I'd been working with this technology firm about 6 months after graduating from the university. Traveling from one state to another wasn't my idea of a 'plum' position, but the job certainly paid well. I was currently on a 2 month road trip and since all of the locations were close, the company provided a car. My responsibilities were to provide expert technical support for our company's products and training the customer how to use them. When I'd first applied for this position, it had been my understanding someone else would setup the itinerary for my travels but it didn't work out that way. It was up to me. And one thing I'd learned, my skills were technical, not clerical. I hated making appointments and doing correspondence, it was a drag. Staff at the home office knew I hated calling customers to setup meetings. Writing letters and doing scheduling was absolutely the last thing I wanted to do. A couple of times I had procrastinated and my calendar was messed up; I'd missed out on an important appointment. Anyway, I was headed to the next stop and had been driving for more than 6 hours. The hour was late so I grabbed a quick bite from a fast food place before checking into a motel room. I took a shower and prepared to turn in after checking my email.
A knock on the door got me to wonder what the motel wanted to talk to me about. Mentally, while walking to the door, I went over the registration process, but couldn't remember any irregularities. I opened the door and stood looking at a girl who was skinny, dirty and very cold. She had a large bruise on her left cheek; hair was bleached blonde, very dirty and unkempt. She had long boney legs and knobby knees making her seem out of proportion. She was not ugly, just not very pretty.
"Can I come in?" she asked.
She was a hooker. I looked her over noticing the skimpy outfit showing lots of cleavage.
"Not tonight, honey."
"But your boss asked me to come by?"
That was a lie and my expression told, I knew she wasn't telling the truth.
"Can't you come up with a better line than that? My boss is a woman who doesn't like call-girls."
"Could I come in anyway?" She pleaded, shivering so hard her whole body shook.
I wasn't in the mood and said "No" closing the door. She was quick, had her shoe firmly wedged, holding it open and I saw abject fear in her eyes. She was terrified.
"He'll beat me."
I assumed she was talking about her pimp and right then I could care less.
"Lady, I'll beat you if that shoe isn't removed from the door. So go hawk your body elsewhere."
"Please let me in." she pleaded in desperation.
"And if I let you in I'll have to pay."
"Please let me in!" she cried, almost in tears.
We stood looking at each other, her chin quivering rapidly, her arms wrapped around herself trying to stay warm, and I couldn't give a damn about her. Still, she was determined to get inside at any cost.
I wanted nothing to do with this woman, and she could go 'jump in the river' for all I cared. My intent was to open the door slightly, forcefully remove her foot and slam it shut again. Instead she quietly pleaded, "Please help me?" as the door was moving open. My actions were stopped in mid-motion and I was looking into her eyes; reminding me of Glenda.
Years ago, back home, my sister and I were playing in the hay loft and as siblings sometimes do, we got into a pushing match. Being older and bigger, the advantage was mine. Giving her a shove, she stepped backwards, slipped and fell over the edge of the mow. Her hands grasped a loose board and she hung from a 20 foot drop, her brown eyes were wide in fear and she pleaded softly, "Please help me." I pulled her to safety that day, but it was the quiet 'look' of desperation which I remember most.
This girl standing in the doorway to my motel room, had the same pleading look as Glenda. The door, almost on its own, continued to swing open, inviting her in. Her quick reflexes took the advantage and she stepped inside, closing the door behind her. Immediately she was back into character.
"What do you want to do tonight? I'm capable of most anything, perhaps we could spend the whole night together." She spoke seductively.
"Ma'am, I'm not interested in spending the night with you. I would really like you to leave now."
Not taking my hint, she rattled off a smaller rate, hoping to get some business from me. She stood by the door looking around, looking frightened and very unsure of herself. This girl was playing the character and trying to act like a tough street wise woman, regardless, I continued to see Glenda's plea in her eyes. Fear, uncertainty, and insecurity were evident, and whether she knew it or not, I saw in her face a request for help; she didn't want to be here, she didn't want to be a hooker, but she had no other options.
Because of the 'Glenda look' I was going to offer her another option, but first she needed to think there was no other chance. "Strip." I ordered as I walked away.
She turned around with her back to me as she removed her clothes. This was certainly not in character of a prostitute. Her clothes came off quickly enough and she slowly turned around while working hard to not hide herself. She was still shaking from the cold, plus she was quite dirty.
"Go take a hot shower!"
Looking around uncertainly she went to the bathroom and started the shower. Closing the shower curtain she began to wash.
I sat on the counter in the bathroom. "What's your name?"
"Melanie."
"Where are you from?"
"Around here" she lied.
"What do you want to do tonight?"
"I want you to fuck me" she lied again. She was offering herself, but didn't really want to do it.
Turning off the water she pulled the curtain back, dripping wet. Her hair was a mess, she still looked dirty and her shivering hadn't stopped.
"Melanie, take another shower. Clean up good, wash your hair, and get warm. Then dry off and come out to the other room."
I left her there and went to rest on the bed. This wasn't good. I was tired and certainly didn't want this girl. What was I even thinking?
Finishing up, she came out with a towel around her and using another one to dry her hair. I motioned for her to come to the bed. She lay down, opened the towel, spread her legs and waited. I just looked at her and shook my head.
"You don't like … want to fuck me?" She asked.
I looked her over and saw all the bruises. They were on her arms, legs, back and then that big one on her face.
"Melanie, I don't want to use you tonight. Maybe you should just leave."
The fear returned to her eyes, "He'll beat me if I don't bring any money"
I knew right then I needed some answers fast. While sitting I pulled back the covers and motioned for her to get under. She slid in, watching me and wondering what I would be doing. I simply observed her.
"Melanie, I am going to ask some questions and here are the rules. 1) You have to answer all questions completely. 2) You have to tell the truth, no lying. Okay?"
She shook her head 'yes'.
One more thing, if I even THINK that you're lying, you'll immediately leave this room and I will lock the door behind you. If you lie or don't give a complete answer, you'll be left on your own and with whatever you are afraid of. Do you agree? If not, you can leave"