something you like - a black BBW!
You'll do what for me?! Take me to as many WNBA games as I want?! Well then I'll just have to move out there so you can take me to all of them! And of course I've had lots of crushes on the girls in the league, and it'll be fun talking to you about which ones are the hottest! And you'll have to tell me about all the hotties who've come into the league since I've been locked up!
It'll be so much fun teaching you all my hobbies. I don't think I look hot when I do them, but if you think so, hey, that's great with me! I do feel sexy when I dance at raves and I hope you like watching it!
My chin almost dropped to the floor when you said that I'm "one fucking hot slab of chocolate" like Missy Elliott! Oh shit, that's the most amazing compliment anyone ever gave me, since I idolize Missy so much! I hope I live up to your expectations! I'll do my best!
I sure hope you're right that my daughter will forgive me and understand. I've still never talked to her about my crime. My mom has a little bit, but I told her to let me do most of the explaining when I get out.
Wow, I'm so relieved that you know what I did and accept it. I was so afraid that you wouldn't want to be with me anymore if you knew. And that gives me a lot more confidence that our relationship can work.
And yes, it's so good that I know why I committed the crime. My two accomplices and I were all desperate for money and they came up with the idea. I knew it was wrong and I didn't want to hurt anyone, but I didn't have the will power to say no to them, and I didn't think I'd get caught and be apart from Britney.
My counselor helped me with my self esteem and also realize who my real friends were, so I don't feel the need to give in to peer pressure anymore. I know that you, Britney, Kim, and my mom are the only people who matter. And I will treasure my time with all four of you even more because of the years I couldn't be with you in person!
I look forward to going to hookah lounges with you! And it's funny that you think the smoke is so sexy, because that's why I started smoking! I thought cigarettes were sexy, and then I saw how much smoke comes out of a hookah pipe! And it will be hot to watch you do it, too!
You're right that being out is best because you know who your friends are, just like when people know why you got locked up.
I don't know why, but I've always like white guys and black girls best and I think that's who my relationships will always be with. And I'm glad that you would accept me either way but like that I'm bi!
Did anybody ever tell you that you should be a counselor, too?! What you said about being lucky to have three people who never turn their back on me, and about quality over quantity, is exactly what my counselor said to me! I wish I'd learned that so long ago, but better late than never, and that's why I'll have a much brighter future! And yes, I'd rather you be the only guy who answered my ad than 1,000 other guys!
I know you'll be as great a conversationalist in person and I promise I will be, too! And oh shit, you should've seen me when I read your line about us saving saliva for the kissing! I LOVE kissing! When the other person is good at it, sometimes I like it as much as sex! I can do it all night and never get tired of it, and I think you're going to be the best kisser I've ever had!
You're welcome about telling you that you'll have kids someday, and I hope you're right about me having more! And if you ever want me to be the mother of your kids, just tell me and I'll be happy to give that to you!
I'm glad you have such a special sister and stay in touch with her so much. And I hope you two will live closer again someday.
Oh yes, I hope we quote Missy Elliott lyrics to each other all the time - especially the explicit versions! I already have several in mind and I bet you do, too!
I also wish I knew what the future held for us! Where's a crystal ball when I need one?! But like you said, it'll be worth the wait!
Yes, we need some time to figure out if we belong together as a couple, but we have to find out and even if we end up being just friends, that'll still mean a lot to me, because you're already one of the best friends I've ever had, and I could never stop being your friend, ever.
You're very welcome for coming into your life, and thank you for the same!
Love,
Jenola
That letter convinced me that Jenola and I would almost certainly be more than friends and have a good chance to be boyfriend and girlfriend for the long term.
But, having been masturbating like crazy many times over the last several days while thinking about her, I also realized that I had needs to be taken care of in the meantime. So as soon as I finished writing that letter, I immediately went on Craigslist and started looking for a woman to fill that void. I didn't want to be promiscuous, as that's simply too dangerous, but rather I was hoping to find a woman, preferably in a similar situation, for an ongoing sexual relationship, and hopefully a friendship as well.
I browsed several pages of ads and found little or no interest in most of them. But one grabbed my attention, even though it wasn't what I was looking for. The headline read:
"Sexy BBW looking to entertain for $"
I clicked on the ad and it read:
"I'm a sexy white BBW with 44DDs looking to make some money to help with the bills. No sex or touching, but I will put on a great show for you."
I immediately wrote to her:
"Hi, I have a huge attraction, no pun intended, to BBWs. I'm sure your 44DDs are luscious, but my favorite part of the female body, by far, is the sole - the bottom of the foot. I know you said no sex or touching, but would you let me lick the bottom of your feet?"
I saw a response from her the next day, Friday, when I was about to leave for work:
"Yes you can lick the bottom of my feet. But they're kind of rough because of no money for pedicures. Not sure if that makes a difference. And how much would you pay me?"
I immediately responded:
"Great, I'm glad you're into that and I hope you enjoy it! At least I'll love giving it to you! And it's okay if the bottom of your feet are rough, as long as they're clean! How does $40 for an hour sound? And if I'm happy with our first session, I'll consider paying for you to get a pedicure and having you over once or twice a week. Let me know!"
When I got home from work, I had a new message from her:
"$40 for an hour is fine. And I really need the money, so the more you want to hire me the better. When do you want to do this?"
I immediately responded:
"Hopefully tonight, or at least your earliest available opening. Call me and we'll work out the details."